NEPTUNIA (Hackin Hubrets")

CHAPTER 188 THE PAST

“ pappa... hele denne tiden har pappa bare 1 nyre... hvorfor sa ikke pappa.... Felissa vil gjore alt for at de ikke skal bli hos oss (papa.. so all this time papa only has 1 kidney..... if Felisaa had known.... Felissa will do whatever it takes to keep them with us) “ Felissa said with tears already dripping down her cheeks.

Nara looked at Freya and Felissa alternately as if figuring out what they meant, feeling her left hand get a warm grip of Afkar further making Nara's chest feel strange. Nara felt that what Erhan was going to say had something to do with both her parents, brother and herself.

Nara did not dare guess what Erhan would say. Nara chose silence and held a strange feeling in her chest and as Erhan said something, Nara looked at Fajrin's face questioningly but with a gesture Fajrin's eyes said not knowing to know. As Afkar clasped Nara's left hand, Afkar slowly began to understand where Erhan's story was heading.

Nara listened seriously to what Erhan was telling her, occasionally Nara furrowed her forehead skin and the skin between her eyebrows.Nara suddenly sobbed in tears and her crying voice made Erhan stop.

“ dear do not be sad.. “ said Afkar trying to calm Nara.

Helen is no less surprised than Nara and can hardly believe that her voice is very similar to that of the late Asma, the mother of her best friend as well as the mother of her former protege. Helen looked at Azkar questioningly and got a small kiss on the head.

“ what is this reason dearly attracted Fajrin to my house “ muttered Helen in heart and got a sweet smile from Azkar.

“ I love you “ whispered Azkar made Helen reach out and kiss the back of Azkar's right hand.

Helen saw Nara's two eyes that instantly turned into an eye gaze that she could not forget. Nara's two eyelids were increasingly unable to hold back the tears, instantly breaking Nara's crying voice made Fajrin bowed. And as Fajrin said something, Nara's tears began to pour down the niqab covering her cheeks. Helen does not believe what Fajrin says but seeing Nara whose tears have wet the niqab fabric believe it or not, Helen becomes sad and sorry for Nara.

“ Nara.... Is that why you just want to obey me and ignore all the advice of ustadzah besides me? “ Nara nods her head in response to Helen's question.

Helen could no longer bear to hear Nara's sobs, with a slight force forcing Helen to shift Afkar who was sitting next to Nara and tightly hugged Nara.

“ sorry.... sorry.... ustadzah do not know... sorry.... “ said Helen tried to calm Nara who was getting heavy tears.

Freya and Felissa felt sorry why they did not try hard to hold the small Asma and Woro family to stay near them. Nara's cry made everyone speechless not once did they think that Nara felt a very deep longing for the figure of a mother even though it was just her voice.Helen's hug was unable to blow up Nara's cry, but Nara's, Freya and Felissa help Helen try to calm Nara down. But because it was too sad, Nara finally fainted and made Helen panic.

“ Afkar.... “ cried Helen while holding Nara's head.

Afkar took over Nara from the crib Helen lifted Nara's body as hard as she could to move into the room, Mari who had been silent before immediately following Afkar. Seeing Nara's limp body both Afkar's eyes glazed over.

“ bak hennes lukkede utseende ser alltid sterk og munter ut, men det en dyp sorg som hun ikke kan si. selv til sosteren sin...(behind his closed appearance always looks strong and cheerful it turns out there is a deep sadness that he can not say....) “ said Mari while checking the state of Nara's twin fetuses.

After waiting for a few minutes Nara finally regained consciousness and again sobbed in tears, Afkar immediately hugged Nara's body trying hard to calm Nara. Fajrin walked slowly towards Nara.

“ dik... sorry... forgive sister can not take care of mother... forgive sister can not bring mother back.... brother wrong “ said Fajrin while looking down trying hard not to drop his tears.

“ powder sye du vil.. slipp ut all din tristhet.. etter dette ikke grt lenger... Amma kan ikke erstatte Asmas figur som din mor.. men Amma vil prove da vere der nar du trager en mor (cry as much as you like.... after this, don't cry anymore.... Amma can not replace the figure of Asma as your mother. but Amma will try to be there when you need a mother) “ Freya's words increasingly make Nara cry hard.

With tears flowing profusely Nara tried to regulate her breath and voice.

“ brother evil..... sister already said... don't bring mom..... sister never want to listen to sister “ high voice Nara makes Freya and others surprised.

Fajrin further lowered her head not daring to let out a sound, Helen who was standing in the doorway immediately approached Nara.

“ Nara.... don't say that.... it's his destiny..... Nara must be Ihklas... if your mother does not die in the illegal land.......your mother will still die in the same hour and minute day “ said Helen trying to calm Nara.

At once Nara's cry stopped and silently looked at Helen's eyes, but Helen felt that Nara was looking at her blankly.

“ Nara.... “ says Helen panics.

Afkar swiftly held Nara.

“ can you guys come out for a while “ pinta Afkar trying to make Nara's eyes not empty.

Freya and the others came out of Afkar's room again sitting in the living room as well as Fajrin stepped out of Afkar's room with a back blanket of guilt, the feeling that he had forgotten all along by trying hard made Nara smile and not shed a single tear.

Afkar tried hard to make Nara's eyes not empty, even though Afkar had given him a small kiss on both the cheek and forehead of Nara. But still Nara's eyes still looked clearly blank.

“ han er rystet….. Jeg skal gi dere litt plass (she was shaken... it looks like she went back in time...... I will give you guys space) “ Mari said and exited the room.

Mari deliberately waited in front of Afkar's room door, everyone looked at her with questionable gazes.

“ dear.... “ said Afkar while opening the black cloth that covered Nara's face.

Slowly Afkar opened the niqab knot and removed it, opened the hijab and tidied the haircut behind Nara's ear. Afkar noticed the look on Nara's face which still looked flat as well as blank eyes, cupping both of Nara's cheeks. For Nara to feel her warmth and existence.

“ dear.... “ said Afkar slowly while advancing his face to kiss the pink lips that became one of his candles.