My Story is Grey

My Story is Grey
KKB// as it used to be



this morning I woke up from sleep seeing Alex beside me making me feel like I used to let time keep spinning here even though only for a moment will I enjoy all these illusions until when it's all over I'll leave alex for good, I keep looking at alex's sleeping face long and wiggly eyelashes, pink lips like wearing lip tint, and, nose sharp like a parrot beak, his thick eyebrows add a gentleman impression on him unconsciously this hand touches his nose and make alex wake up from his sleep.


" morning lovley, kissing rose's forehead.


" morning alex, smiling 'cause feeling spoiled.


" do you want to have breakfast or take a shower?


" i'll take a shower if you're hungry breakfast first I'll catch up.


" we'll have breakfast together I'll accompany you to the bath, take rose to the bathroom.


" hey come down on me. Cheeks start blushing.


" honey I'm here to spoil you, we'll soak together.


" well ... smile and cheeks start to turn red.


alex started filling the tub with water and put soap with vanilla aroma and Jasmine made me relax when I started soaking together, alex started rubbing my back as well as I rubbed alex's back after finishing the bath alex started shaving his fine mustache and I went outside the room to change the clothes the waiter had provided for my.


after everything was done, Alex took my hand to the dining room table is very large murmured me a lot of processed food on this table.


" hhhheeemmm smells really good but there's a scent I don't like, uuhhh... Alex can you get rid of that steak for me?


" but lovley, I really like this food especially made with aunt Lani, referring to the female butler in this ministry.


" but uuuhhhh.h. covered his mouth and nose, pleas.


" hhhhuufffftt.. alright get rid of all the meat on this table, alex orders with a little annoyance.


I see alex a little upset feeling bad why I feel something strange about myself I'm starting to recall it's time for my monthly tangal, god, it's impossible to make me think straight away.Alex who sees me constantly daydreaming begins to feel suspicious....


" rose what are you thinking? let's have breakfast it's cold.


" i'm sorry I want to go back to my room....


" walk to Rose's chair, you gotta eat I don't want you to get sick.


" i'm not hungry, Alex, feeling frustrated.


" well my lab bribe yes.


" not if you're hungry then I'm going to go back to my room, walk out of the dining room.


" ****... scramble your own hair, make all the food on this table if you haven't had breakfast you just eat all this food.


" good sir....


" bik... is it difficult to face a woman who is pregnant?


" what...mu mean sir?


" it's okay to forget it, I want you to take good care of the mistress I will be out for a while to take care of the problems in the company.


" good sir...


I saw Alex who had left this session immediately rushed to find a waiter to buy a pregnancy test I had to confirm whether I was really pregnant or not, after waiting for quite a while the waiter finally returned with the item I told him to buy.


" what should I do I don't understand how to use this tool at all I murmured, I tried to read how to use it. Wait for 5 minutes and the results came out.


I see the results of feeling guilty and frustrating....


"what should I do this should all be possible, this child should not exist because I don't want to use a cunning way to get alex back hiks...


" tok.tok..tok.


" i'm not hungry all of you don't bother me. Hiks...


" no.. You go let me be here alone.


" well madam, walk out of rose's room.


" alex.. hiks..hiks.. this is all your fault..hiks....hiks.... this should never happen...


with my emotions starting to destroy all the things in this room, I felt annoyed to the point of unconsciously scraping my arm as if someone was telling me to end my life.




" maid lani madam rampaging in the room what should we do?


" let's ask the lady to open the door of her room if she still won't open it you open the door with this spare key, said the female butler in alex's session.


" good butler said one of the servants there.



after forcibly opening the main room in this ministry the maid was very surprised to see the condition of her room rose was messy, the flower vase that was changed last night had broken scattered this room like a ship that was hit by a big wave until it was no longer shaped.



" your mistress is hurt very badly.my mistress replied to me madam.


" hiks.hiks..you go outside don't bother me, said Rose.


" my quiet mistress will take the p3k box now, walking out of the room.



outside the room the butler was preparing food in the kitchen to welcome his master home for lunch.



" why are you running like that? ask the butler.


" mrs she hurt herself I came here to look for a p3k box, said the young maid.


" jeez if until our master finds out he will definitely be very angry, you do not need to take the p3k box now you accompany the mistress in his room I will call the master's personal doctor.


" good butler...


" call me bi lani, have been working here a month cook you don't understand also.


" sorry bik lani.


" has gone there do not leave the madam alone, bi lani orders.


" good bik.



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