My Story is Grey

KKB//Labile

this afternoon I did it with Alex what should I do now happy or sad ? to be honest I'm happy but there's also fear coming my way, I'm afraid that once Alex gets what he wants he can leave anytime he leaves me. in addition to her matchmaking problems with her papa colleagues, I don't want to lose alex because I feel comfortable with her.

alex who saw me silently tried to ask what I was thinking, I was afraid if I told him honestly he would be angry or even disappointed in me.

-> rose... rose... why do you daydream?

-> hhhmmmm.

-> honestly with me

(gaze into rose's two eyes)

-> I confused lex, I confused should be happy, sad, or afraid my feelings are now mixed.

-> now I want to ask you.

-> many whatan.

-> you miesel gk did this all with me ?

-> I'm sorry because you are my chosen man, but I'm a little sorry because we did it based on misunderstanding.

-> yes I know rose I was wrong, I'm sorry yes.we start again from the beginning give me a chance once again.

-> is good because I also still love and love you, but I beg you as much as possible to stay away from all women who want to take you from me. you know my mom and dad are separated because the 3rd person (tears are starting to sag ) hiks... I don't want such a thing to happen to me again. hiks.. hyx..

-> stop don't cry baby, I will always love you, I'm sure the same feeling. I have many ex and many women who are willing to do anything to get me, I'm also sure, but you're the one who made me fall in love and love you. Even I'm afraid of losing you rose. Promise never to leave me because you are mine forever.

-> yes hiks... hiks.. yes I promise lex.

-.> thanks rose

(smelling rose's lips gently )

alex kissed my lips gently hugging my body as if completely afraid of losing me, o Allah forgive me for what I did now I know I have sinned greatly but I did this because I believe he is the best for me. thank God you have given me a perfect man, keep our relationship, O God (in Rose's heart)

I do not feel the time continues to spin until the clock on my phone shows at 20:22 WIB.

-> jeez this alex has started the night I have to go home soon, I don't want my family to worry about me.

-> yes dear yes I will definitely take you home.. after we have dinner together at my favorite restaurant. I want us to recognize each other more.

-> but alex it's been a night I'm scared at madirin granny.

-> quiet dear I will call grandma and ask her permission but if grandma gk give permission to me. I will definitely take you home as soon as possible.

-> alright.

alex called grandma.

tut....

-> hello this grandma alex.

-> ita what's wrong alex?

-> like this Grandma Alex wants to take rose dinner before going home can you?

where are you guys now?

-> at home temen rose nek, he asked alex to pick him up there to drive him home. but because alex is hungry yet dinner alex wants to minyta permission grandma to take rose out dinner 2 aja....

-> well don't long finish eating straight home because tomorrow you have to go to school.

-> well lah nek thanks .....

-> yes take care of my true grandson.

-> yes grandma... definitely..

after finishing calling grandma and getting permission from her we went to a place that was said alex. wow this place is very luxurious I have never been to a place like this let alone eat in a classy place like this. because mama always invites to eat on the side of the road with the reason to save money and here cheap (in the heart of rose )

I started to step into the room in the trailer with Alex. I was still wearing the school uniform that had been washed and rubbed the same maid in the villa. all eyes look at me but I feel uncomfortable when I see the back of the man I was always proud of. I realized I saw my father with my aunt goddess and who was a girl who might be different for a few years just like me because I remember when we first met she was pregnant that's his son. alex who saw me keep looking at the man who was eating together with his family was confused by my behavior.

-> rose what's wrong why you look so nervous, let's order the food.

-> alex I want to go home now.

-> why rose ?

-> I don't want to eat here again, now we go home plisss...

(with tears )

-> alright.. sorry yes we gk so message.

the waiter left us, me and Alex walked outside the restaurant trying to toughen up.

-> what else rose why are you acting so strange looking at that family earlier.?

-> sorry lex I messed up tonight sorry lex hiks...

-> pliss don't cry ok, clear the same me.

-> alex the family was my father and the woman was the destroyer of my mother's household...

-> is good I'm sorry I already invited to the wrong place should we gk here.

-> it's okay lex I know it's not your fault, because we also don't know if they're there.

-> rose I want to be honest with you, I know this must make you a little disappointed.

-> what lex.... plisss don't tell me you want to leave me.

-> no it never will, but you should know now than you know from othersending from me alone. actually, your papa is my business partner and his daughter is my future fiancee. We are different 2 years only.

-> apa.... you gk kidding again because this is really gk funny lex.

-> I'm serious rose I'm kidding.

-> well now I know who my rival is now but I'm sure you'll always be with me.

alex hugged me and asked me to get in the car, and sent me home but before coming home Alex bought me right to grandma's tribe. I was very touched because he could give me my family too.

-> grandma alex come nih.. bring martabak bangka brown lumer to the taste of grandma, ayok taste while warm.

-> what exactly h klian noisy once.

-> this martabak grandma's favorite.

-> hhhhmmm nice you want to bribe grandma so you can freely invite my only grandson out at any time right.

-> iiiihhhh.

-> basic talkative crazy uwes nsnek want to eat first you guys do not mintak ya this has a grandmother.

-> rose and alex talk with compact//yes grandma

-> rose //.we gk will ask so eat a lot and grandma runs out is okay. because we are brothers right.

grandma also nailed all martabak in buy alex.we joke together to ignore the time.Alex also say goodbye to grandma and me. I went into my room to rest for school tomorrow.

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