NOT SITI NURBAYA

Fight Trauma

"Mommy inget what?" ask Reza curiously.

Tasya closed her eyes. "Pas had fallen into a deep sense at the time of the accident, Pi" Tasya set his breath. "Astaghfirullah's.. So scared. It feels like Mami's just been hit by that bike." Tasya closed his eyes while sighing.

Reza immediately approached, she hugged him tightly giving comfort to Tasya. "Alhamdulillah, Mami and Abang are both great. You're healthy and safe until this second." Reza cut off Tasya's memory.

"Mommy's afraid of Pi. So scared." Tasya hugged Reza tightly.

"Udah passing dear. Don't remember anymore. Don't talk about it anymore."

"Why not want Pi, suddenly it crossed that. Mommy's scared, Pi."

"Had Mi. Don't remember. Think of something else." both of them were silent.

Reza chose to stop Tasya's lost memory, fearing that Tasya would be traumatized by her past.

"We'll check up tomorrow, how?" Reza turned his attention so that Tasya did not dissolve into thinking about the terrible thing that had happened to him.

"No ah. Mami males if later the ends have to take medicine."

Geck.. Geck.. Geck..

"Come in" cried Reza

Both of his sons came in with their pillows.

"You sleep in your room." Reza said

"Mommy is okay?" ask Daffa.

"Sleep together. We haven't been together for a long time either." The terrified Tasya felt he needed his two children.

"Narrow Mi." Reza protest

"It's okay. Rarely Pi."

"How are you?"

"It's okay Mi. We're with Mami." chimpal Vano

Reza gave up on his two children. He chose to sleep on the couch. They talked while watching a movie that was deliberately played Vano.

"Pi, did you tell me to bring a car?" Tasya asked as she looked at her two sons who had gone slumbering after watching the movie.

"Why is that?"

"Mommy is thinking. Afraid of Pi, if the kids why-why on the street."

"Don't be afraid ah. Everything is arranged. The name is on the highway, if not hit by Mi. We are vigilant, if other people are not, it is the same. There's a line."

"Yes, but Mami's afraid of Pi."

"Don't overdo it baby, we will be difficult ourselves if we want to do anything coupled with excessive fear."

Long they remained silent. Tasya glanced at his eldest son, he gently stroked the child's head.

"The most expressive child. Percis Papi's behavior." Tasya muttered.

"Then anyway? Papi didn't like him Mi." Tasya turned his head as Reza muttered his mutter.

"Yes, you are the same. That's why Papi is the same he continued. No one wants to give up. I'm getting along when it comes to automotive."

Tasya glanced at Daffa who was sleeping on his left.

"If this one's calmer." Tasya stroked Daffa. "That's poignant. Sensitive as well."

"Yes, she's more into Mommy. Where spoiled again that child."

"But just as Mami never fought youh yaa." now Tasya lay down her body.

"Pi.. "

"What?"

"Mami flanked by two bachelors" Tasya smiled.

"Not mind his thoughts."

"Astaghfirullah, Papi tuh who thought mes*m! Same with my own son!" ketus Tasya's.

***

Tasya prepared breakfast for the three heroes who were busy swimming. He made sandwiches and pieces of fruit for them even though his body was in pain. Tasya sat watching the three play water.

He waited for the three to finish swimming then dined together beside the pool.

"Abang, the school just bring a car." said Tasya made Daffa and Vano look at him.

"Why did Mi come?"

"Mommy's afraid that you're on a motorbike."

"Mi, long if you bring Mi's car. Departing should be early."

"But Bang.."

"Mi, let it go why the hell? Yesterday Mommy herself disagreed with the kids taking the car to school." Reza is defending them.

"Bapi doesn't feel how scared Mami is. If it falls from the motor, our body directly collides with the asphalt. If the car, at least the car is dented" said Tasya

"Mi, you don't want to ah bring a car. The school is also near Mi."

"Lagian Mami thinks it's as if the kids are going to do it!" Reza interrupted him.

Tasya fell silent, while his three men were still busy chewing his breakfast.

"Yes already, use an ordinary kayak motorbike. But still both."

"Mi, how cheating?" Daffa now opened his voice. "Bapi has promised to buy Adek a motorbike. Adek waitin Papi ngajak Adek buy a motorcycle, but Papi until now there is no telling. It was my brother who bought the motor. While Adek nebeng, go home to the ojek." Daffa protest

"So, I don't understand how parents feel. Mommy's worried about you."

"The mother who does not understand! Choose continue!" Daffa left them.

"That's right! Try your brother using a car. Adek won't ask for a motor." Tasya scolded his son

"How am I, Mi?"

"Again Mami fishing anyway. Don't be afraid of overdoing Mi. Death can be anytime, anywhere."

"Kok Papi said that? You never feel at the end of your life what it feels like!" ketus Tasya left them.

Tasya locked herself in her room. His trauma is back. Especially after her self-murder yesterday.

Now she is more worried about her two children. Even though the terrible thing happened to his son, he felt very scared.

Daffa and Tasya locked themselves in their rooms. While Vano and Reza are fun playing playstation in the television room.

"Mii.. " Repy went into the room. Tasya did not deny it at all.

"Mami yuk street? Let his mind fresh. Let's lose his fear." Tasya.

"Fear of fighting Mi, do not plant. If Mami's still like this, pity the kids."

"Cock pity? I'm worried about it."

