Not Always Beautiful

25. Mistakes

Aww. There's still a little pain at the bottom, but it's better

" It still hurts"

" Slightly, I take a shower first"

" Let me help"

" I can, you just go down first" she nodded as she rubbed my cheeks gently.

30 Minutes I'm done, mama and mas Adrian are already waiting at the dinner table. We ate quietly as usual.

1 month passed, mama came home in between Adrian mas, I did not take the drop because there was a problem in the cafe. Ambar didn't tell me what the problem was, but he said only I could solve it. Arriving at the cafe I called my mother before entering

" Hello ma, Meera has arrived. Sorry again for not driving my mom"

"................................."

" Thank you ma, greetings to papa. Meera closes first Assalamualaikum"

Ambar is waiting in front of the entrance, there is a problem what the hell is my mumbling in heart

" Mba Meera came along too, let's go in" there was no panicked expression or anything that suggested there was a problem

" Hurry tell me what's the matter until I have to tell you to come"

" Actually this is not a cafe problem but the problem mba Meera, mba directly into the room aja, the problem is there" what the hell is this

Ambar was right this was my problem, the King immediately pulled me into his arms as soon as I opened the door

" Lad king is enough" he took off his embrace

" You're in too much of a hurry for Meera, let's sit down" who owns this room? I should have let him sit down

" This is my room. What are you here for?"

" Nothing to talk about is all over, this meeting this relationship is over point" I tried to hold the clear liquid so as not to come out of my eyes

" If I don't want this done how?"

" You're not sane King"

" You're the one who's not in Meera's right mind, we've come this far and you're saying it's over? No Meera, I ignored my family for you, I also ignored my pride for you and you said this is done. No Meera, this will never be finished" her voice grew weaker, and my tears were already plunging freely through these blushing cheeks

" I never asked you to do it all" I tried hard, wiping my tears and preparing to leave

" You asked me Meera, you brought me into your life. You remember at PT Gemilang's birthday party you asked me to accompany you while Adrian was busy with his business partner" "that's because there's nothing I know but you there"

" You remember when there was a problem with Adrian's wedding dress, you should have called him and told him to go home for a re-fitting. But you asked me to take care of it on the grounds that my body size was the same as Adrian's. You remember when you had problems you always came to me, when you were lonely you always looked for me when..."

" enough! I remember everything I remember, for that I apologize and beg you, I beg you to forget everything.I beg you" I sat down weak, my voice also weakened. What the King said was all right, I was wrong I asked for it, I brought it into my life

*the next day

" Ashloraikum"

"Waalaikumsalam salam, how is Papa?"

" Good papa, I stopped by my mother's house. Mom left this for her favorite daughter" she ruffled my hair

" Don't mess up my hair, mom called me earlier. Let's eat"

" I don't want to eat, I want to go to the room" she looked at me as she continued walking towards me, a difficult gaze to interpret. I backed off until bukk, my back touched the wall. He kept getting closer so close I could feel his breath

" Ma.want you"

" What else you fucked"