NOT SITI NURBAYA

Profound Grief

"What's this?" he muttered as he looked at the brown spots on his pants.

My mom started to panic.

" Menstruation? Or what is it?" he's out of the bathroom soon.

His stomach is getting more painful. He walked past the family talking.

"Yes?" greet mom, all look to her.

"Why you?" ask me to worry

"Hm.. It's okay mom. Tasya rest yes" he said

"You sick?" ask Dad

"No" Tasya lied.

Reza looked at Tasya.

'Why is he? Tumben once' his inner

"You are patient, son, the feeling of pregnant women is so. Temporarily annoyed. Pleased intermittently. Sometimes more sensitive, to the cry. I used to not understand, but now more discussed with the experts. Even after giving birth there is such a thing as baby blues. Mothers used to not know such terms" mother tried to give understanding

"Yes mom, I feel it. Very sensitive" Reza told me

"Well, we as men have a lot to lose to Za" he patted her on the shoulder

"Fortunately you are more mature. So more can give up" said mother

"I'll go to the room first, Mom. Tasya fears asking for white wood. Now just as rich in white is like soulmate" said Reza as she left her in-laws.

"Yes? You why?" ask Reza

Tasya ignored Reza's question. He got up and got out of the room

"Yes?" greet the mother who saw him out.

He doesn't mind mom. Reza followed him out of the room.

"Why Za?" ask mom to get up from her seat.

"Don't know mom" he said as he approached her

Mom followed Tasya to the bathroom

"Yes? Why are you Neng?" ask mom worried

"Mom, mom.." Tasya cried as soon as she came out of the bathroom

"Why?" mom panicked

Reza and Dad approached them.

"Yes? What's up?" mom hugged him. Tasya is still crying

She looked at her husband. Reza came towards him.

"You why Shay?" Reza is confused

"Mother, this is Tasya kayak menstruation ma'am" Tasya said

"Astaghfirullah.how is this?" ask me to panic

"Come to the hospital" asked my father

They're all getting ready to go to the hospital.

"Yes? Why did you just say?" ask Reza to panic

"this just came out A. From earlier my stomach was heartburn. Like squeezing my stomach" he said. She's not crying anymore

"Still strong way?" ask Reza

Tasya nodded his head. Then they came out of the room.

Mr. Taufik drove his car to get to the hospital faster because Reza did not know the way to the hospital.

Tasya sat in the back, she leaned against her mother.

"Mother, Tasya is afraid of mom" she said with tears in her eyes

"Just pray. Hopefully it can still be saved" said the mother

Reza felt guilty. He remembered what they did yesterday. He sat down restlessly.

Upon arrival at the hospital, they immediately register to the gynaecology.

"Sorry the registration has been closed sir" said the nurse

"The doctor is still there? My wife is bleeding" Reza said without further ado

"i asked the room first sir" said the nurse

"Please" said Reza.

"Please go over there and then turn left. There will be a nurse there. Just tell me you want to see Doctor Nando" the nurse explained.

They're heading to the polystyrene in a hurry.

"The more it moves the more it feels like the more out of the mom" Tasya said

I just kept quiet as if I knew something.

Once it gets there. Tasya went straight into the room because she was the last patient of Nando's doctor.

"Please sit. What complaints are there, ma'am?" ask the doctor

Mother and Tasya sat down while Reza stood behind them

"I was about six weeks pregnant. All of a sudden I was out spotting. So now I feel more and more out docks" said Tasya

"Let's just lie down then. Let's see first" said the doctor.

The nurse deftly applied the gel to Tasya's stomach.

"Since when did the spots come out?" ask the doctor

"So doc, after arriving home" he said

"My son lives in the city next to the dock, he just came here in the afternoon" said Tasya's mother

"O yes, it's already shed its fetus. But the placenta hasn't come out yet. So it must be in the curette." said the doctor while moving the transducer.

"Hows it? Please discuss it first" said the doctor

Tasya walked out of the room, she immediately cried. Mother soothed. Reza was devastated by this incident.

"So this is how mom?" ask the confused Reza

"Already on curettage. Let her uterus clean again" said the sad mother while stroking her daughter's shoulder

Reza told the nurse. They then went back to the doctor's office.

"So how?" ask the doctor without saying no

"As per procedure, doc. If it has to be curettage" said Reza

"good. But you have to hospitalize. Fasting first for eight hours" said the doctor

"Good doc" said Reza

They're out of the room. Reza takes care of the administration for his wife.

"Mom go home ma'am, let's come here again tomorrow" Pinta Reza

"It's okay, I'll accompany you" she refused

"Let me take care of Tasya ma'am. I don't want you to get sick either" Reza insisted

"Yes already, later after Tasya got the room. Mom's home" said mom

Not long after that, a nurse escorted them to her room.

"Mother is home, son. Later contact the mother what to bring" said mother

Reza led her in-laws to the door.

After the door closed, Reza and Tasya looked at each other. Tears did not flow again. Reza walked towards Tasya. In the arms of his beloved wife. They strengthen each other.

"I'm sorry, Aa yes. Aa is not a good husband. Aa can not take care of our children" said Reza Lirih

Tasya was hard to talk, the more she wanted to talk her tears the harder she controlled.

Reza hugged his wife back. She brushed her hair while apologizing many times.

After some time, Tasya's cries subsided. He started to open his voice.

"A Reza, I'm sorry. L'm.. L'm.. " Tasya is back sobbing

Reza. He can't speak anymore. Reza hugged Tasya. Both are in sadness.

"Sleep. You have to rest for tomorrow." said Reza

Tasya tried to close her eyes.

'Why did everything happen to me? Why can't I keep my own flesh and blood? Why am I selfish. If I hadn't asked to go home with A Reza, maybe none of this would have happened "inner Tasya cursed himself.

Reza's laying her body on the sofabed. His eyes refused to close. He was still in shock at what happened to him.

'Fast lightning, O God, you gave us happiness and sorrow in a short time' Reza still could not believe

He looked towards Tasya then he got up.

"I slept first, baby. Tomorrow you have to have energy" said Reza stroking his wife

Again, Tasya shed her tears. Reza wiped Tasya's tears with her hands. Poked his lips to his wife's forehead for a very long time. There was a sound of crying from his wife.

"It has. We have to be sincere, dear. What matters is that you are safe and healthy. Later we can work again." said Reza calming.