NOT SITI NURBAYA

Selfishnesses

Tasya went back into his room. The two look at each other. Then laugh together. They laughed at the ridiculousness of both of them.

"A, I'm shaking so much" Tasya said on the sidelines laughing

"It's the same. So surprised. Aa was drowsy immediately refreshed" continued to laugh

"Aa really said?" continued

"What?" tanya Tasya was curious

"We should have honeymoon first so as not to be disturbed" he said

"Yes yes. I didn't know and didn't expect this to be an A" he said

"You're being invited to say it's as wasteful as wasting time" Reza pretended to be upset

"But it's the same, right?" tease Tasya while approaching Reza

"Bad boy!" reza smiled as she ruffled Tasya's hair

"Sana Aa takes a bath first" Tasya ordered

"Just be a little darling. At home there is no one" said Reza who listened to the conversation Tasya and his mother

"No way" Tasya refused

"Why?" Reza wonder

"Shame!" he said with a shy smile

"Kok shy?" Reza wonder

"Have there. Aa first" said Tasya

Reza then wears her shorts. Bare-chested he exited the room.

Tasya smiled remembering the thing that just happened. She did not expect to do anything silly with her husband.

***

After returning to the house of in-laws, as usual Tasya prepared all the needs of her husband to work.

"Are you sure you don't want to come?" ask Reza

"Yes A. I am at home with bi Tinah" said Tasya

"Yes, later if the meeting is done, Aa quickly go home" explained Reza

"I can work A too?" ask Tasya

"Is the money I give you not enough to meet all our needs?" Reza doesn't accept it

"Thank you A, all fulfilled is more than enough. But I also want to work A" Pinta Tasya

"Umur Aa wants 33 years. Aa wants to have children soon." concluded Reza firmly

"But A? My time is just a housewife? What degree am I fighting for? I also have an A. I want to work like people A" Tasya was upset

"Only a housewife? I always invite you to accompany me. You can also learn to be my assistant. But you always resisted like now"

"I want to try something else A" concluded Tasya

"Working office sitting in an AC room you mean?" ask Reza cynically

"Please if you want to work!" Reza closed the door to her room and left Tasya. He was upset by Tasya's selfishness.

On the other hand Tasya shed his tears, he felt Reza was too selfish.

'I want to be like everyone else. As Lina and Tari enter a new world. It's not this kind of world that I want' Tasya started sobbing.

***

Reza's mind was messed up, he was carrying his car at high speed. Suddenly from the front a young man crossed the road on his motorcycle. He stopped the car as hard as he could. Almost hit the young man.

"Have no eyes!" the young man cursed Reza as he passed.

Reza's heart was racing.

'luckily' his mind calmed itself

He then slowed down the speed of his car. After arriving at his destination, Reza still did not get out of his car. He still remembers what happened just now.

***

Tasya did the usual activities. She cooked for her husband and father-in-law in the company of Bi Tinah. Bi Tinah felt astonished by Tasya today who was not cheerful and more silent.

When he finished, Tasya went into the room. He thought about today's incident. On one hand, he felt selfish. Think of yourself wanting to work. But he also felt very saturated being in a big house just accompanied by an old mother. On the other hand, she felt sorry for her husband. She remembers the age of her husband.

'Finely female, do not break the words of her husband' the words of her mother began to ring in her head. He became guilty.

***

After the meeting, Reza lazily got into his car. He sat silent. Still haven't run the car.

This was the first time he had fought more than usual with Tasya. He was upset with Tasya who he thought was selfish. Think of himself who wants to be free to work out there. While he wants to immediately have children at an increasing age.

He's still quiet. He recalls Tasya's age. Tasya is still young. It was natural that Tasya wanted to do many things at his age.

Reza is worried. Reza runs the engine of his car. He drove his car home.

***

The white car entered the courtyard. The driver sat still. He was confused how to act. He should be selfish with his desires. Or should he release his wife. All decisions are in his hands.

Reza got out of the car reluctantly. Looking around the house feels very quiet.

'Pity him alone in this house' his inner self began to feel pity.

Reza went into the room. There Tasya was asleep after venting his regret by crying.

Reza unbuttoned her clothes one by one while sitting on the edge of the mattress. He was bare-chested and still silent.

Tasya then opened her eyes.

"A's home yet?" tanyanya still collected his life. Tasya forgot that they were fighting. After remembering he felt annoyed at himself

'I am again angry. Why is it the same with him! I'm so stupid' he said in his heart

"Yes dear" she saw Tasya's eyes

Tasya then sat down and was about to get off the bed, but Reza's hands held him back.

"Yes, I'm sorry. I don't mean to be rude to you. I'm sorry that Aa is selfish" he said, clasping Tasya's hand

Tasya. He then shed his tears back.

"Don't cry dear dong" he said gently as he wiped Tasya's tears

Tasya was eager to talk, but her throat felt stifled.

"You seriously want to work?" ask Reza.

Tasya is worried. She felt unbearable to her husband.

Tasya shook her head as she shed her tears that never stopped.

"If you want to work, Aa won't forbid." continued Reza

Tasha shook her head again.

"No" he said briefly then he started sobbing.

Reza hugged him. In the soft caress of Tasya's hair.

Tasya was comfortable with Reza's treatment. All his selfishness faded. Now she is willing to give up her husband's wishes.

After a while, Reza let go of his embrace. He took water for Tasya.

"Let's go for a walk" Reza suddenly asked

Tasya remained silent.

"Come, you must be bored dear" he asked again

At the pull of Tasya's arm and directed him into the bathroom.

'A Reza. ' Inner Tasya. She felt lucky to have a husband as good and as patient as Reza.

After exiting the bathroom, Reza was already dressed casually. He wears knee-length pants and wears a black t-shirt.

Reza approached Tasya, holding both of Taysa's shoulders.

"Smile dong" he said while giving his sweetest smile.

Tasya then hugged her husband tightly.

"I'm sorry A" he said softly