My Story is Grey

03 KKB // quarrel

it didn't feel like a week rasell was taken care of and now the doctor allowed her to go home, on the way home mom kept driving the car quickly and carefully.

rose sat in the backseat with Rasell while mom drove the car and the hijah at home to clean up and welcome our return

arriving at the house immediately rushed to the car and took out all the items we used while in the hospital, mama walked into the house while holding Rasell to his room to rest.

rose went into her room to play with toys to her mole, which had been unplayed for a week.

there was a knock from outside the room calling rose's name, and she rushed to open the door and saw her outside the room.

"what's wrong ma rose again play the same ciko and Cici ma" (the names of rose's beloved dolls)

"sad it's lunch let's have lunch first with mama under the hijah bi already ready for food to sukaan brother loh"

"yes, I've done it but Rose brought the ciko down"

"yes baby come here fat mama"raised rose's body

rose also went down through the stairs while in her mother's cradle "indeed there are no favors other than mom's sling and a hug from mama"(my murmur in heart)

when she got under the mama sat rose in the baby chair and painstakingly she fed rose and cleaned her mouth after eating,

rose drank the warm water given by her mother, then heard the sound of a car stopping in our yard.

mama called for a hijah and told him to open the door and see who came, from a distance mama heard there was a voice of a woman who was talking to the hijah and also understated the voice of a man who was hoarse and heavy like a familiar voice for mama ayu.

" who's the bi who's coming?" ask mama ayu

"mrs mistress but lady anu.anu.nya"wanted to talk to mama ayu.

"what the hell is it about what's going on?"

"mr.o.dad went home with a pregnant woman"

"please bring rose to his room, I don't want Rose to see and hear what happens" ordered mama ayu

"yes ma'am, ayok non follow aunt up we play doll in the room yes let auntie temenin" persuaded bi-ijah while holding the body of rose died dining room

rose was brought into the room quickly by the hijah and closed the door so as not to hear any sound from below, but still the door could not muffle the sound from the outside so loud.

the sound from below is heard in every corner of this room as if filled by large speakers to make shocks on every wall of the house.

rose's body trembled and felt fear every time he heard the screams of mama and papa, there was also the sound of things being thrown and broken from out there.

suddenly there was the sound of a baby crying from next door to Rose's room, the hijah who had hugged Rose firmly now let go of her embrace and brought rose out to Rasell's room who was crying.

at a glance Rose saw from above there was a woman next to papa who had never been seen by Rose at all.

arriving at the aunt's rasell's room, she held and cradled rasell to stop crying, and she held onto her aunt's toad pants while enduring fear.

"auntie rose was afraid of the hyks" cried Rose with a trembling body.

"patience yes non, non do not cry ater if the cry becomes ugly loh so do not cry again yes here hug aunty equally aden so do not be afraid anymore" persuaded bi ijah

aunty hugged rose and rasell, rose who heard the sound of mama's crying quickly took off her aunt's embrace and ran down the stairs

rose saw many broken bells and scattered on the floor, rose saw mama sitting on the floor with helpless eyes crying

rose ran up to Mom but her steps were stopped by a man who was very rose dear and in her honor

papa pulled Rose's hand and tried to hold her but rose continued to thrash to escape from her embrace, rose did not recognize the figure before her at this time

a figure that is similar to his father but different from the nature of what Rose knows so far

"after rose papa rose do not want to be in papa rose's arms want to be the same mama rose hate the same papa, papa has made mama cry lastin rose"

"your secret is you don't deserve to be called his mother because you're not good at looking after children, I'll take rose while Rasell is with you"

"as you can't just take to a verdict like this, we'll see who gets custody of the child later in court so take it off rose and let him be with me"

"be quiet, you don't deserve to lecture me I'm the head of this household I know what's best for my son" said papa dimas

papa walked away from my mom

rose continued to try to escape from her papa sling, trying to bite papa's arm, pinched, scratched her face and beat her papa's body but rose's efforts were futile

rose was taken by papa forcibly into the car with a woman who Rose did not know where her origin was.

rose banged on the windshield crying and screaming for mama, rose saw from inside the car mama ran after our car to get out of the yard to the big road.

he kept chasing until our car was fast and Rose couldn't see her anymore.

the flashback

mama ayu walked up to the living room and saw the figure of a pregnant woman who had met at that time with her husband

mama ayu feels disgusted to see a couple who are in his house now, it feels like he really wants to throw dog poop on their faces

"basic couple trash "mum mama ayu in heart

"what are you doing to come back to this house, and bring this actor here, I don't welcome your arrival you better get out of here right now" said mama ayu with restraint on her emotions

"patience mbak do not get angry first we can talk about everything well do not need to use emotions like this" persuaded a woman

"be quiet you I'm not talking to cheap women who snatch people's husbands, women****** as you'd better leave now from my house,I don't want my children to see the disgusting deeds of their papa"

" just don't yell and fight anymore, and don't call the woman who is a good woman who I will marry" explained papa dimas who made mama ayu surprised

"do you want polygamy, I do not want in polygamy I do not want to share the bed with other women.you can ask anything from me but do not ever expect me to share a husband with a woman ****** that" said mama ayu

"keep your words ayu, goddess is not a woman***** or even an actor like you said, she said,I love her and now the goddess is pregnant with my child.I don't want my child to be born without a father" explained papa dimas

"do you commit any sin that you do not think of my feelings in the slightest you can mas" tears began to pour in the eyes

mama ayu and papa dimas continue to argue and argue mama ayu also issued a contents of her head and heart that had been pendam by her

now exploding and evaporating all my frustration and disappointment, mama ayu hit the shoulder of the field in front of her and encouraged her to leave this house

mama ayu was angry and emotions could not be contained anymore, mama ayu threw a facet of flowers that were nearby to lead the female destroyer of her household

but in the halangin by the mas dimas, the mas dimas pulled ayu's hand and dragged ayu into the living room leaving the woman standing in the living room looking towards ayu and her husband had a big fight.

all the goods near the ayu were thrown towards mas dimas, ayu crying like crazy quarrel we were finished with his words that say talak three on ayu

ayu was silent and fell limp on the floor and heard the screams of a girl who called her mama, ayu woke up from the momentary daydream

ayu tried to see the figure of an innocent child crying in fear waiting for the arrival of ayu to hug her tiny body, but what is the power of the body of ayu limp and helpless to hear the words of her husband who dropped talak to her.

with all her might try to rise and face everything, ayu is determined that nothing can separate her and her children other than death.

flashback off

rose continued to cry as much as she was tired and fell asleep in the car, she felt the car had stopped somewhere that did not know where this place was.

papa holds Rose into an apartment that Rose has never seen, and she is so tired of rebelling that she is so tired that it is difficult to open her eyes

papa put rose on a bed filled with dolls, and she fell asleep this afternoon.

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