My Story Elfiza Anestasia's
UNPREDICTABLY
The night is getting late, the silence of the night increasingly gripping the earth, the silence dominating the night signifies that on earth there is no longer a sign - a sign of life, all who live have been lulled and played in their dreams, to welcome the morning with different expectations.
It turns out that the calculation of silence is wrong, there is still one person who is awake until now, the silence that hit the night does not make him afraid to enjoy the view that nature has shown tonight.
The girl lifted her head to see how beautiful the dark sky was, the moon and the sparkle was still faithfully accompany the night above the horizon.
Ahh how beautiful creation - His, dear he could never reach it, on his face the decoration of the night with a smile that expands on the girl's lips.
I don't know what the culprit is so that he is still awake when someone should be asleep.
"Beautiful no, the evening decoration was amazing no less beautiful with a stinging afternoon decoration" arrived - suddenly the voice was heard so clearly in his ears, the girl seemed to turn her head right and left, make sure who was talking, but the result is no one there but him.
"Look, I love the way the moon works" the voice came back, the girl turned back to make sure that there was no one else but her there, and the result remains the same he is alone tonight in the yard next to his house.
"He is the brightest of all the night decorations, just as the sun is the brightest"
"Why does that like it?" This time the girl jumped in shock when she herself heard the voice, a voice that was familiar to her, like a stranger, she certainly memorized her own voice.
"Don't I tell you both are beautiful"
"But baby can't be together"
"Can ko"
"But it's an eclipse"
"It's not more beautiful"
"Like you and me"
"meaning?"
"If the sun and the moon unite, it will be an eclipse, if you and I are united, then we are"
Sebersit semum engraved in the tiny lips of Elfiza, yes the girl who had been confused with the voices heard by her, now she understood very well what was happening at this time.
Without guilt and sin a memory of the past just flashed past, sliding like a brakeless lolerkoster wheel.
Can not be stopped by his brain, but a long time ago revolved forward but why Elfiza still walk in place, as if reluctant to leave the past full of memories.
Remember not only the happy memories you have, but also the bitter memories you have received well, and are still imprinted sweetly in the corner of your deepest heart, do you not want to leave that?.
Mmmmmm....
Unknowingly the heavy breath was blown away just like that from inside his nostrils, it seemed like his lungs were swollen, either too much oxygen obtained, or even less so that it felt tight.
Suddenly his arm hit - hit his chest trying to expel the tightness that squeezes the soul, realize it is not a disease that can general doctors or heart or lung specialists who can heal it.
You yourself have to fight to eliminate the tightness, try to make peace with the past, who says he does not want to make peace with his past? There have been many ways to try but the results? Not at all visible!.
Humans can only be patient after trying 'There must be a time where I can laugh freely when remembering the sad event' Inner Elfiza.
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Yes all say try to forget, all say so, it is easy for someone to order that.
He can be just a speech without having to buy it, why it is difficult, not difficult words but living it difficult.
Because all this time he learned to remember not to forget, that is always applied in his daily life, so do not blame him if he still needs time to be able to make peace with the past.
Maybe the time will be much longer to be able to make peace with the past, after this, for some reason the memories with him are reflected back like they just happened.
Even though he shouted enough words even though the memories could not be prevented from spinning in his brain that was tired of spinning the memory continues, whether when it was all over for Elfiza.
The shadow had arrived at noon - the byte alone appeared overlapping with the shadow of his past, finally he understood why the memory he had been trying to suppress so as not to appear on the surface of his brain.
Even re-emerged it turns out the problem was in the incident this afternoon.
Flasback...
After Siska, Kezia and Elfiza felt enough for him to break in today, they split up on one of the strowberi plantations in the lembang area.
Elfiza should have gone home if only her two brothers had not called her earlier, 'If you did not make her sister bother not brother Yudha same brother Judis name' lamented inner Elfiza.
Elfiza had to turn around, to comply with the wishes of her two brothers, to buy her two brothers' favorite food.
He was still grumbling after arriving at the place, Elfiza was getting mumbling while the martabak of the usual place of his subscription was crowded.
"Here, why all this time the queue" upset Elfiza muttered, because she did not want to wait long finally Elfiza decided to tell her two brothers.
^^^Si King Jahil😈^^^
...📨 The queue is long elsewhere yes...📨. To the point fill in a message from Elfiza....
No less quickly Yudha replied to a message from her sister.
^^^Si King Jahil😈^^^
^^^📩Ga wants martabak mang Amin only 📩.^^^
Elfiza snorted in annoyance as she read the line of words listed in her brother's short order.
^^^Si King Jahil😈^^^
^^^📨 But really long 📨^^^
This time Elfiza complained ria in her message, not forgetting she sent a photo of the people who were waiting in line, just proof that her brother wanted to understand.
