NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS ALYZA'S WORLD

NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS ALYZA'S WORLD
Not my fault



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Two days later.


Anto came to me and asked.


"Lyza, why didn't you tell me Aunt Eva invited us yesterday?"


"I was asked why not come?"


I just shut up. Pretending not to understand.


"Lyza, she said Aunt Eva called you!"


"Gak .. Aunt Eva lied. No call Lyza," I said.


After all, what is the importance of coming to the Thanksgiving event so. Just wasting time.


"Aaaahhhhhrrrgggggh," Anto looked annoyed.


"It's your habit to lie!"


Yes, Anto must be blamed for not coming with mom.


Ahh whatever.


I'm gonna eat.


"Don't eat anymore, it's only two in the afternoon already seven meals!"


"Intermittally eat, intermittently eat!"


Yeah, I know. If Anto was upset again he would have started babbling this.


"You work too, not making money, help at home can not be right, too,


It's the best of your life. Lyz!"


That's what I hear so often.


Strange, instead of Anto and Ina already have a lot of money, why do I have to work for money!


I ate as much as I could, I saw Ina never having trouble buying vegetable rice and side dishes.


I returned the plate I had in my hand.


It's okay, I pretended to obey Anto's words.


When I saw Anto enter the room, I immediately grabbed a plate and quickly picked up rice and side dishes.


I quickly took the food to my room and closed the door.


I eat with it.


Finish eating I take a drink.


The water in the gallon looks almost gone.


Ahh biarin, then let them lift the gallon.


I drink a lot, I remember Ina's sister often complained of running out of water and I never want to lift a gallon.


Yes, a gallon a day is gone, and half a gallon of it I drink.


She provided four drinking water dispensers, in the living room, in the dining room, in her room and in the kitchen.


He said not to lift gallons every day.


How else, I'm thirsty. If I don't drink, my mouth is so dry that it can crack my lips.


Half an hour later, I saw Anto come out of the room.


I also went out of the room. I hid my plate.


"Lyza, this is rice. Cook first!" Anto.


"Yes." Yeah."


I immediately prepared the rice cooker and cooked the rice.


There used to be housekeepers, and babby sitters.


But the last two years Ina didn't want any more.


Capek said. Keep changing.


Yes, I am the cause.


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"Ehhhh you want to buy a motorbike!"


"Emmm not aunty Lyza, I was told to have a motorbike, panasin" replied Rini.


"No way, mom's gone, you're gonna have to pick up a bike!"


"Grandmother, I was told by my mother!"


"Say, as long as the parents go, the motorbike must be heated every morning. It's also the only heat on the porch not to be taken out."


Mba Rini still remains with her defense.


Ahhhh I don't believe it. He must have been trying to break.


I took the empty bucket, I hit his head.


Not long after, I heard Rini call Ina's sister crying.


He complained that I accused him of driving a motorcycle, I hit him with a bucket.


He said he wanted to quit his job, quit his job.


Ahhh.


When Ina gets the same new nanny, it only lasts two days.


"Lyza here where the food is all gone!"


"It's not Lyza, it's Dini!"


Brother Ina shut up, I know he doesn't believe.


The next day was the same. When all the food is kuhabisin, I say the mba dini.


Apparently mba Dini heard my words.


The next day he stopped.


Whenever there is a new nanny or housekeeper, it only lasts a month.


Ina always gives higher salaries than neighbors. If a neighbor is on a salary of one and a half million a month, then mba at home on a salary of two million.


Not including overtime meal money and so on.


Once Anto complained why the salary of workers at home is always more expensive than others, Ina said that at home, Lyza is so characteristic. The people who work, he said.


I don't understand, anyway it's just the workers in the change-house continue.


Even the money pulses, soap shampoos. Brother Ina is very good, not the same with everyone. Even if I do a tantrum, it is rarely reported with Anto.


Do not want to make a fuss he said pity Anto burden his mind already a lot.


If any item is damaged by me, Ina hurriedly repairs it or buys new, before Anto is caught.


Indeed papa always wanti-wanti to Anto, that if papa is dead, Anto must take care of the family well.


That's why Anto also often gives understanding to Ina to understand all my characteristics.


You stupid woman!


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"Lyza, this isn't ripe. What do you do almost every time you are told to cook the button is not pressed. How can it be mature!"


Anto's voice riled.


In her hand was a plate, she was getting ready to eat.


Ahhh I was wrong.


Indeed, when cooking rice, I rarely push the cook button, instead of being plugged into electricity I thought.


Why bother so much.


Let me just sleep. Sleepy!


I took a pile of drugs near my bed.


Next week seems to be over. It means I have to go to the doctor again.


Once a month, I have to see a doctor.


But I never understood what Anto or Ina talked about with her doctor.


Anyway I have to take medication regularly, it's always the doctor's message handling me.


If I forget to take medicine or am lazy again.


I get angry easily.


Not only angry, I also talk dirty, and slovenly.


I don't know, all the words just popped into my head and I had to get them out.


I also often wish Anto divorced Ina's sister, so that Anto could remarry another richer woman.


I'd like to ask for a car.


Well, Ina's really nice, but I don't like it.


Somehow Anto is not married to Santi, Santi a wealthy businessman, is indeed older than Anto. But it's a lot of money. Thought.


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"To, the girl next door is pretty," I said that afternoon.


"You just divorce Ina. Married again!"


"Liza! Dare you talk that way again. I'm taking you to rehab. Want you?" Anto sounded angry.


Not once did I talk that way.


I'm silent. I don't know why Anto doesn't like my words.


Not that Anto is often upset, if he sees his children noisy or messy toys.


If divorced with Ina and married again with a nice girl, do not bother having children.


My thinking is simple, and smart in my opinion.


"Sir Ina went home to her parents. Why here stay with Anto," I said one day to Ina's sister.


"Beautiful Santi first compared to sister."


I saw Ina's sister wanted to be angry but calmed Anto down.


Ina was silent.


Ahh just yesterday. Anto is my brother. Brother Ina someone else.


Actually Anto and Ina already have their own house, even bigger than this house.


And it's better.


But when papa died, papa told Anto to take care of mom and me.


And mama did not want to move to Anto's house, eventually Anto was the one who relented to move to the house of mama.


All our needs Anto the responsibility.


"Lyza, you see my sneakers?" Ask Anto.


"The Nike is red!"


"Ooo Lyza threw it away!"


"Why get dumped, Lyza!"


"Dirty. There's land!" my answer.


I see those shoes are so dirty. It's not a hassle if you have to clean the dirt.


"You should help clean up. Not to be thrown away!"


"That's me buying two million. You play throw it away. Now you go to the trash, search until you can!"


I can buy another new one. It's clean, I thought.


I also obeyed Anto's orders.


Pretend to look at the trash can in front of the house.


Of course it was not there, as soon as I threw it away, I saw a scavenger coming and immediately took the shoes away.


"Mmmmmmmm ..


... mmmmmmm...mmmmmmmm,"


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