Nightmare Diaries

Dead Class

I walked past a small, very simple garden.This park is the place for me to spill all this pain. I paused for a moment and sat down on a long, blue chair while looking at the sky.

This park is very quiet because there is still no one here. This is the atmosphere I like the most that no one will bother me. I still have time so it's okay to spend a moment in this park.

Akira is my name. Actually this name is not my real name but rather the name someone gave me. I don't really remember the name my parents gave me so, I used Akira as my identity until now. Today it seemed like the weather was being unfriendly, the sky was already gloomy face with dark clouds filling him.

I smiled bitterly at the sky that was about to cry. Somehow I felt different from everyone else, they all said that I was a monster. Since childhood I was totally unfamiliar with what they call ‘happiness’.

If there was a God, I would ask him why I was born in hell? Every day is like torture for me. Everything seemed fine at first until slowly my life was completely ruined.

First I lost both my parents, after which I had no one I could call a friend, furthermore, there is no place where they call home but a gate to a world of endless torment.Not until there my life began to collapse, the most I could not reliably lose my little angel who always accompany me, be it joy or sorrow.

Hix...hiks....hiks......

The conscious sign of my tears has flooded my face, these eyelids are no longer able to withstand the fall of tears. I screamed out loud hoping that all this pain would soon disappear but this pain was growing deeper inside me.

The shadow of the past continues to haunt me when I am sad, so I feel more depressed. I hope that all of this will quickly end without this kind of pain. My heart felt like it wanted to explode at any moment because it was beating so fast when I was sobbing.

I sighed for a while and continued my journey towards the school not far from this park using an ordinary bicycle. Before I wanted to wipe away the tear marks on my face before anyone could notice them.

A stub fell right over my head, it seemed like it was going to rain heavily and I should instead use a hoodie inside the bag. As expected, rain began to fall from the sky very violently which made it difficult for me to cycle on slippery roads.

 School.The place I hate the most from all the places I've ever met.There's not a single privilege of this place. Actually I don't want to go to school but there will be guilt in my heart if I don't go to school.

All the students looked at me with disdain and gloom looking at me who was going to park the bike. After making sure that my bike was parked, I walked past the other students without a care and continued walking towards the corridor.

The corridor was filled by the students who scattered especially in front of my class which is grade 1-8, this is very bad. It has been confirmed that there is something that attracts the attention of all students to the point of crowding. I walked carefully so as not to be heard by them.

At first glance I saw from the classroom window that Rui with his gang was bullying Yamato the nerd in the classroom. Rui is a rich kid who really likes to bully others including me How not because he is very concerned about his ego in front of a lot of people. If I wanted to, I could have made her disappear forever.

I started to enter the classroom but I immediately got a warm welcome from Rui with the right board-wiping sheet landing on my face.

“Hei monster, can you throw it here?”

“What do you say Rui, that monster can't possibly do." said the young man beside Rui.

“What can this monster do even though he is a monster but to me he is just a bully fly.”ucap Rui again with a gloomy face while emphasizing the word bully fly.

“Hahahahahahahahaha.”laughter everyone is echoing in this room. They all laughed at me like a clown comforting them.

I ignored him and continued to walk towards my desk which was behind the classroom window. Bu Oliya went into the classroom and made a fuss in the classroom instantly disappeared somewhere. Ms. Oliya is one of the killer teachers at the school who is very famous for her indifference to her own students, one of the teachers I hate the most.

Ms. Oliya teaches English lessons in this class. English language skills can no longer be tested. Although Miss Oliya did not care about me at all but this calm and peaceful atmosphere had already hypnotized me. Everything was going well until Bu Oliya threw myself with his beloved little ball when I was only doing for a moment to enjoy the only grace of this god.

“Murid sitting next to window number 3, throw the ball here.” said Bu Oliya without looking at me and did not call myself by my own name.

“Hei monster can you act like a monster to entertain us all?” tanya Maria, one of Rui's gang includes a dog that always follows her

“True, are you really not a human being?” ray said, just like Maria, she's just a dog following Rui.

“He is not a monster but just a crazy loser.”, Rui said

“Hahahahahaha.” again laughter echoed in the classroom that made Bu Oliya who was continuing the material and immediately disturbed by the noise of laughter in the classroom, directly, Ms. Oliya threw her small ball right stuck in the classroom wall which made the noise in the classroom instantly disappear.

“EVERYTHING IS SILENT!"

Instantly, all the students immediately turned to face Bu Oliya who seemed to have been angry until the crown. They were all instantly frightened, there were some whose bodies trembled violently. The atmosphere in the classroom that had been very noisy was now silent without a sound.

“Although Akira is a monster but you have no right to mock him in class especially when the teacher is explaining the material.”

“What's really why? What's wrong with saying the truth that he is indeed a monster because he could very much kill his own sister using his dirty hands.”

I feel like it's too late, I can still be patient they make fun of me as monsters or bully me but if you insult my sister then I won't be silent anymore, but I have to keep his promise not to show in front of them. I kept quiet seeing all this.

“What are you waiting for again, your sister has been treated and you are still silent? I really don't understand you.”

Suddenly there was a voice that sounded in my mind and after that voice appeared someone who looked like me but he was very creepy looking at me with a disappointed face.

I did not care about it and continued to look towards the sky without the slightest thought of the figure.

“What's up ?are you scared? Didn't you bear all that weight enough? I don't want you getting tormented.”

“ANGRY! show them who exactly they're looking at and revenge for your sister.”

I really can't resist my urge to avenge the humiliation of my sister. I can't breathe at all which makes me breathless. I don't know if I'm still conscious or not but I feel the whole burden is gone in the blink of an eye. I want to enjoy this sensation forever. Very inconvenient.

“AKIRA! Why are you still daydreaming when the teacher explains? Now you have to stand in front of the class until mom's lesson time runs out."

I don't breathe and my heart doesn't want to move anymore. I am now free of all this. Now I won't hold back from accepting the humiliation of my own sister.

When Bu Oliya wanted to throw me with his little ball, his head was already stuck in a knife. At that moment all the disciples immediately shouted to see that Bu Oliya was already lying with his head still bleeding fresh blood. All the disciples were shocked back once they saw who the culprit who threw Bu Oliya with a knife, it turned out that he was Akira. I don't know why I feel that life is no longer necessary.

I smiled,”Hahahahahahaha.”

I felt like laughing so cheerfully at the dirty blood flowing through Bu Oliya's body. All the disciples looked at me with frightened faces seeing me laughing like crazy even Rui could not make the slightest sound because they had already seen death before them.

I walked forward to stand behind the blackboard with a cheerful smile that did not escape my face.None of them would be able to stop me.

“All right everyone, welcome to the death show.”