My Story is Grey
KKB//loss
from last night I didn't see alex even his telvon was inactive, I decided to go to her apartment this afternoon I ordered ojol to alex's apartment I kept trying to call but still no answer, this heart riled and not calm I'm sure there must be something going on with Alex when he got there I immediately went up to the 15th floor using the elevator....
"may nothing happen to Alex, O God, in Rose's heart. I continued walking down the hallway on this road to apartment no 270 when I got to Alex's doorstep I immediately knocked on his door but still there was no answer from inside, I immediately installed the fitting code that Alex told me at that time the same.
well sure enough I could still get into her apartment, I walked towards her bedroom upstairs I opened the door and looked up at the empty and messy room. I sat on alex's bed I tried to find out if he left memos or letters for me, I kept looking and I found letters in alex's bedside drawer... I began to open the letter and read it as if it hurt like a knife in the iris and flush it with orange juice, the pain of my crying broke in Alex's room.
--- the contents of the letter alex ------
Dear my lovely I have to go leave you here alone, I was forced to do this because my papi did not allow me to go to school in M city I had to go back to J city to continue school there. I don't know when we'll meet again I want you to wait for me until then I'll marry you and take responsibility with you lovley.
I want to tell you if I'm also damaged by being thrown by papi, I'll contact you if I have a new phone.
I hope you'll keep waiting for me....
from alex who loves you. ^^^^^^^^^^^
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after I finished reading a letter from Alex I left his apartment, I kept crying feeling frustrated I didn't know what to do. I ordered ojol and went home when I got home I went into my room and kept crying all day until I forgot to eat, these eyes were swollen and so I walked into the kitchen to see what I was going to cook. I finally chose a food message, I ate food while crying like this was all a dream to me.
I tried to call my mom again and she finally picked up my phone.
tut.....
"where's mama's hallo? why mama gk go back and forth hiks...
"what's wrong, baby why cry?
" rose miss mama, mama go home yes rose alone home.
"grandma where's baby?
" grandmother is still at her brother's house ma.
" well today mom will come home wait for my mommy.
" yes, my mom. Ma really went home.
" yes, baby.. Have you eaten yet?
"you ordered food outside.
" yes already tonight you don't have to eat mama will invite you to eat outside.
" thank you mama.
" yet my mom was busy...
" yes mama.
" be careful at home, lock the door and wait for your mom to come home.
" yes ma...
after closing the phone from my mom I still look at my photos with alex even my vidio vacation with her, I remember with kriss tomorrow I will go to her house after school. today I have to be strong and tough to face everything I'm sure alex will definitely come back again.
finally mom came home I hugged mom tightly releasing this longing and fidgeting to mama.
" mama. hiks..hiks.
" yes, dear Mama knows it's here to sit on the sofa, take Rose to sit next to her mother.
" ma Rose wants to tell me the same story.hiks..
" hiks.alex...ma.with a hoarse voice.
" why is he dear ? confused with rose.
" alex. hiks... hiks.. he went to rose here...
" you broke up, baby ?
" gk ma I gk broke up with him hiks...he hiks....hiks....
" how can it be like that, baby ? I am worried about Rose.
" because he was forcibly engaged to his papal choice mate hiks...
" patient baby, hug and caress Rose's hair.
" ma.. hiks... hiks..
" what dear...
" the future fiancee of alex was my own half-sister ma..hiks.
" what... You're wrong, baby ?
" gk ma..hiks.hiks.. what should rose lakainin rose really love the same alex ma... hiks..hiks...
" go after her baby don't let your stepbrother take away your happiness, like what his mama did with his mama.
" yes ma rose will pursue alex to the city of J after graduating this Junior High ma, sure to yourself.
" good it's just the name of the mother's child. Now you are ready we have dinner with anyone who wants mama to know you dear.
" the new papa candidate for rose..
" yes, dear..
" well, ma a minute..
I also change clothes and a little dress up I went down to meet my mom who was ready and neat as well, I walked into my mom's car. mama drove happily to a fairly elite restaurant in the city of M, when she got there I and mama went down to the restaurant and saw a fairly authoritative male figure standing up to welcome our arrival.
" let's go ahead and sit down...
" thank you dear....
" let's introduce this to my daughter Rose.
" hay om.
" call me Ferdian.
" okay if that's it.
" you want to order what this is a menu book.
I also ordered food to my tribe, while chatting me, mama and om Ferdian chat together talk of the smallest things I feel connected to chat with om Ferdian. it did not feel the time had shown at 22:15 WIB finally me and my mom came home with Ferdian om.
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