My Story is Grey

KKB//try sincerely.

the days that I passed were quiet no more jokes from Rasell, every time I passed his room I was always silent and doubtful to see this empty room. the deceased school friends the second day after the departure of his classmates and friends who had done harm to Rasell also came with his parents to apologize to his mother, grandmother and me, and me, I saw the boy really make me emotional.I walked up to the boy and slapped the boy, his mother who saw me slap her son immediately berated me....

-> what are you doing with my son on the basis of a**** we our family have already apologized.

-> do you think with an apology I can live again,? I can't help it. And you're angry to see your son I slapped, how my mother felt about losing her child because of your son.

the woman was silent 1000 languages could not answer my words, and felt at the corner of the teachers who saw everything was silent and no one wanted to defend the child. from the beginning of the school rasell school, the teachers and students at the school knew that Rasell had heart disease, and he never participated in outdoor sports. in the past, mama had wanted to rasell home schooling but the cost was too expensive so the intention was just an intention.

mama tried to calm me down.make me go to the room because mama does not want to fuss on this mourning day, I obey my mother's request in the room I cry in silence...I tried to walk to the bathroom in my room. I took ablution water and read the Qur'an for my Rasell mama and grandma wanted to recite the Qur'an for Rasell so I helped them too, before 40 days we should be able to kill Rasell every time I read the Qur'an I always shed tears.

today is the 40th night Rasell left us all for good, the people around the house and the orphans that Alex invited to come and give prayers for the deceased. our house was full to the courtyard of my house.I also took turns reading the Quran with my grandmother and mother, and, now we are done with the Qur'an for rasell ustad and the orphans and local people start sending prayers.

acarapun finished at 21:45 AM local time all residents and orphans have been at home my mother grandma and alex at home, alex help me clean my house and occasionally joking with me.

after all I finished I sat in front of the porch of the 2nd house with alex while drinking hot chocolate.

-> rose are you still sad?

-> yes I still but I'm sincere lex, I have to continue my life normally yes.(smile to alex)

-> yes you are right, life and death we never know so you have to cherish every second with the people we love.

-> yes you are right lex.. hehehehe.

-> oh yes tomorrow we are off school what if we walk outside together, for example to the beach or to the mountains or where do you like how?

-> is good... can I invite my grandmother and mother also ?

-> yes of course can.

-> ok I'll tell you again...

-> why wait later, why don't we just say now same grandma and mom.

-> hhhmmmm.. ok but where do we want?

-> is up to you I'll go wherever you want.

-> if so I want us to take a walk to Lake Toba continue to Samosir island how?

-> well.

-> thanks alex.

I also told my mom that alex took us for a walk but mama gk can come because he had to work while the grandmother did not come too because she was afraid of her back pain. as a result, I left alone with alex, after the conversation with my mother and grandmother finished, Alex was ready to go home driving his car.

to the next morning in accordance with the hours set by Alex he also came to pick me up with a red sportscar that was cool...

-> alex we actually ride this.?

-> yes why this is my favorite car, I always use it when I want to travel far dear...

-> iiihhh.

-> yes let's go later as we go to the siangan.

I also got into alex's car after saying goodbye to grandma, alex drove his car through the highway many people who did not dare to approach with alex car yes I know this sportscar for 12 M. it did not take long just 1 hour to reach Lake Toba. alex invited me to eat because he had not had time to eat breakfast because he could not wait to go with me. after breakfast we walked side by side after that we took pictures together.we started booking ferry tickets to cross to Samosir island. I went up and looked at the window.

arriving on Samosir island we parked the car in the parking lot, we walked to the market to buy souvenirs for grandma and mom. I was very happy as if today to treat my wounds left behind by my loved ones, after being satisfied shopping we also entered the restaurant for lunch.... finished eating we continued to drive a car around the island of samosir. occasionally alex invited me to joke we also laughed with no burden.... it did not feel the day had begun in the afternoon alex invited me to take a break to the hotel that had been in his message from yesterday.

we drove home by ferry to the port on Lake Toba, as soon as Alex drove his car to the hotel he was talking about.

-> come down I've booked a room here.

-> basic pervert I gk want to rest at the hotel I will stay in the car only.

-> ok... if you don't want, I want to swim in the hotel pool after that I want to soak in hot water and then sleep for a while in a hotel room whose bed is soft and comfortable. then by rose.

-> ok go .... Alex

-> ok I'll go you really stay here gk want to come with me.

-> yes.

-> ok then it would be a pity because I booked two rooms for us.

-> hey... Alex wait pliis

-> ok what's??

-> I'm coming.

