Not Always Beautiful

49. Old Wounds

Meera had already woken up from her nap, her nose smelling a pleasant aroma. Adrian is eating seafood fried noodles while memainkn his laptop. Farhan had gone to sleep again, Hana had not yet woken up, she must have been hungry because she had been playing with Farhan.

"Ssttt" Adrian smiled at his wife

"Are you awake, baby? Wanna?" Adrian raised a plate filled with his noodles. Meera gets out of bed and kisses Adrian

"I wash my face first" Meera went to the bathroom to wash her face. Finished washing his face, Meera sat down beside Adrian. Look at Adrian carefully.

"Stop looking at me or you won't be able to live without me"

"Of course I can, I'm a strong woman you know" Adrian chuckled. Hana was crying, Adrian was about to stand up

"Just me, you ate a new job" Adrian said. Hana was crying because her diaper was full. Because it was late afternoon, Meera all bathed her youngest child. Finish bathing the youngest, now it's the firstborn's turn. The firstborn has also.

"Mama's son is equally fragrant" the two boys laughed as if they understood what his mother said. Adrian hugs and kisses Meera

"Now it's your mama's turn to bathe" Farhan and Hana who see the scene of her parents look unhappy, in her throw Adrian with a rubber toy right on his face by Farhan, who is not happy, while Hana was trying hard to release the embrace of papa from her mother.

"Aiihhh once my only rival was King, now there were even two" deg, suddenly Meera felt a tightness in her chest. What does Adrian mean? Does he really know everything.

All night Meera kept thinking about her husband's words. Did Adrian really know everything? If yes.... Meera was crying, crying in silence. She remembers how she betrayed her husband. Husband who loved him very much, the husband who did not know what his heart was made of, Adrian did not in the least avenge Meera's betrayal, after the incident Adrian still accepted Meera. Not a single bit of Adrian's attitude changed towards Meera, remained sweet, remained romantic and remained kind. That's what makes Meera feel guilty sometimes.

"Mamma mamama"

At 02:14 in the morning, Farhan was delirious. Meera rushes to get up and sees her firstborn speaking indistinctly. Meera's tightness did not decrease in the slightest, seeing Farhan laughing from delirium, making Meera's heart even more sick. In his heart he prayed "may you grow up like your father son" not to feel his tears flowing again.

Adrian noticed, he knew Meera was crying. In the dark of the night he could see what his wife was doing. Unable to bear, Adrian never could bear to see Meera's tears fall. Adrian hugged his wife from behind.

"I'm sorry, the wound that should have been healed was unconsciously torn back" Adrian flipped his wife's body, then hugged her tightly.

"You know, every time your tears fall, it feels like a sharp incision in my heart. Very painful, you want me to die quickly?" Sontak Meera covered her husband's mouth with her hands and shook her head

"Then stop crying. I'm sorry" Meera immediately wiped her tears

They went back to sleep. With Adrian's arm, Meera can only close her eyes, her husband's warm embrace can bring her to dreamland.

That is love, when two hearts have become one, there is no longer YOU and ME, there is only US. When one heart is hurt, the other will feel the same pain.