Not Always Beautiful

37. (Still) Love?

My heart aches when I see the King bringing a girl. The tightness was increasingly felt as he gave his wedding invitation. I still love the King? Yes, I still love him very much. Adrian mas? I'm getting used to loving her. For the last time, I'll wear green as you like.

"You're wearing those earrings?"

"Yes, how?"

"Beautiful as always, come on"

We arrive at the King's wedding at 19:45. It's the same building I saw the King for the first time, nothing has changed. Strengthen your heart Meera, remember you already have Adrian who loves you so much. I try to strengthen myself.

"Dear the invitation was left in the car, I take you wait here first"

"Mas I'll take it"

"Let me dear, you wait here yes" adrian rubbed my cheeks gently, I nodded. I'm sorry I haven't been able to love you so much. But trust me, I always try.

"Let's go in"

"Come" I embrace Adrian's left arm, not forgetting the sweet smile I developed to cover the pain of my heart.

The newlywed couple looked so harmonious, the man was so handsome with Tuxedo in his clothes, and the woman was so beautiful in a maroon red dress. Finished chatting with some of Adrian's fellow mas, pa Kusuma and his eldest daughter greeted us. Deserve King so charismatic, it turns down from his father. Miss Queen is holding a little girl, very sweet. She continued to stretch out her hand, when I touched her hand she laughed, little girl, you are so adorable.

"Rossa wants a big aunt?" The little girl smiled, as if she understood what her mother was talking about.

"Beautiful her name is Rossa, here is a sling" I reached out my hand and the little girl grabbed her, she just kept looking at me and touching my face while in my arms

"Rossa darling, later aunty's dirty face, here carry mama again"

"It's okay ma'am, Rossa's hands are clean anyway"

"You are fit to be parents" pa Kusuma said to me as Adrian and I took turns

"We're not in a hurry, Meera is young anyway. I want him to enjoy his youth first"

"This understanding of Adrian's son, the King must learn from you" adrian chuckled

"Rossa darling here carry mom again son, pity it's a tired tantenya" Rossa back in her mother's arms.

Pa Kusuma and the Queen ma'am were pleased to meet the other guests. Mas Adrian invited to meet the bride to congratulate her. I tried as quietly as I could, I didn't want to look nervous.

"Thank you Adrian" I hugged the bride to congratulate her, a glance I glanced at the King.

A young man called Adrian and invited him to chat. They must be long, I asked Adrian's permission to go around for a while. I was standing in the same spot the first time I saw the King who was keeping busy at his brother's wedding. Why don't they put a chair in here?

Someone pulled my arm, took me to the other side of the building. Without warning she hugged me very tightly, and subconsciously I returned her embrace no less tightly.

"I'm almost crazy for missing you so much Meera" I locked my mouth, only tears to answer your question. For I have missed you too much, King.

"I must go back, Adrian must be looking for me" King took off his arms and cupped both sides of my face

"You can't come back with a face like this, come with me" the king took me to the toilet. The king was right, my face was a little messed up from crying earlier. I cleaned my face and began to rearrange my breath that had been unreasonable

"I don't love Vita, I'm doing this because mom forced me. Meera you still love me, right?"

"I must return" The king held my hand

"No. Answer my question first. You still love me, don't you?"

"King enough, let go" I tried to take off the hand of the King, but to no avail, he was very strong

"Reply answer Meera"

"You're hurting me" the King took off his grip

"Sorry Meera, I didn't mean to hurt you, I just wanted you...."

"Meera are you inside?" That's Adrian's voice. I left the King and went straight to Adrian

"Yes, I want to go home"

"Dear, let's go home. You must be tired, right?" I nodded and grabbed Adrian's left hand

"You know I'm here?"

"I know all about you, baby"

I'm sorry I haven't been able to love you so much. He still holds my heart and mind. Believe me, I will try harder to love you.