-> ok as long as you kiss me first.

-> ogah.... 😋

we went into the hotel and rested in our rooms, Alex sent me a message.

-> rose maunikut swim gk?

-> may but I have brought a swimsuit.

-> its ok I have ready swimsuit for you, please take it at the door.

alex also gave a swimsuit for me, after giving him to leave me before long there was an incoming message turned out to be Alex.

-> rose I went to berenng first yes.. oh yes the pool is on the 5th floor you can go down one floor ok. see you.

I opened the paper bag that Alex gave me I was surprised because this turned out to be a bikini. dasara lex perverted. I did not want to swim and did not want alex to see my body, after 10 minutes of alex's departure, I did not want to swim, alex called me because I didn't come.

->rose why haven't you arrived yet ?

-> ok then you do not regret, I will send you a vidio that will make you change your mind and want to wear the bikini.

alex sends vidio a view from the 5th floor that I'm headed right in front of the lake and see the sun start orange. then alex also called me through the VC call

I'm gifting her.

-> alex.

-> is nothing I just want to tell you that you gk here I can be taken by someone else.

-> let me care.

I saw a woman who tried to ask for no hp alex and approached her by touching the fruit of her pride to the arm of alex.what possessed me, I immediately turned off our video call and I rushed to change this bikini and put on the kimono towel provided by the hotel. I walked up to the elevator and pressed tomobol 5 as soon as I got there I saw a bunch of people approaching alex.

I undressed the kimono and went straight into the pool.I swam alone to the edge of the pool to see the sunset, suddenly from behind there was someone who hugged me from behind. I looked back and saw that Alex was. We saw the sanset together when the sun was really sinking, Alex kissed my lips.

this time I didn't turn it down even as I wanted it, I closed my eyes we crushed each other and clashed in there alex began to deepen our kiss. I gasped for breath as Alex let go of his kiss from me.

-> rose tonight you wear the dress I bought ya.

-> which dress ??

-> try to see the paper bag I gave you there are two.

-> oh... paper bag in which there are two boxes.

-> is right.. I want to take you to dinner at this hotel restaurant.

-> alright.

after swimming, Alex and I went into each other's rooms to clean their bodies, after the shower I opened the box that Alex gave me turned out to be a maroon dress and a pair of heels I put on the dress and a little dress up to let my long hair down just like that. I walked to the restaurant in the lobby everyone saw me, but I didn't care if I kept walking until I saw a man waiting for me at the dinner table in a black suit.

-> wow alex this romantic dinner for whom?

-> this for you dear...

alex pulled out a chair for me and told me to sit at the dinner table and the food came, and we ate with romantic music. selsai ate alex holding my hand and took me outside the hotel we got into the car and Alex drove his car to a park. as soon as I got to the park, Alex closed my eyes, I followed the path he was pointing at once, and there he opened my eyes.

-> alex this is so beautiful...

(i cried)

-> beautiful kan rose...

-> is so beautiful lex I really like to see fireflies thanks lex.

alex suddenly approached me and held my right hand.

-> Rose wants you to be my lover now and in the future.

-> yes I want lex.

alex hugged and gave me a ring on my ring finger, and we kissed in the firefly and the stars and the moon.

-> rose do you feel cold.

-> yes.

-> then you put on my suit, and we go back to the hotel now to get changed and go home ok.

-> ok lex.

we walked into the car suddenly my left leg sprained because honestly I just this time wearing heels so high.

-> you why rose ?

-> like my leg sprained.

-> say if you want me to carry baby...

-> iiihhh... what the hell lex my leg really hurts tau.

without further ado, Alex just carried me bratstyle to the car, arriving at the hotel he continued to ride me all the way people saw me until they entered the elevator there were two grandparents who were smiling to see us.

-> grandfather //young people are now different from children of old times.

-> grandma // yes grandma cake so remember our youth first, adk your husband looks very affectionate with you yes.

-> alex // sorry ya grandpa my wife is spoiled again.

I was silent and covered my face to the chest of alex's field, although alex was still Junior High but his body really made glare, torn bread that was carved beautifully on his body. after I got to my room, Alex dropped down on me and saw my slightly swollen legs run over.

-> looks so swollen can you walk ?

-> like it can if forced we have to go home tonight I don't want grandma and mama worried.

-> is good then I go back to the room and you immediately get ready.

alex left me alone in the room, I tried to open this dress and put it back in the box and I was getting ready to go home after changing clothes. alex was waiting for me in front of the room he helped me walk out to the car park, this time I refused to let Alex carry me again because I did not want to be the center of attention again.

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