NOT SITI NURBAYA

Reza's Regret

"How long has it been without menstruation?" ask the doctor

"Three months of docking, exactly after marriage" said Tasya who always remembered his menstrual schedule

"You're wearing KB?" tannya

"No doc" said Tasya honestly

"Abserving certain medications? Ask the doctor again

"Not at all doc" Tasya said

"Is my wife pregnant doc?" Ask Reza

"No Sir. If pregnant, now will not menstruate" said the doctor

"this leads to secondary amenorrhea. Many factors are the cause. Such as stress, hormonal imbalance, lifestyle, and others.

"In fact, it can cause cancer or cysts. But I don't see any signs of cysts there"

"Life life, doc?" ask Reza then

"It could be" the doctor replied

"You're mostly crested snacks, cuanki, that's so-so!" Reza was scolding his wife.

The doctor smiled

"It could be that mom's stressed sir. Mother gets pressure or suppose there is a problem that makes her think continuously. Stress itself can change the function of the hypothalamus, which is the area of menstrual control." doctors seem to defend Tasya

"It happened after you got married, didn't it?" ask the doctor reassuringly

Reza is silent now. Reza felt stifled.

"I'll give you a certain medicine. You can also manage stress such as regulating breathing with yoga or relaxation, sleeping regularly, doing hobbies, and most importantly maintaining a diet. Just try that first. Whether her cycle is improving or not. If it does not improve, then we do other tests" the doctor explained

"Good doc" Tasya didn't ask much

"Can you give him anti-pain? I can't bear to see my wife like that doc" Reza said

"Yes of course we will prescribe sir" said the doctor while writing a prescription.

The doctor then gave the nurse a prescription and a map. The nurse led them out the door. There the nurse gave Reza a prescription.

They then went to the first floor. Tasya sat in the back row, while Reza was busy taking care of administration and recipes.

When she was finished, Reza brought a small plastic bag containing Tasya's medicines. Both are headed for the parking lot.

During the journey they were silent without talking to each other. Reza's guilt grew. Reza remembers all the mistakes he made. What more wrong he did.

'I'm sorry, this time I'm forced Aa will not be honest with you about Citra. Aa's afraid of adding to your inner burden.

Tasya's asleep. Reza turned his car into a Sundanese restaurant. He hoped this would help him calm down a little.

"Yes." said Reza softly upon their arrival in the parking lot

"A, I fell asleep" Tasya asked slowly.

"Where are we A?" tanya Tasya while opening her eyes

"We're at the diner. Eat first yuk, you will have to take medicine" asked Reza

"Bi Tinah must have cooked A. Pity that no one eats. Why here?" ask Tasya

Both down. Tasya still feels pain. Actually Tasya wants to go home and lay down his body but already in the restaurant.

Reza ordered food. As soon as he arrived, Tasya reluctantly ate his food. When she was done, Reza gave Tasya medicine painstakingly. She doesn't want Tasya to take her medicine.

The atmosphere in the restaurant was very beautiful, but Tasya did not enjoy it because the pain was still not relieved. They left the restaurant and returned home.

Tasya broke his body. He tried to close his eyes. Not long after Tasya fell asleep again due to the side effects of the drug.

***

Reza sat in his backyard. It's been a long time since he's been sitting there. The backyard where to dry clothes and there made a small garden with a fish pond that refreshes the atmosphere. Reza dissolved with his daydream, again he contemplated all his deeds. She's frustrated.

'Is Tasya unhappy with me? Does Tasya feel burdened to marry me? Is it because I forbid him to work?' Did I make him uncomfortable?' his mind is not stopping talking.

Tasya wake. Looking around, Reza wasn't there. He saw plastic on his desk. The plastic is exposed to chocolate cake and heart-shaped chocolate. Of course Tasya smiled happily.

'A Reza so sweet once' Her heart became even more carefree. He then went into the bathroom to clean himself up. The pain had subsided after taking the medicine Reza had given earlier.

After finishing the bath, Reza was already in the room to lay down her body while playing games on her mobile phone.

"A Reza, where's this cake from?" ask Tasya

"She bought it for you, I'm sorry I wasn't in the barn" Reza regretted

'Sorry I met my ex Shah' Inner Reza

"Yes. I-i understand. Aa's work isn't always in place. I forgot too. Sorry A if Aa was not the focus of the meeting" Tasya honestly

'I am the one who apologized, I lied to you. It's made you sick, ' her mind blames itself

"So you were in pain as soon as you came to the warehouse?" ask Reza

"There's no reason why A. As soon as I came home, my stomach was wrapped. I thought it was coming by the moon, but it was the first time it hurt" he said, recalling what happened to him

"Can I eat A? Said a nice brown person to make the mood that again comes the month" said Tasya while opening the chocolate

"Oh yeah? Then as long as you come month, Aa just buy you chocolate every day" said Reza happy

"Eh but, you have to take care of your diet. From now on you can no longer eat instant noodles, snacks, pegs, and his friends. You eat bi Tinah's cooking. Or later Aa order in G-Food only if you are bored" forbid Reza

"A why does Aa ban Tasya so much?" Tasya protest

"So remember what the doctor said?" ask Tasya then

Reza.

"Yes, are you depressed about marrying Aa? Or are you still uncomfortable with Aa? Aaa..Aa'm sorry Sya" Reza is really sorry

Tasya, who was eating chocolate, stopped chewing. He took a drink to clean up the brown remnants in his mouth.

"What do you want? Aa will do. You want to work, can. You want to stay with mom, maybe. Just so you're happy." continued Reza

"A Reza scared huh?" Tasya even mocked him

"Who is not afraid to see you like that. You're like a zombie know Shya" Goda Reza

"A Reza is evil" Tasya pretended to be angry

"But seriously, Aa doesn't want you to be that way again. Especially because you are stressed. I feel very guilty" he said seriously

"If I'm not happy with Aa, will Aa let me go?"