NOT SITI NURBAYA

Tasya Diary

Tasya's awakening from the coma made them all happy. Now Tasya is slowly able to sit down and start learning to walk.

Tasya has been moved from the ICU room to the VVIP room. No matter how much Reza spends. As long as his wife's child is healthy it is the greatest gift for him.

Every day, Tasya asked why his head was wrapped in bandages. His entire family was forced to tell Tasya what was natural because Tasya repeatedly forced them to tell stories. Reza and his family only told him that Tasya had an accident without explaining in detail how the fateful incident happened.

This heartbreaking event is not remembered by Tasya at all. Every time he thought hard, his head would hurt a lot.

"Because Mami is like this, Papi is very grateful" said Reza

"But don't want to hear Mami wonder about the disaster again. Understood?" Reza said louder in frustration with Tasya's insistence

At once Tasya became moody because of Reza's words.

"sorry. Papi doesn't want Mami to remember that nightmare again."

"Mommy knows, every remember that incident. Here's Mam's pain" Reza guided Tasya's hand to his chest with a sad face.

Now Tasya became unkind to her husband.

"sorry. I won't ask any more questions A" Tasya said

"When can I meet Vano?" pinta Tasya then

"But now there first yes, who knows Vano can be invited here" entertained Reza.

Reza went to the NICU. There Rasya and I were looking at Vano.

"Tasya is alone, Mom" said Reza, making her look.

"Mother's there then" said Mother. Rasya just looked at it, then followed Mom leaving the room.

"Sir." call the nurse.

" Yes?"

"Vano's body weight is decreasing. Now he weighs 1.4 kilograms" said the nurse

Reza. He immediately contacted the Doctor who was treating Vano.

After being connected and stale, Reza expressed his purpose.

"Weight loss in babies born prematurely is normal sir. But later it will usually go back up faster" said the doctor behind the phone.

"Is it really not a problem Doc?" ask Reza worried

"No problem. That's normal sir." said the doctor.

They ended the conversation. Reza is pensive. He was confused about how to explain to Tasya because Tasya did not know that his son was born prematurely. Reza did not want to burden Tasya's mind further. How thought.

She should discuss it with her mother-in-law. After doing the skin-to-skin method with Vano, Reza rushed to see her in-laws.

"Mother's inside?" reza asked Rasya who was waiting outside while playing his phone

"Yes" he said briefly

"Please call mom" Pinta Reza

"Why don't you go in alone!" Rasya.

Both of them have been adamant, but not as familiar as before.

"Please call me. This is about Vano" said Reza who made Rasya immediately turn his head

"Why Vano?" asked Rasya curiously

"His body weight is down. Tasya wants to see Vano soon. I'm confused as to what it's like to tell Tasya that Vano was born prematurely" Reza said

Rasya. She immediately called Mother to approach Reza outside the room. While Rasya accompanied Tasya so that he did not suspect.

"Why Za?" ask

"Sorry Mom, I asked you to meet me here" Reza said

"What's wrong?" ask Mom curious

"Vano Ma'am. His weight dropped again to 1.4 kilograms. Tasya always whines to see Vano soon. While he doesn't know what Vano is really like." Reza took out her heart.

"So Mom was there why didn't the nurse tell me? Why did he lose weight again?" ask Mom wonder

"The doctor said it was normal, Mom. It will be faster" Reza explained

"How do I say to Tasya ma'am?" reza asked confused

"Hm.. How yes? I'm afraid she's in shock." said Mom

"I also think so Mom".

They were silent for a long time.

"Are we being honest, ma'am?" reza said in despair

"So far too surely he knows also Ma'am" he added later

"Mother is afraid that Tasya is not ready yet Za" said Mother

"Hm.. What's.. Do we give a reason because he's still so so you can't see Vano first?" I look doubtful

"I agree Mom. Only if he is maksa. I can't bear to"

"Try it, son"

They went into the room. Tasya was asleep. While Reza paid to clean up their belongings in the apartment they occupied because their rental time will soon run out.

Reza drove his vehicle in a relaxed manner. His mind is still not calm. He is still haunted by guilt and worry.

Not feeling, he has arrived at the apartment. He immediately went up to the 12th floor. Little by little, his memory was gathered there.

He went into the apartment. Spread his views. His heart feels heavy. Before long, he went into the room. His eyes were fixed into a small transparent room. Last time I did union with Tasya there. He saw that Tasya looked very passionate*h at that time.

Reza sat on the bed and laid her body down for a moment staring at the ceiling. His mind ran back and forth between work and family.

He immediately got up and pulled the suitcase and stuffed his and Tasya's clothes into their suitcase.

Reza checked the nightstand. He saw a little book there.

"Diari?" reza

He opened the first page of the book.

'Tasya World' with inscriptions full of carvings like a teenager.

Second sheet.

I like it here. Comfortable atmosphere. The facilities are complete, very expensive. A Reza is excited to buy an apartment like this. He's getting more and more active. May his dreams soon come true. Aamiin ^_^

Third sheet

A week here, again even insomnia. I can't take care of A Reza's needs. Fortunately, he understood :)

It was so sweet, A Reza deliberately went home because I was worried about why. He was so attentive. Although he said today he came home last night to meet with his friend to take care of a new project. Huhu sad, but proud to see her spirit of work :)

Fourth sheet

BORED. I am like the only creature on Earth. No interaction with others. Just my best friend's phone. Hiikk.. Kangen home atmosphere:(

The Fiveth Sheet

Not guaranteed to be happy, right? Very kasaa. A Reza desperately searches for treasure. Work hard like a horse. Go home early in the morning. Adek is considered aja Bang:(

It feels like A Reza is a stranger. Kangeen A Reza.

Reza's heart started to feel tight. He felt very guilty about his woman. What he did turned out to be very wrong. He started to open another diary.

Sixth Sheet

*Since he left my life, I have felt lonely

He left me alone, here, here,

Without one sure

I don't know what to do?

I feel like I'm no friend

Besides you, besides your love

Send me your angel,

Let me be my life friend

And show me the way

You choose for me

Send me your angel

Because I'm lonely to be here

And in this world

I don't want to be alone

~Citra Flower Lestari~

This represents me bangeett.. A quick lanaaang*:(

Reza held back her cries. The corner of the matamya now looks watery. He felt very sorry. She felt how lonely Tasya was alone in this luxurious apartment.

Now He is aware that true happiness cannot be seen only in material terms. But the presence and attention of someone who is very meaningful to be one source of happiness.

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