My Story Elfiza Anestasia's

Farewell & Betrayal (Refinition)

It has been said not if everyone does not want a separation and that is what Elfiza wants in relation to Nano but it is just a desire that cannot be true.

And the betrayal of who wants to be betrayed will all answer not to want it so much with Elfiza but again and again everything seems to play tricks on her, the betrayal happened all that he did not expect even to befall him as if the world was happy to play tricks on him.

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...❄Wind that blows never know the direction of the destination to go, but when he comes all who are touched by him will feel the coolness unfortunately the wind never stays somewhere even never want to settle❄...

...❄Air may be able to remove dehaga but what can water remove the deeply scratched wounds in❄...

...❄Maybe a tissue can remove the water flowing from these eyes but can remove the traces left behind❄...

...❄I've never wanted more that you couldn't keep like your last wind-like promise, one that I want proof of your sincere love for me that I can't get❄...

...❄I want you to be oxygen in my life not a parasite in my world,...

...Color every breath I'll always have you❄...

...❄I need a friend to be sniffed by me instead of a thorn in the meat you plant❄...

The ink scratches on the paper showed that the writer was so understanding of the taste he was currently feeling, the feeling of being hit, hatred and disbelief that gathered into one of the deepest wounds printed sweet in Elfiza's life.

The fact he had to accept made him more mired in the real darkness, making it difficult to rise but he promised to rise so that he would not be destroyed more than this.

'Why? Why should be with him?

Why why that stuff?' That's what the inner Elfiza always said.

Two months passed after Nano said that his love for Elfiza was only a mere talk, when Elfiza learned the reality that made her heart very sad.

"Gue never thought the light of this loe setega" said Elfiza when she caught Nano and Nadin was mixing love with her mesraya on the beach pangandaran.

"It's not like you see, you believe in me" Nadin said

"Where can I trust the same loe that stabbed me in the back?" tanya Elfiza.

"El pleach, with my explanation first" again Nadin asked for half a plea.

"What should I be afraid of?" Ask Elfiza coldly.

"Let Nad, let El know that we will not be able to hide this forever" said Nano relaxed.

"What the loe Nan" snapped Nadin.

"Ohh like that" said Elfiza flatly.

"Ga thought I'm the guy who all this time my angep brother turned out to be the enemy in the blanket, have loe stab me from behind Din loe my best friend Din, even loe I take my brother Din, even the loe gur treated more than any other Din" the long Elfiza circus spilled its resentment and disappointment.

"Why is he Din why?" snapped Elfiza while pointing at the man who was beside Nadin, his heartache was very sick to see the betrayal done by the lover and his prayer.

"El I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't have a feeling it's for my own best friend's girlfriend I'm sorry El" said Nadin began to tear up his tears.

"Enough Nad .. I know what's best for us" said Elfiza.

"A.a..what does the best loe mean to us ?" ask Naadin.

"Gue is gone" said Elfiza flatly as she stepped away.

"El wait pleach don't get rich gini"prevent Nadin.

"Nad, I'm trying to sincerely try everything so don't make my wounds get deeper" Elfiza's pinta passed.

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A week after the incident the rhythm of his life seemed to change everything seemed to freeze just like it all seemed to meet gray for him even though the sky was very bright, but Elfiza the actor who was very clever even almost all fooled by him.

Because of his cheerful attitude that never goes away if he is interacting with him outside or at home, his friends and family can be lied to but not to his heart.

Only the room becomes a silent witness as the wound beautifully decorate not only the recesses of his heart but his world was slashed.

Fortunately the whole family elfiza never hooked him when he was in his room, for them the room is the greatest privacy and should not just anyone enter his room without the consent of the owner of the room itself.

Judis was not unaware of the change of her little sister it was just that the judiciary wanted to give a space to her sweet girl, as well as her parents, too, because as smart as anything Elfiza hides it - people closest to her who love her must know with her sandr.

Maybe Elfiza could be said to be lucky because when her heart was broken it was the busiest time she would face a national test so she could forget her heart problem a little, because focusing on his education life is very much and dense draining, and also his brain then there is no time to give him a chance to flutter more than a week.

Elfiza did admit that her love mugkin with Nano was the love of monkey children because she was dating Nano when she sat in Junior High School Grade IX and ahead of the national exam they had to break up as planned before, this was just a coincidence.

