Not Always Beautiful

23. Loves

" Athaghfirullah O Allah" I sat down weakly, and no warm liquid began to wet my cheeks. What a scene is this God, these pictures and what is this, Meera's happy list. There are many photos of me in Adrian's room, childhood photos to today's photos, does he always take my photos secretly? This list? My cry grew even more pacah when staring at that absurd list, how could he make this stupid list.

" Assalamualaikum, Lord Meera, what's wrong?" Adrian helped me to stand up, I could not see clearly the face of the current Adrian, because the tears just kept coming out

" Oh, what's this list? What list is this mas, what list is this" only that sentence came out of my mouth

" I'll explain, Surti"

" Yes, sir, my God, why sir?"

" Hurry and clean up the lady's belongings, if you can go home" "yes sir" "we talk in the living room yeah" she carried me.

"Assalamualaikum sorry mama immediately entered, from earlier mama said hello but no one said. Oh my God, Drian Meera, why? Get some water, Meera, baby you why son, did Adrian hurt you?" Mama hugged me. No ma mas Adrian very good, I hurt adrian mas, I hurt your son murmured me in the heart

" Mama must be tired, I prepared a meal. Mama wait here"

" No son, my mother ate. Where's mama's room" I was about to stand, but mama held me back. Mas Adrian came to bring a glass of water "Show me which room mama, this drink keep resting"

" We go back to the room alone, it's not nice that mom keeps seeing you cry like this" she cupped both sides of my face and wiped my tears with her thumb "want me to carry again" I nodded quickly

" well girl like you said, but before that I want to see the usual sweet smile of this lips treats" I smile to my husband's wish "keep smiling like this Meera"

I looked at my husband's face, he always looked handsome. I smiled bitterly. What kind of happiness do you want to give me mas, all this time you've always been good to me not to demand this and that, but I betrayed you instead. I'm sorry mas sorry

To: King

I can't continue this relationship, sorry for taking you too far

From: King

I'll see you when I get home. I am very busy now

" You haven't slept? it's Meera's night, get some sleep"

" Can I hold you?"

" Come here"

I'll try to love you mas