"It is the excessive worry that makes them pity. Mami want the children Mami just hang out with her gadgets? Go there, Mami forbid. Mami will be banned. There's gonna be his son Brontak Mi"

"Make their kindness also Pi."

"Not for their good. That makes Mami's heart calm. While they will be tormented because it cannot be, it cannot be. They're not Mi's girls."

Tasya.

"Free seedlings are superior if their beauty is only seen by their mothers." ketus Reza made Tasya glance at him.

"What's that?"

"Mii.. They're boys. Let them find themselves. Moreover, their age is fun to get along. We parents can only support prayer. As long as your child is positive, don't drift off the track. Why don't we just support it?"

" But Mami is afraid of Pi. Afraid of our children on the road getting upset, afraid of falling from the bike. Fear of excessive dating."

"Don't know Pi, Mami's still scared. Especially if you have to bring your own motor."

"Just trust them Mi. Don't you think so, huh? Papi pity the kids. Same with Mama too. Everyday there will be Mami haunted by excessive anxiety and fear."

"Dear, just believe it. Poor his children. Mami wants suddenly Brother same Adek not comfortable at home continues to stop because most are forbidden to the same Mami? Naughty boy loh Mi."

"How should Mami go?"

"Believe in them. Free them as long as they are on our terms. Okay Mi?" Reza stroked his wife's arm.

***

Daffa smiled happily when a motorcycle unit of his choice arrived at their home. Daffa and Vano alternated holding the body of the motorcycle blend of blue and black.

"Try Deck" said Vano.

"Say the same Papi first Dek, if the motorbike is already at home." Tasya interrupted the conversation.

"Yes Mi"

"Well, brother who tried first, huh?"

"Have a son! Not ah. Wait a minute, cake." Daffa did not accept.

Tasya let out a long breath. She finally followed her husband's advice although it was inevitable that her fear still haunted her.

Reza came home early after hearing from the boy. She joined her two children in trying out a new Daffa motorcycle.

"Pi touring Pi times"

"where?"

"Tea garden. That's pretty good."

"Seru is like. But how's Mami?" Reza was doubtful.

"Popezak dong Pi."

"You too. It's good to have Papi alone who persuades Mami. I knew Mami had to buy Daffa motorcycles."

"Daffa told me to say Mami." Vano said

"No ah. I haven't apologized to Mami."

"Where the hell are you! Not Baikin Mami." ketus Reza

"Know it! It's been Mami's enemies for days too." Vano

"Who is the enemy!"

"You are! Angry don't want to eat, don't miss Mami. Stuck in a room like a virgin. Not to apologize first with Mami" ceplos Vanonoada his sister

"What the hell is Van! Get mixed!" Daffa felt cornered even though everything Vano said was true.

"Don't fight! There Dek, you meet Mami first." Reza said

Daffa walked towards Tasya's room. She carefully knocked on the door of her Mama's room. Tasya opened the door of her room, clearly visible that she had been crying.

"Mi's.."

"What Deck?"

"Adek is sorry Mi was angry with Mami."

"Mommy's sorry, too, Dek."

"Mami's crying? Sorry Mi, Adek pissed Mami off." Daffa bowed his head.

"Be careful with the motor. Don't be joking."

Daffa hugged the mother. "I'm sorry Mi. Adek has sin with Mami" Daffa hugged Tasya while crying.

"Yes Deck. The real school. Not a macem. Anyway Mami just ask you to take care of yourself."

"Yes Mi." Daffa wiped away her tears.

"Yeah yuk, get out." take Tasya

***

Time continues to run until it makes the atmosphere of the house back to how it was. Tasya little by little resisted her fear until she got used to it.

Vano is being preoccupied with facing the National Examination. Daffa prepared to go to the second grade.

"So where did you decide to go to college?" reza asked as they had breakfast.

"I'm looking for a college scholarship abroad Pi."

"Bang, isn't that just here? Mommy doesn't want to be away from you."

"Let her child thrive Mi." concluded Reza

"Abang just looking for Mi first. If you can't, go to college here."

"Focus on the exam, son."

"Mi's Sure."

"If you go to college here, while helping Papi take care of Bang's office. Learn a little."

"So much too." Reza glanced at his youngest son. There is no answer from either.

The expected day arrives. Tasya prepares breakfast Vano who wants to do the National Examination. Vano himself seemed more relaxed in the face of his tests.

"Didn't you have breakfast, Mi?" Reza approached his wife.

"Still asleep. Vacation so free he's mah."

"You want Papi Anter Bang?" reza Goda

"Ck.what the hell is Pi. Shamefaced. The time I was being ushered in" Vano smashed his lips.

"Yes probably want to be escorted Mami with Papi" Tasya no less teasing.

"Then the same dong Mi fans."

"Doubtful to have fans of all." grumbled Reza

"But I don't know what my charm is. All the girls at school are fascinated by me, Pi"

"Yes that. Good thing Papi for Papi's fondness for you."

"Quick breakfast, late Bang." Tasya ended their conversation.

Not long after, Vano said goodbye to his parents. He asked for his blessing for the smooth running of his test. Reza and Tasya gave his support by waiting for him until he put his bike forward.

"He's the one who tests, Mami who acts like Pi" Tasya said as he walked into the house.

"Still at the age of Mi, our son will be in college soon." Reza embraces his wife.

"But you want no provisions?" Tasya walked towards the kitchen.

"Mom.. Vano bag?" Ma'am Diah held up her son's bag

"O Allah, Abaang."

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