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...❄Let the water in the sea dry the coral never flowering,...

...although rainwater flooded the pond but the fish was still unable to breathe if the breath has been lost❄...

...❄Can anyone wash away this longing if the missed one is unable to remove the longing it❄...

...❄Bukan .. not the wrong coral if it can not survive just that the waves are too fierce to hit....

...Let's just use the trip to stop surviving if there is no booster❄...

"El" Elfiza stopped her writing when someone called her, a voice she knew very well and tried as much as she could for two weeks to avoid.

"What else do you want ?" He asked flat while continuing to face the sea and occasionally back in his shoulders.

"Gue just wants to loe_"

"Oh .. Yes sory I forgot Nad" said Elfiza cutting Nadin's speech.

"Nano Budiman mulan this second our relationship ended, just assume we never had the relationship and you can sage if we never met all of you so that you do not feel guilty" elfiza said with a forced smile.

"El that's not what I want_"

"But what is Nad? what else do you want from me?" Asked Elfiza coldly back he cut off Nadin's speech.

"El pleach, I don't want that" this time Nano said.

"What does Loe mean?" ask cynical Elfiza

"El kicked me first, I never wanted our relationship to end" explained Nano.

"Oh .. So you don't want our relationship to end, so why do you bring my best friend in this relationship?" ask Elfiza who started to get emotional.

"El, degerin me, we can still fix this all" pinta Nano.

"What do you want to fix?" Asked Elfiza to yell

"El, but I don't want to break up from you I don't want this relationship to end" said Nano.

"Ok if it wants to loe .. I follow but can you get away from Nadin?" Elfiza asked which made Nano speechless.

"He'll do it El, Nano will do it, we'll split the origin of loe tetep be my best friend" pinta nadin at the end of the sentence

Although his heart was sliced he could not deny if he did love the figure beside him, but unfortunately he had become a lover of his best friend long before he hit Nano.

"Gue ain't the same loe but I asked Nano " answered Elfiza coldly.

"Nan let's say, if we're going to separate from El" pinta Nadin even though his heart hurts but Nadin also does not want to lose a friend as good as Elfiza who is always there when she falls.

"Why are you silent ? can you be far from Nadin? so let me let me go" Elfiza said.

"El I beg you not to ask that of me, you may ask anything but do not ask to break up from me I beg you" pinta Nano, Nano knows his fatal mistake he played fire with his girlfriend's best friend, but Nano can't be left if Nadinpun is in his life.

And he also loved his girlfriend's best friend but if he had to leave Elfiza he would never be able to leave Elfiza, he was too dependent on the love Elfiza gave him. Which makes him unable to live far from Elfiza for two weeks yesterday Elfiza did not want to meet him he was already upset.

"Loe doesn't want to leave Nadin but you don't want to break up from me either! Nan in choosing loe can only choose one ga can both, although the choice will hurt someone" said Elfiza explained, who knows if her ex-boyfriend does not understand.

Ex-girlfriend? That means he has established himself as a kingpin back, he said,

There was no emotional tone in his words this time, not no anger, it was just that he was suppressing his ego, he wanted this matter to be finished quickly, he said, with emotion will not make the problem finish that there is even more runyam.

"Even if you keep choosing me even though I'm going to keep going from loe what else with the current leaflet loe, sorry Nan our relationship ended up here" obviously Elfiza made up her mind while smiling at her feet to get away from the place that made her breath tight.

"El pleach, horrified what we want to talk about first" prevented Nadin, said Nadin, Nadin is still trying to prevent it if not today then his friendship with Elfiza will end and it does not want to be experienced by him.

"My horror is Nad, please don't make me make a loser who is willing to make every way for the sake of the people I love Nad, I don't want to be a villain for my own best friend ok" said Elfiza while patting the cheek of Nadin then smile.

"It is happy that you are with Nano I am sincere" he added.

"But I can't be happy with the suffering of Loe El" Nadin said.

"What do you want from me?" ask Elfiza

"Guue ain't ready to share Nad, what else the man I love the most I'll never be ready Nad, make for my love even though our status is only my girlfriend is not ready I am not loe Nad. So I hope you understand my decision" continued Elfiza at length still with a smile created in her lips.

Then left the two of them who were silent and this time Elfiza really went without prevention it made Elfiza's heart a little relieved because it was no longer in that stifling position.

TBC.