Not Always Beautiful

64. Karmas

Drrrrt incoming message.

From: Fitri

I'm in front of mom's room, please open the door ma'am.

Meera immediately hugged Fitri as soon as she opened the door, she did not know who else to share with after the backrest of her heart left. He couldn't possibly tell all his heartbreak to Mila's mother or mother, it would only worry them.

Fitri sat Meera on the sofa, wiping her boss' tears, trying to encourage and support her as a friend.

"Two of my best friends are gone for good Fit"

"Mother must have heard, that God will not give trials beyond the limits of His servant? and God believes that mom must be able to pass all these tests. There is still me ready to help and support my mother in any condition. I have to be strong"

"Thank you for Fit"

"Mother's body is cold, I make soup yes, for a moment" Meera nodded.

*the next day

After dawn, Meera did not resume her sleep. He made breakfast for him and Fitri, because the food ingredients are not as complete as when there was Adrian first, Meera only made sandwich and apple juice. While waiting for Fitri to wake up, Meera video calls the mother, she wants to see her children. After calling her mother, Meera called Caca to ask about the funeral procession of her two best friends yesterday.

Thank goodness everything went well, Meera remembered all her memories both with Tya and Meli first, her tears came back. Fitri gave a tissue, apparently he was awake.

"Thank you, you took a shower there, I made breakfast. We had breakfast together"

They had breakfast together. After breakfast, Meera collects her dirty clothes to take to the laundry. His phone rang, the doctor who handled Papa Ardi called. Meera had previously asked doctors to only contact her if there was anything to talk about.

"Okay mom, be careful"

Employees began to arrive, Meera passed Indra in the lobby.

"Where are you going?"

"Brain refresh"

"Ok, have fun"

Arriving at Meera hospital directly to Papa Ardi's doctor's room. Papa Ardi is critical, Meera's body relaxes at once hearing the doctor's explanation.

"Before we apologized Mrs Meera, we were less vigilant. In the infusion of Ardi pack there is Epinephrine in high doses. But you don't have to worry, we're very optimistic"

"Do your best, doc, and keep me informed, I'm out first"

"Good ma'am"

Her steps were heavy, Meera was crying. God, you made my sister almost lose her life, you took two of my best friends, now papa, then what else? is this karma for me? I hurt Adrian, and you retaliated for him? I hurt Adrian only once, and you hurt me many times, don't you get tired of torturing my feelings God? mas, I really need you, how do I face tomorrow without you and also papa?. Meera's cry grew increasingly broken, she did not expect everything would be like this.

Someone gave Meera a hug, a hug that always made Meera feel warm and comfortable, a hug that she always missed.

"This is the path God has prepared for us. Look at me" Meera raised her face "It's not supposed to be here" she rubbed Meera's tears "Don't I ever tell you, every tear that comes out of your eye is like an incision in my heart, it feels sore"

"Yes..."