My Story is Grey

KKB//lost part of my life.

it's been almost a week Rasell in the hospital, there's no sign of change at all from him. I try to calm down and think positive I'm sure alex must be strong to face this all, I'm sure, every time I go home from school I always go to the hospital with Alex until there are rumors at school that I am dating alex. I have no regard for their words at all I want to focus on learning and focus on taking care of Rasell because rasell is my top priority right now.

many school friends who envy me even dare to visit me without the knowledge of alex, but strangely as if alex has a bond with me he always realized when I was in trouble. as a result he was always sticky next to me like a postage stamp with a reason for my safety.

this time my phone rang it was my mom who called me, I immediately nodded my phone.

-> hello ma what's up?

-> rose... rasell hiks... hiks...

-> what do you do not make rose confused ma?

-> rose rasell already gk there, now you permission to go home quickly yes same teacher you.

-> ma do not joke this morning before going to school rasell is still fine ma.

-> actually rose now you quickly go home and tell the mosque near our house to help bury rasell...

-> yes ma.

I paused for a moment without realizing that my tears were dripping, and Alex who was beside me immediately wiped my tears she tried to calm me down.

-> already yes rose you are patient... rasell already gk feel sick again he must be sad if you see you cry like gini.

-> but alex I gk can lose rasell... hiks.... hiks....

-> rose you must be strong face her for the sake of your grandmother and mama, you must be strong ok.

-> well I'll try strong lex....

-> ok if so I accompany you and help you take care of everything yes.

-> thank you alex... hiks...hiks...

-> yes do not hesitate so rose.

alex and I also let go home quickly to my homeroom teacher because my sister rasell died... arriving at home I went straight to the mosque to tell the STM manager about the sad news, the mosque manager immediately announced the sad news through the mosque speakers.

it didn't take long for people to come to help me prepare everything, some people came to arrange chairs in front of our house, and some people helped prepare the bouquets and the needs of the corpse.

around 13:00 AM ambulance came to our house with my mother, grandmother, and the corpse of Rasell. I also fell unconscious to see this reality, with a swift alex immediately carried me into the house and put me in my room. Alex tried to make me aware...

-> rose realized it... pliis not like this.

-> rose realize... I promise gk will leave you ok. You must be strong....

when I realized I immediately hugged Alex while crying as loud as she was. When I felt satisfied and strong I took alex out of the room to see Rasell...

->mama ... hiks... hiks... hiks.

-> yes rose we must be patient and strong yes....

-> mama has told papa that rasell has no ma.!!

-> yes dear mama has told you papa but she did not respond or answer the phone mama, mama, but mama's been sending her messages hopefully she reads them and can come here now to see Rasell.

-> yes ma .. hopefully.

mama and I preached to each other until it was time to bathe the body, and wash it. I continued to offer surah Yasin.

after everything was done we brought Rasell to the mosque to be in sohlat right together.

after we finished putting the bodies together, we all took Rasell to his new home and to rest forever. when I arrived at the funeral, my mother and I saw Rasell put into the burrow, my heart was in pain, and part of my life was gone forever.

may you be calm there rasell, my prayers are always with you. Now that you are sick again, now that you can be calm in heaven, your brother will always pray for you. and it's you who will replace you to take care of mama.(in rose's heart)

I went home with my mom, my grandmother, and alex. When I got home I tried to see who knew I could find papa, but still did not see his shadow... yeah, I realize we're not important to her.

tonight at Rasell's appointment, Alex buys a lot of food for the people who will come to my house tonight. alex continued to accompany me from morning to night after finishing the first night of the ceremony alex also said goodbye to me, maama and grandma.

-> rose I go home first yes.. if there is a need or there is anything you contact me yes.

-> yes ... thanks yes lex.

-> yes relax.

-> nek aunty I go home first yes already night.

-> yes thank you lex, have helped aunt, rose, and grandma too. You are careful on the road yes.

alex left this house, I kept seeing the car that picked up Alex and drove away from my house until I could no longer see the car.

after all the residents came home I took a shower and cleaned my body, I asked tonight I sleep with my mother and grandmother, in one bedroom together.

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