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...β Moon we used to see together now I can only see myself β...
...β Sea water tides and recedes all the time but why my love for you cannot recede even if it is eroded by time. β...
Days changed months also changed and not terba years back changed, already a year passed back in Lembang, the situation all changed, which did not change was the sense that continues to be present in his heart.
Now Judis is struggling to get into the same college as Yudha while Elfiza has just gone to class, but the problem of moving on her never ends, it was always a shadow for him.
Not do not want him to free his heart just when he wants to be free at that time continues to be a shadow that does not want to go, just when he wants to be free, already trying to escape but the more Elfiza tries to forget then the harder she is to be free from that feeling.
Now he no longer takes a dizzy he wants to walk like water just what else life is about romance, love, he does not want to try too hard to forget because it will be in vain, increasingly forgotten, increasingly imagined when the sweetness of memories and bitterness
betrayals.
More open is the solution, but that does not mean he can immediately have a partner back, only more able to open up to his friends, this time he could endjoy enjoying death of his permanent life in SMA.
Not infrequently anyone wants to love him, it's just that Elfiza looks indifferent, although Elfiza impressed aburadul but she is arguably a popular girl at school. almost all know him who does not know Elfiza sianak absrud who cool when invited to chat in any hat is almost anything.
So not only do girls want to be friends with him almost every man wants to be close to him to be a friend he will welcome but it if someone has a special taste or wants to have hubunga is more than just a friend he will slowly retreat regularly.
I don't know why his past is a problem for him at this time because with it all Elfiza seems to close his heart to any man who wants to be in love with him, he said, even her brother Judis is often matchmaking with her friend just because she does not want Elfiza to experience the trauma of a man.
Judis knew that because compared to Yudha he was the one who was more often at home and knew his little brother was not right, plus he had a school with Elfiza even though only a year but Elfiza never escaped within surveillance.
To be honest it is not as desirable that Judis saw Elfiza dating because Elfiza her sister and she did not want the events that happened to her beloved sister back, too, but if allowed to continue like this Elfiza will be afraid to establish a serious relationship with men.
Nano is a jerk but not all guys like him he just wants to show it to his sister, and if even if Elfiza had experienced the same thing being hurt on any basis she would have been more able to react to it if she could open her heart again.
The Judis regretted why his sister first knew and felt the love that led to the girl traumatized by a more serious relationship.
Judis wanted her brother to be free from it all because his life was still long and running because there was no way he would sit on the bench of his High School continue.
Judis was only afraid that Elfiza would continue to be traumatized to the extent that she should have been married, but because her trauma would have hindered her, so why does he always introduce friends who he thinks can be trusted to take care of his sister.
But Elfiza always rejected the other side of Judis thankfully because Elfiza did not want to be close and establish a relationship but the other side of Judis' heart was afraid if it was prolonged, and it was also felt by Yudha but Yudha was not as extreme as Judis who betrothed her sister to her friend.
Yudha only continued to pay attention to him because even now Rlfiza is still in High School so he only noticed that the time had come later Yudha would help him free his little sister from the traps of the past, but Yudha always hoped it would not happen that Yudha should interfere with the love of her beloved sister she hoped that when the time came Elfiza would no longer have mass taruma.
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"Sister can come in?" yudha asked at the door that made Elfiza flinch in shock, because Yudha did not knock on the door and only spoke like that.
"Eh ... big brother. come in .. has it been a long time?" ask lfiza.
"What are you doing on deck?" Ask Yudha.
"Just look at the moon" answered Elfiza briefly.
'Seeing the moon to the extent that you do not realize the arrival of your brother aware of the inner deck of Yudha.
"Ohhh" Yudha beroh ria.
"Finally this brother noticed you often daydream the deck" said Yudha finally.
"Why?" Further asked.
"There's no kok brother" replied Elfiza quickly.
"You are not good at lying, dear" said Yudha softly. "Judis right, you're hiding something let's say what?" Yudha.
"There is nothing like it my dear brother, it is just the feeling of brother and sister Judis alone " replied Elgza as she struggled spoiled to Yudha.
'I feel like I miss like this sister' Inner Elfiza said.
"Are you sure you're not hiding anything from your brother and Judis?" I made sure Yudha asked that.
"Oh my goodness, I told you that I was okay, brother Judis was too much against me " elfiza said she now feels uncomfortable if Yudha's protection has come.
He was not free and feared to be exposed to what he was feeling right now, because he was afraid that if Yudha knew the thing that made him daydream, Yudha was really different from Judis, Yudha, Yudha will immediately act without a second thought that Elfiza fears because her words will always be proven by her.
"Well, if that is the case, sleep is already night" Yudha said.
"Sister.thank you brother and sister Judis always love and worry about me, I'm happy about it but I'm really good" said Eliza Long.
"Dear Ontime, it's the responsibility of brother and sister Judis to take care of you and mother and father, so now you sleep yes" Yudha pinta as she kissed the darling of Elfiza's forehead.
"Good ninghet" continued Yudha.
"Ninghet big brother" replied Elfiza with a smile.
'It's obvious you're thinking about something deck, since Zia's arrival here you've come to be like that if you don't want to tell me your own brother will find her dear, by way of sister!' batiin Yudha while pulling the door knob of Elfiza room.
"Sorry brother if I speak frankly brother will not be silent. I'm just afraid that you're acting to harm yourself just to protect me, I'm really happy to have two sisters who love me so much" Elfiza said in silence.
"I just don't want anyone to know that my heart's turmoil that's afraid of that time, that time continues to haunt me, and then it's like my shadow wherever I go he stays by my side. I'm afraid that I can't be in a relationship anymore with any man other than a friendship because of the time that continues to be my shadow" said Elfiza lirih
TBC..
So whether Elfiza can see the future without being overshadowed by the past or she will continue to be devastated by the past.... π