Oh My Fak Girl's

Episode 107's

Alea was sitting alone in one corner of the waiting room. No one cares about his situation. As well as himself, he did not care when every pair of eyes looked at him questioningly.

Alea's hand was still covered in blood which was now beginning to dry up. The flash of the afternoon incident had never been out of his memory. Memories as she tells Reva all of her childhood realities.

The treatment of Indra and Niken is very different to Alea and Alana. Since childhood, Alea was educated as a child with a distinguished family background. Everything he could get before he even asked. Indra and Nida were really thinking about Alea's every need, they didn't want her eldest daughter to feel any flaws.

But along with that, Alea felt an enormous demand from both her parents. Little Alea seemed to be forced to mature before her age. He is responsible for the future of himself and his family. She is a daughter who will have to give pride to both parents without being able to show even a failure in her life.

Alea worked very hard to realize the demands her parents had given her without them noticing. Nida and Indra tend to ask more about the achievements of Alea school than if he was good friends at school, whether he was happy to be at the school and whether he faced difficulties at school.

There was no deep concern about Alea's feelings. Alea was really hard-learned, he was an older brother who should be the foundation for his younger siblings later.

Indra and Nida who were both working at that time, were busy with a myriad of jobs that seemed never to end. Both are busy racing to achieve what they target in work. They hope that they will have a son who can continue the business empire of Vijaya that not only develops inside but also abroad.

Alea was very afraid of being knocked out. She tried very hard so that she was always the only princess who was proud for the Vijaya family. No one should rival her and make Indra feel more pride than Alea could give.

All things Alea did, studied hard even overseas school for the sake of always being with his parents who were busy with his business empire. Alea was immersed in a competition he created himself until he forgot what exactly he wanted and needed.

The presence of Alana in the middle of the Vijaya family in fact changes many things. Nida and Indra's attention began to divide. Although Nida and Indra had left Alana to her best friend, but her attention to the sickly little girl never receded.

Alana is not as strong as her sister. She's a weak little girl who is very easy to sulk and pamper. The abundance of affection seems to be the only thing he needs to get through the day after day of his life. But Alana is happy, she seems to be the axis of attention of 2 families.

Those tears were dripping back in Alea's hands. This time he felt that everything he had done in the past was just making him tired. There was no other feeling against his chest other than regret. Regret because he has ruined all the pride of Indra and Nida which has always been his reason for staying.

Indra's slap was still clearly felt on Alea's face. He just realized, the pain that is currently in Alana's responsibility, he also felt it. He could remember how Alana blocked the pile of wood for him. How Alana used her body to protect Alea from the danger she was facing.

Alea's chest felt tight, how he should face Alana later. Excuse me, would that be enough to erase all his mistakes?

If only everything could be reworked.

There was the sound of footsteps approaching Alea. Someone sat down beside Alea and grabbed Alea's hand without excuse. It's Fery.

He carried a small bucket of warm water and a towel in his hand. He cleaned Alea's hands from the remnants of blood. Alea was suffocating, only these men not at her level now cared about her. Alea felt unworthy of this kind of treatment from Fery.

Alea withdrew her hand, but Fery again grabbed Alea's hand. He cleaned out every finger Alea. Alea looked at Fery questioningly, why Fery still cared about him. But Fery did not budge, nor did he return Alea's gaze. He focused on cleaning Alea's hands to the end.

Finished cleaning Alea's hand, Fery's gaze turned to the figure of the girl who was staring at him questioningly and regretfully. He wiped the remaining tears on Alea's face. Alea's lips trembled withstanding the nearly broken cry.

“Lo should be strong, not for others but for yourself. At least, you have a duty to apologize reva.” Said Fery who then moved to leave Alea.

Within moments Alea grabbed the hand of Fery who was already standing about to leave him. He needs Fery now. Let's say he's selfish, but for now, he doesn't want to be left behind.

Fery sat down. He stared at the pair of red eyes with a feeling he could not explain. She knew Alea was not the type of woman to love but this time, she was very fragile. There was no longer the arrogance of an Alea he used to see.

