NEPTUNIA (Hackin Hubrets")

CHAPTER 189 HADITH

slowly Nara regained consciousness and returned Afkar's kiss, for a few seconds their lips intertwined. But suddenly Afkar took off Nara's lips because he felt his thumb wet with tears, Afkar immediately hugged tightly and let Nara cry in her arms. A cry of sorrow that deeply slashed Afkar's chest.

“ Nara has said do not invite mother... if you want to go.... just go alone.... but selfish sister does not want to listen to Nara.... “ said Nara stammered in her tears.

Afkar could only listen and caress Nara's long black hair.

“ sister always did.... sister never want to hear what Nara wants.... mother also mother Nara as well...... “ said Nara in a stammering voice issued all what she wanted to say to Fajrin so far.

Afkar could only listen and caress Nara's head.

“ even though at that time the mother has said... it is better that the money of the sister in the tube only.... no need to go Hajj.... if you want to hajj.... sister can go alone... mother in the same house Nara... but brother selfish..... “ Nara increasingly took out all what she was craving from Fajrin so far and Nara's cry grew louder to make her breath sting.

“ dear..... maybe mas and Amma can not replace dear mother.... but mas promise..... mas will always be there for dear....” Afkar tried to ease Nara's cries.

“ mas do not know what will mas say this is true or not... but mas believe..... hmmmm... “ said Afkar a little doubt.

Still caressing Nara's head, Afkar tries to recall what he had read when he first learned that Nara was pregnant with twins for the first time. Zehed's book he accidentally found in the car.

“ From Hudhaifah ibn Usaid radhiyallahu 'anhu said, I heard the Prophet SAW saying, When the nutfah was forty-two nights old, then Allah sent an angel, then made its shape, created its hearing, its vision, and its vision, his skin, his flesh, and his bones. Then the angel asked, O Rabbi, male or female?` Then your Rabb determines according to His will, and the angel writes it, then he the angel asks, O Rabbi, how is his death?` Then your Lord set forth according to His will, and the angel wrote it. Then he asked, `Ya Rabbi, how is the recipe?` Then your Lord determined according to His will, and the angel wrote it. Then the angel came out with his note, so he did not add to it and did not reduce what he was told. Hadith imam Bukhari and imam Muslim “ heard Afkar's words, slowly crying Nara subsided even though still huffing.

Nara looked at her husband's face which was clearly very anxious about his condition.

“ mas sure.... pity better understand this hadith than mas.... “ Afkar greeting makes Nara nod her head.

“ promise.... after getting out of the room... don't blame Fajrin..... everything has been set since the first time our spirit was blown into the womb of a mother “ said Afkar while removing tears that wet Nara's cheeks.

Nara still stared at Afkar.

“ dear must understand.... what is the priority of someone died during Hajj “ Nara nodded her head answering Afkar's question.

“Whoever goes out for Hajj and dies, then write for him the Hajj reward until doomsday. Whoever comes out to Umrah and dies, it is written for him the reward of Umrah until the end of the day. And whoever goes out to fight and dies is written for him the reward of jihad until the day of the end of Imam Abu Ya’la. “ said Nara slowly

“ dear want to join mas out... “ quickly Nara shook her head.

“ well... mas out first.. grandpa and the others are still waiting for us...... it seems like there are things that grandfather still wants to tell you again “ Afkar said as he stood up and rubbed Nara's head.

“ dear break yes.... “ said Afkar and helped Nara lie down.

Correcting the blanket for Nara to feel comfortable, Afkar steps out of the room to find Mari standing right in front of the room door.

“ ro deg ned (already quiet) “ said Afkar briefly.

With a hand signal Mari asked permission to enter the room but Afkar did not allow it because Nara was not wearing a niqab. Finally Afkar and Mari again sat in the living room listening to what Erhan was going to tell.

Nara, who was alone in the room, was still pensive, taking a deep breath.

“ mother..... Nara kangen mom..... Nara wants to hug mom..... Nara wants to sleep with her mother... “ Nara's slow voice reveals all the feelings she wanted to express to her late mother.

slowly Nara's eyes again felt hot and tears began to bathe her eyelids. As one tear soaked her right cheek, Nara immediately wiped it off and went into the bathroom. Nara takes the water to wash her face and ablution, coming out of the bathroom Nara immediately look for the small Qur'an that is always in her backpack. Nara's fingers slowly opened page by page until she found the 36th Letter, with Nara's trembling voice reciting verse by verse to her mother. Right in verse 12, Nara quickly wiped away the tears that had begun to pool in her eyelids.

10 Minutes after Nara had read the 36th Letter, her eyes started to feel heavy but she wanted to read it again. With the remains of an eye that felt increasingly heavy Nara tried to read it once again, and right in verse 81 both of Nara's eyes were closed. Nara fell asleep while sitting on the back of the bed with the Qur'an lying on her lap.

Afkar steps into his room with a 10% ownership of Fajrin's Rosenkrantz, seeing Nara asleep. Afkar put the Fajrin shareholding file on a table, and changed into a nightgown.

Seeing Nara's position that closed both eyes with a sitting position leaning made Afkar take a deep breath, slowly Afkar took the Qur'an from Nara's lap and placed it on the nightstand not far from the bed. Afkar climbed into the bed and corrected his wife's position, inserting his left arm under Nara's neck as a pillow, removing the child's hair covering Nara's forehead and cubby cheeks.

“ forget all sadness dear... anger dear.... let mas replace all sadness dear. “ Afkar whispers in Nara's right ear.

Afkar's right hand hugged Nara's body just above her belly, submerging her face in a neck niche and inhaling deeply the scent of her body.

“ I love you.... stay with me..... stay like this..... I promise I'll make you happy every day..... I can't be your mom.. but you can depent on me... “ Afkar whispers makes Nara slightly squirm her head.