My soul mate turned out to be Him

Hallucinations

Many looked in amazement at me, Ah.. Maybe it's because of my beauty that they say I'm like an angel, but it's funny how they parable

I put my feet closer to her, but my eyes were so reluctant to look at her face, I lowered my face as I walked closer to her

Huh.. My heart started beating so fast in there as if it was going out of its place

"Please the bride kiss her husband's hand" Mc's interduction

Maybe because seeing me just fall silent while lowering my head, Aaaa.. What do I care, I immediately reach for his hand to kiss, after which he kissed my forehead, insolent my inner want as soon as I hit him. Kissing me without my permission and in front of a lot of people, ahh... Shame on me, but... We've been legally husband and wife is not okay, but still I'm embarrassed

Throwing my hand to put our wedding chip on my ring finger, and turning around I put the ring on her ring finger, I heard her chuckle as I put the ring on her ring finger

'What he thought was funny'

'What makes her laugh like that' my inner self

"Don't you want to see your husband's handsome face" he whispered softly in my ear

'Unfortunately, why is she this senarsis' my grumble in my heart

'What is this much of the world's population of narcissistic men' I grumbled again

I upset my face to see what my husband's face looks like, which he says is handsome

Unconsciously my tears fell staring at the face in front of me, I immediately erased my tears because again I did not want to look fragile in front of many people on my happy day

"I'm sorry" I said as I watched him frown at me watching me shed tears

"You're just an Alsava hallucination" I mumbled

"You're hallucinating" I said bracingly with my head still down

Agh... Shame it felt because these tears did not want to stop flowing and continued to flood my cheeks that had been polished in such a way

I looked once again at my husband's face, but again I hallucinated thinking he was a man I knew very well

'This is how I miss now'

'As soon as I want to meet you'

'Until he's so similar to you' my inner being in heart

I rubbed my cheeks with tears, but a second later a warm hand touched my cheek, wiping away my tears

"It's so happy for the bride to cry like that to meet her husband" said one of the women I believe in from the family I call my husband

"Yes..."

"Happy crying can't be described by what else" he said

Let others think of me like that, it's good they don't know how I really feel, I lyrics Mama who sits not far behind Papa, Mama is also shedding her tears, happy tears of course, his favorite daughter is now married for sure that is what Mama thinks

Kulirik again next to Mama, looks a woman who is so beautiful despite being consumed by age, which I believe is the same age as Mama, but her beauty I can not describe anymore, he was also shedding tears, looking deeply at me, what he thought I did not know

Besides looking very handsome and dashing figure even though his age is also not young anymore, his authority is clearly visible from the look of his face, ahh.. That's my father-in-law and beside her my mother-in-law, my inner being is in my heart

I'm sure of myself again, I look at once again the figure of my husband, I see he is also looking fixed on my face

Tests...

My tears are falling again

'Don't now' my grumbling in heart

"Hufht" I exhaled my coarse breath

"Yet you hallucinated Alsava" I murmured softly

I heard again vaguely he chuckled, laughed at me, may I hit him here, ahh may I go mad, may I leave as soon as possible from here

Various thoughts came to my brain, unconsciously warm hands began to touch my cheeks, 'comfort' that's how I felt

"You are not hallucinating Al dear" said the man in front of me softly

Hearing his words I put my face again staring at his face, hoping that everything is true is not a hallucination

I shook my head in disbelief, where I might not be hallucinating, ah.. It must have been my hallucination, there's no way he's here, it's funny how you wish Alsava is so funny, not anymore

I turned my face to look at the others, but he swiftly prevented me by cupping my cheek with both of his big hands

"Dispose of everything in your mind"

"Now look at me intently and see who I am" she told me to look at her face

I tried hard, afraid I would look at her face tightly, but again the same face that was in front of me, the face that I missed so much, the face that I was very familiar with, this is how bad I am hallucinating

"Al... Alva" I subconsciously called out my sacred name on my wedding day

He chuckled at me saying another man's name, was he disappointed, but why was he smiling and laughing so little

"I miss you" he whispered right in my ear

Wait, this voice is not a hallucination, this face is not a hallucination all real, all real, I look at all the invited guests there, he said,

'Sister Rae' murmured me softly

And next to him again...

'Za' I murmured as I saw Zachery also present at my wedding, I saw him smile as I looked at his face

Wait, if they're both here, and even more so, Rae's here, that means...

I turned my face to look at the face of the man in front of me again

"l..Va" call me

"Hm.. Still think that the man in front of you is just a hallucination hm?!" his words were convincing

"Alva" called me once again to hold back my tears, I don't want all of them just my hallucinations, hoping that he's really here but the real other person, not him

"Dear, I'm here, with you" she said more convincingly

"I... L'm.. I... I.. It's not a hallucination, is it" I said convincingly

"No, you're not hallucinating anymore"

"But it's real" she said, grabbing my hand at her guide to feel her face

My tears could no longer bear, I cried and hugged him tightly, not believing that he was my husband, I need an explanation for all this but I have to put it aside, I... Just wanted to hug her, spill all my heart

I felt him welcome my embrace, stroking my trembling shoulders while occasionally tucking the softly-wrapped top of my head

The sound of cheers was so boisterous back there, I didn't care at all, that I wanted me to hug him, to hug who had now become my husband

"Hiks, thank you" I said to no one