Alea went into Fery's arms. It needs a place to lean on and spill its sadness. Fery's chest felt comfortable for Alea. He was crying like that, the cry he had tried to endure since then, was now overflowing.

Fery rubbed Alea's back stiffly. He still can't digest what he has to do. But in his heart he was sure he cared about Alea.

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“Kak lea... Main yuuukkkk” Lana keeps calling Alea from outside her room, but Lana has called many times, Alea did not also open the door.

After waiting for quite a while Alea finally opened the door. His face looked as cold as ever.

“Kak Lana's face was very bright to see Alea standing before her. “Kak, play yuk, I brought a lot of cakes from the house of mamah niken. It's me who made the same mamah niken.” Continue Alana while giving the cake she made to Alea.

Alea took one cookie and looked at it carefully. His forehead frowned at what the taste of the food in his hand was like. Alea bit off a bit of the cake which felt really good but her facial expression did not change in the slightest.

“Log in!” Alea opened the door of her room wider.

Alana's eyes were perfectly rounded with a twinkle full of happiness. Alea finally wants to play with him. Alea usually never responded to it. Every time Alana asked to play, Alea must have rejected it and chose to be alone in the room doing nothing.

Alana happily stepped her feet into Alea's room. Alea's room was very risky. Dolls neatly lined up on a small closet are very different from his doll that has been scuffed because he always plays.

Alea, who began to grow up as a teenager, chose the colors of the ground for her room is very much different from the room Reva filled with children's trinkets.

They played long enough. Alana chattered cheerfully playing her beloved doll. In contrast to Alea who played with picture books and made some pictures with her watercolor.

“Kak, I also want a picture..” Alana noticed the picture made by Alea, very interesting thought.

“I only have 1 picture book, you play dolls only.” Alea said without looking at it. Alana was silent again. Rejection from Alea had already become commonplace to him. “Kakak has finished playing, want to take a nap. You sleep in your room.” Alea began to close her picture book and tidied up the watercolors she was wearing.

“Iya kak.” is just that answer from Alana. Surely when the older sister wanted to be alone, Alana would not be able to resist.

Out of Alea's room, Lana chooses to meet her parents who just 2 days back from England. Alana runs into Nida's room with the door wide open.

“The ticket is already covered?” indra's voice was clearly heard from outside her room.

“Udah, nih.” Nida gave 3 tickets to Indra.

“Kok Only 3 mih? Not that we're going to travel back to England too?” Indra sat on the edge of the bed holding all three airline tickets. Seeing the husband's gaze, Nida immediately sat down beside Indra.

“Pih, I guess we can't bring lana yet. He was a kid and I had to take care of him, and I had a lot of work there. And again, here Niken can keep him well.”

“Yes, he's still small and spoiled. But we can already give him a little brother?” indra said while pulling Nida into his arms.

“Can, but gag now yaa.. If I get pregnant again, many of our projects will be hampered.”.

“Hemm, you are right. If only our second daughter were a boy, I would be very happy. We have the perfect family and future successors of our business.” Indra said as she tightened her embrace on Nida.

Without them noticing, the little girl heard all their talk. It wasn't just this time that Alana heard those words. He seemed to be a child that neither of his parents expected.

Alana walked over with gontai towards her room. His little heart was again wounded. Although she was only about to turn 5, Alana could understand every conversation her parents had about her. Nida and Indra lived more often in England taking care of his business empire and Alea stayed and even attended school there. Sometimes they just go home. And the Adiyaksa family is the only family trusted to take care of Alana lovingly.

“Lana has gag wetting. Lana can also eat and shower on her own. Lana can read and count. Lana gag will get papih and mamih. But why papih and mamih gag want to go lana?” those words were repeated Alana said in her heart.

Arriving at her room, Alana sat alone by her bedside. He hugged his knees and buried his face there. She was crying alone. If he could be the child Indra and Nida wanted, he might not be alone like this.

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