My Story Elfiza Anestasia's

WHEN FAHRI VENT: EVERYONE ALSO DOES NOT WANT HIS BELONGINGS TO BE DIVIDED!

"Gue never had a dark thing about El's love" Fahri finally honest also with what had been the problem, making him afraid to restart his love story.

Elfiza sat back down, she wanted to know how far Fahri trusted her to tell him personal things, "You want a story?" Ask Elfiza.

Fahri fell silent, not how long he inhaled - in the air to start telling stories. "A long before there was Kezia here, there was already someone who occupied it first" he said, pointing at his heart.

"Two times I felt sick because of love" he said starting the story that afternoon, Elfiza faithfully heard the story.

It turns out that Fahri has the same thing with him betrayed by the people he trusted even though Fahri's case was more complicated than him, he said, but still the pain felt must be the same as what Elfiza felt until now, that's why when Fahri said "Gue don't want to be sick again" Elfiza understood exactly how it felt.

It's natural that if Fahri a little traumatized by the pain, what else Fahri experienced it twice, if not twice, Elfiza who only once until now has not been able to cure her feelings what else Fahri who twice experienced it.

"His name is Rachel, she'd rather stay away now than mend ties with me" he said.

"Loe ain't trying to explain if that's not the wrong loe?" Ask Elfiza

"Often not just once but many times until in the end I cape and mutusin ngebiarin it" replied Fahri.

"Sick with the same person is enough to make me afraid to establish a relationship again El, the pain to date" explained Fahri.

"Loe ain't trying to get your best friend's help?" Ask

"Which friend do you mean?" Fahri asked annoyed, Elfiza bugkam indeed the story of Fahri is more complicated than what he just heard.

Fahri used to know a person named Rachel he was so close to him, Rachel was the sweet girl Fahri had known and it was the first time Fahri felt comfortable towards the opposite sex.

At that time Fahri just entered the blue and white period, at first there was no feeling like just friends, only, but over time the feeling arises because the serignya together cause comfort in the heart of Fahri and Rachel was the same thing before Fahri introduced him to Tangguh the friend who is different from his school.

When the second grade of Junior High the boy tried to express what he felt to his girl, maybe at that time the newly formed love monkey alone unfortunately Rachel did not accept it, Rachel did not accept it, he said it was small and it was understood by Fahri, but rejected yes it must hurt.

But not making the relationship Fahri and Rachel tenggang even more sticky days just like stamps, making Fahri sure if Rachel also has the same taste just not yet conscious, if he was a child he would try to hold on until his time came.

Fahri fostered his love until he introduced him to Tanggu Melbur already all he fostered even made him suffer because he could not forget Rachelnya.

After graduating Junior High Fahri tried his luck again to shoot the idol of the heart but still failed, until the fifth experiment then he got a very encouraging answer when he just finished the test to enter his High School.

Unfortunately this time he chose a High School that is not the same as his puja, even so he was willing to spin around just to drive and pick up the lover.

But in fact the sacrifice was in vain because Rachel even acted with her best friend, she still remembered very well what she said to her best friend "It turns out that the person I told to take care of my girlfriend is the one who nikung me" said Fahri sarcas.

Disappointed, of course, very disappointed with what he saw, it turns out that so far the people he trusted were not as honest as they seemed.

"It's not Fah's fault, but it's your fault, you're the one in my relationship and tough, not tough" Rachel doesn't want her boyfriend to be the target of Fahri's tantrums because Rachel knows how Fahri's attitude is if he's angry.

"What does that mean?" Fahri asked, not understanding.

"To be honest before you shot me, I was tough, that's why I didn't want to accept you" Rachel said in a guilty tone.

"Why didn't you say?" Fahri asked raised his voice.

"Loe makes me sicker if the story is Tangg" ketus Fahri

"Sorry Fah I don't mean" said Tough.

"What does it mean that you told Rachel to accept me?" Ask Fahri

"Perhaps in this way we can share Rachel without anyone hurting" Toughly said.

Buggn ..

One punch landed on Tangguh's cheek for that Rachel let it go because she also felt disappointed by what Tangguh said, however, he felt the pain also saw the person he loved troubled with the friend just because of him.

"Thinking is very stupid, whoever never wants his own divided, just loe who wants to share loe's property, I will be more able to accept the honesty loe than my loe giniinin" up and down Fahri's shoulders because of his mounting anger but still trying to hold him as hard as he can.

"And you want to be a puppet, from now on between me and you there is never again a relationship" after saying so Fahri left them both.

"The world's most suitable partnership" Fahri lamented.

***

Fahri tried to rise from his slump to start his life he instilled if there were still other women in the world who could make him vibrate other than Rachel but in fact it was difficult to take months to heal his wounds.

It is possible that Elfiza knew Fahri loved Kezia for three years, but unfortunately Elfiza was wrong for two years she just tried to solidify her heart to Kezia because she had a love for the girl. But again - again after Fahri convinced by the feelings that have been lost it was in fact he returned while questioning if he could no longer be with Tangguh.

And Fahri repeated the same mistake that made him sicker the second time.

"What do you mean you're playing me like this?" Fahri asked Rachel.

"It's not like you think, it's my explanation" Rachel asked

"What would you like to explain to me?" Ask Fahri sarcasm.

"We just happened to meet, he told me that he was in trouble just that Fah, I was just trying to help, no matter how I was and he was still a friend just like you, like you, because of the mistake of that time you still do not say hello to him?" Ask Rachel

"You better know what it's like to be disappointed instead" Fahri said then left Rachel alone who just fell silent.

It's not that Rachel doesn't understand that she really understands, she just wants to make peace with her past, so as not to make her sick every time she meets the man who still has her heart.

What is wrong if he wants to make peace with his past, what he expects from Fahri is to understand his circumstances he also wants Fahri to make peace with his past anyway he has now got himself, he said, fahri should be more able to make peace with the situation and believe in him.

What a very selfish desire is not Rachel, she is not angry and hates him is disappointed, someone who has been disappointed will be more vigilant so what? So that he would no longer go into the same hole.

The mistake Fahri made was accepting you back in his life to make him fall into the same hole, Fahri thought with him on the side of Rachel at this time would be able to replace the position of Tough in Rachel's heart but his thoughts far shot.

That love cannot be forced as hard as you try still you cannot fight it if it opposes you to enter into its heart.

But what is the power of a Fahri who can not oppose his love for Rachel which resulted in him falling into the deepest abyss of pain.