^^^Si King Jahil😈^^^
^^^📩Ga would like to know the pokonya there 📩^^^
^^^📨 Ga tau himself, has ordered also 📨^^
^^^Si King Jahil😈^^^
^^^📩 Merekan ama tell ga no difference brother dear, already brother wants that, you often ask something from brother, brother dear, the time of brother asking for help once this can not be 📩^^^
It feels if not ashamed Elfiza wants to just stay in that place, very upset with her brother this one. 'Still just wait, good benar kebangetan, watch out later' Inner Elfiza.
^^^📨😠😡📨^^^
Only the annoyed emot that Elfiza returned to her order for Yudha, upset that she had made her brother. Shortly waiting for Elfiza to get a message back from her brother, this time ...
Bepp...
^^^Moster Makcoblang😧^^^
^^^📩Dek has arrived where? How come nyampe - nyampe house anyway? 📩^^^
Glad to get a message that is like this, the attention of Judis is 'Abang me this one the basdt really, so more dear' inner Elfiza.
Bepp...
Back the incoming message came, before Elfiza had time to reply to a message from Judis.
^^^Moster Makcoblang😧^^^
^^^📩Don't forget yes brother order, keep not late😄📩^^^
It feels Elfiza wants to drown her sisters if she can, just praised even her quota Elfiza wants to claw Yudis until bloody - blood only after seeing the contents of the message.
Not wanting his emotions to overflow Elfiza chose to go across, Elfiza more memlih around the protected house, to wait for the queue rather than jostling - the insistence of the monk in the martabak shop.
It has been said that Elfiza does not like the crowd, so just let the dragon meander around following the queue. Elfiza hopes the martabak will run out so that her brother does not get what he wants.
Lembang is always refreshing according to Elfiza, what else now he is in a protected house, he does like flowers even though he is not a true flower lover like Yunia and Siska.
He just likes it, because there are some flowers that make him impressed and like.
"Hi, can we talk?" Almost the heart of the tiger child was dislodged so surprised.
"Loe, why are you here?" Elfiza asked, she really jumped in shock when she found out who she was talking to.
"Ngikutin loe" he replied lightly without guilt, do not know if he could be a killer because it has made the heart of Elfiza threatened.
"Do you want to loe?" Asked Elfiza to the point, she did not have much time, at least for the person in front of her at this moment, not until she could control her heart.
"Simpel, I want to just be the one we behind the rich first" he replied, can be guessed himself not who is currently beside Elfiza.
Hearing the words from Nano made Elfiza growl, do not know if she already hated it, but why the man before her wanted it.
"Sory I can't" replied Elfiza casually, rather trying to relax herself so as not to look tense.
"L love me a chance, I beg you" pinta Nano, without shame, where are your veins of shame Nan?.
"I'm sorry I can't" Elfiza said.
"I know I've done something wrong, but can't a second chance be there for me?" Pinta Nano's. Men have no shame.
"Ga someone should be given a chance, because everything ends because it is also because of loe" explained Elfiza emphasized.
It was like Elfiza was slapping a man in front of her who was daring to block Elfiza's wrist, holding her back from there.
"Loe can not run El, the feeling can not be lied to" prevent Nano said.
"What does Loe mean?" Elfiza asked, instead of him not knowing it was just better to pretend not to know.
"Don't dodge El if you still have that feeling for me" said Nano
"Where is the evidence that I still have the same taste loe? Where's evidence?" Little screamed Elfiza asked, as she was carried away Emotions.
"Why silence? Do you have any proof? That means everything you said there was none right" Elfiza said, her breath hunting a little because of her unstable emotions.
"Gue doesn't need to prove anything El, because we feel connected" explained Nano trying to close the distance between them, unfortunately when the distance is getting closer, Elfiza instead gave distance back by stepping back.
"Stop Nan's bullshit talk, I hope this is our last meeting on this issue" Elfiza said.
"That means I can still meet loe?" Sergey Nano is happy.
"Gue hope you understand, when we meet accidentally like this, please never reprimand me again assume we do not know" pinta Elfiza.
"Try to accept everything that has happened Nan, it's all you used to want not so go as you want though not as you expect" said Elfiza then passed.
"That means what I said just now right El, I think it's still there for me isn't El?" Shouted Nano asking because Elfiza had moved away from her presence with her footsteps.
"Gue has to get out of here as soon as possible" muttered Elfiza.
"Why should I meet the kids anyway" upset Elfiza.
Elfiza back across but not for martabak ass that the queue is not less even more added, Elfiza back there to pick up the bike and then darted away from that place.
He no longer wanted to deal with the young man, enough had he dealt with the man, even the problem of forgetting he could not but casually the man was even present back in his life.
Ohhh what kind of god's plan this is, why Elfiza can't calm down for a moment over her past.
Elfiza drove the iron horse mercilessly, her speed was flat, I don't know if she didn't think about the possibility that would happen to her, she just thought about how to escape the pursuit of Nano.
Because from earlier the motorbike driven by Nano continued to follow him, Elfiza hated this why she was like playing a movie. This time he's like a criminal running from the police.
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TBC..
