NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS ALYZA'S WORLD

He Who Doesn't Talk Much

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(Pov Anto)

Ina sat pensively in front of her dresser.

His eyes look puffy.

Yeah, I know she's hiding her cries.

Ina doesn't talk much.

When she's happy she's smiling.

When she is sad she cries.

When she was angry she went into the room.

I don't know how my life would be if Ina wasn't my wife.

I told him many times: "I am so lucky to have you."

I easily marry a woman who can accept all my weaknesses, but where can I get a woman who can accept my shortcomings in addition to my family's shortcomings.

Without complaining without demanding, I never even heard from his mouth the words: "Pick me or your family!"

No, Ina's not like that.

I was the one who often hurt him, both with my consciousness and outside my consciousness.

I admit, I'm a temperamental man.

Almost every month my car goes into the garage.

Hanging, bumping, and many more.

Ina without asking much why, immediately took her to the workshop.

In fact, I and Ina are like heaven and earth.

When I ordered the taxi and the taxi came 5 minutes late from schedule, I did not hesitate to cancel, while Ina thought ordering a new taxi would take more than 5 minutes.

So wouldn't it be better to take a 5-minute taxi than to book a new one?

So consideration.

Or when I just laid off 7 artisans who were working at home, because I was emotional with a job that I was slow, Ina secretly came to the house of the head of the handyman carrying some electronic goods, he said, children's clothing and toys, from home to give to their wives.

Yeah, that's Ina. The angelic hearted woman I hurt so much.

"Ma .. I'm tired of taking a break!"

I just got home from work.

My body is tired, outside the rain is very heavy.

I entered the room without eating first.

"Yes, Pa."

I faintly heard Lyza's voice talking to Ina.

About the food, but I'm really tired.

So lazy to wake up.

The sound of the motor is turned on, it looks like Ina is out of the house.

Yes, sometimes if you want to be fast, Ina prefers to ride a motorbike than a car for some purposes that do not require a long time.

A few hours later after falling asleep, my stomach was hungry.

Ina immediately greeted me as usual.

"Pa, this is the food already prepared. Eat it."

I saw all kinds of food menu already on the dining table.

There is Chicken soy sauce, sweet sour carp, cap cay, fried noodles, kale chops, flour squid and some other kinds.

Some of them seemed like Ina bought them at my favorite restaurant. Some of her kind cook.

Ina's good at cooking, I'd rather Ina's cooking than my mom's.

It doesn't feel excessive.

"Here, I have bought papa's favorite," said Ina while taking fish and cap cay.

Pour it into a dish and hand it to me.

"Ohh..again don't like that. This is the chicken you cooked!"

I saw disappointment and anger on his face.

But I was too tired and hungry so I didn't really care.

"So Lyza said you asked for this buyin."

"No .. nothing" I replied casually.

Moments later, I regretted my answer.

But late.

I saw Ina was in the room.

I continued to eat, as usual every meal, Lyza would come to me.

"May I ask not to. Noodles are like fish?"

Said.

"Yes take it."

"Who asked to buy this food? I don't like it anymore!"

"Oooo kirain Anto want to?" Lyza is her.

Yes, I have already memorized the nature of Lyza, she must have eaten and acted as if she had not eaten.

It's not that I don't understand Lyza's habits, but I'm really tired of all my responsibilities as head of the family.

So sometimes it is not able to if you have to problem the same thing continuously from day to day.

Lyza is lying.

Lyza was rude to Ina.

Or Lyza's habit of throwing things away.

Shoes, bags, my precious books, even furniture.

And there are many more.

Like this time, I know it must be Lyza who did it.

He told Ina that I asked to buy this and that food.

That meant Lyza who wanted to eat the food but told Ina as if I wanted it.

For Ina to go buy of course.

Because in this house only Ina can drive cars and motorcycles.

While Lyza and Tina none of them can.

It's not the first time Lyza's been like this, and Ina's been following it a lot because Lyza used my name.

She wouldn't bother me when I was resting because she knew I was tired too.

Moreover, Ina also often saw me scolding Lyza, too often even.

Sometimes even Ina made me aware.

***

Yes, Lyza is my heaviest burden.

It's not easy.

Our childhood was living in luxury.

But father nature is also very harsh.

Tina and I were able to be independent and succeed in education and work.

But not with Alyza, even though he managed to finish his education until college, but I can see his soul began to be disturbed since his father retired and our lives can not be as luxurious as before.

But behind all that, the nature of Alyza since childhood is different.

Selfish, all must pay attention to him, what he wants to do, lazy to do something.

But when money is abundant, of course, it is not too much of a problem.

Doesn't feel annoying.

In the house there are also many household assistants, there are several cars complete with drivers.

My mom was very busy with all her activities. This meeting, the head of organization A or B, not to mention the march to and fro.

We barely have time together.

I'm even closer to my nanny than my mom.

Maybe that's why we grew up to be kids without empathy.

I am the temperamental and Alyza who is disturbed psychologically because it is not strong to bear the pressure.

I understand how hard it is to take care of my family.

In his old age my mother was selfish, taking care of herself.

Even my children don't care.

As for Lyza, I've tried various ways to help her.

I put him in a mental hospital for months with no progress. It even bothers other patients so much, no matter how much money I've spent there's still no improvement.

I finally brought her home.

The following month, I found him in rehab at a cost of 4 million a month, but it was the same.

Finally I chose to take care of Lyza at home, Ina never protested.

It was even Ina who took on many of my duties in taking care of Lyza.

He cares the most.

She never stopped wishing for Lyza to recover, return to normal, work and one day be able to have a husband and children.

Lyza never came home until night.

Ina roamed around looking for Lyza, until she was around 2am Ina found Lyza curled up in front of an empty shophouse, shivering while holding a package of leftovers.

She took him home crying.

Yeah, that's Ina. His heart is made of diamonds.

I'm the one who's stupid often doesn't realize how lucky I am to have him.

But I promised him I'd keep learning to change, which I know is not easy for me to do.

***

After eating, I headed to the living room to watch TV.

On the terrace I saw a raincoat. Wetter.

Then Ina took a raining motorcycle to buy me food.

While I sleep well.

I know I let her heart down.

My heart moved to enter the room.

From the door I saw her tiny figure sitting quietly behind me.

Slowly, I put my feet up, I hugged her in front of the dresser.

"I'll eat the food you bought earlier."

Ina nodded. Her tears almost fell but were hidden.

Yeah, Ina always knew.

There are many mistakes in this house, but he also does not want to add to my burden.

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