My soul mate turned out to be Him

About Nara 2

'Nara Pov'

After the statement that said that would dismiss me as Assistant and his best friend made my guts to back offend about money, I finally took the initiative to set aside some of my salary as well as my bonus to save.

After a few months, my savings were finally sufficient. I mustered my courage to express my desire. I was very afraid that he would be angry with me again, but so did not dampen my intentions.

Three days I considered my wish, three days I gathered my courage to speak to Alsa. Now is the time to give a bonus at the end of the month, when everyone has gone home hesitantly I call his name who is still focused on drawing on paper

"Mmmm... Sa" I said doubtfully

"Why don't you plan on getting a bonus back from me again, right?" ask Alsa to investigate. I shook my head immediately

"Mmmm.... But you don't get mad" I asked again, okay I was really scared

Alsa then stopped her activities and looked at me confused

"If from tomorrow you don't pick me up I can't Sa" I said hesitantly

Alsa who heard the words that were said for her to put her pencil down violently shocked me, I saw her eyes radiate anger,

'This is what I fear' my inner self in my heart

"Why?" ask Alsa flat

"I... I'm leaving on my own from tomorrow, can't I?" answer me

"Why?" ask Alsa again

"You've done too much to help me Sa, I want to be independent, I can't continue to depend on you, so I.." My words were cut off by Alsa's confession

"You feel bad because you've caught me"

"You don't want me to constantly feel like you"

"You feel bad because I take you every day"

"You feel bad because I'm always nolongin' you"

"You feel bad because I always give you your bonus"

"That's what you want to say to me Ra?!" Ask Alsa

"How many times have you told me this, I don't like Ra"

"I always say to you, right, I do it because I want to, because I love you, not just because I specialize you in my eyes,"

"All I consider the same Ra, both you, Kaila, know the others as well" continued Alsa with reddened eyes holding in annoyance

Suddenly my tears fell upon the confession that Alsa made to me

"I don't mean Sa," I said as I shook his head

"I just don't want you to bother because you have to pick me up all the way, which is why I..."

"It's up to you if that's your will Ra" Alsa cut off and passed away leaving me still crying in her study

After Alsa I cried so much, I never saw her going so angry with me, but today, I see her, she even scolded me, this is the first time.

After a while I had gained control of myself, I got out of Alsa's room and locked her up, checked the state of the boutique and locked her up.

I saw Alsa's car was no longer parked, it was a sign that he left me, he really obeyed my words by not dropping me off or picking me up again.

My tears were falling again, even this time it felt heavier, my chest felt tight, I was only able to cry in front of the boutique

'Why are you this stupid Ra?'

'He has helped you a lot'

'He helped you live well'

'He who has given you complete trust'

'But today you destroyed everything Ra'

'You stupid Ra.. Stupid' that's how I said in my heart to condemn all my stupidity

That's the word that can describe me, I saw the time showed at 21:15 I arrived home, the situation was empty sign that my family was asleep. I also entered using a spare key that I always carry after I went home using an online motorcycle taxi.

I dropped my body, unexpectedly my tears fell again, so long I denied until I unconsciously fell asleep without cleaning myself first.

The dawn prayer widened my ears to get up and carry out my morning duties. I cried again for my stupidity. After completion I also prepared to leave for campus because today there is a thesis guidance schedule.

There I only met Kaila without Alsa beside her. I feel disappointed, 'he's still mad at me' that's how I thought

After finishing my tutelage I went back to the boutique to handle everything that was there. I don't see Alsa's car here, she doesn't visit the boutique. I called Kaila to ask Alsa where she was and wished she was okay and there, but unfortunately Alsa did not show herself to be blinded, I was even more worried about her.

It's impossible for me to contact him right now, because I'm sure he'll get even more angry with me, and I'll break my intention to contact him and ask him if he's, and he's definitely not okay.

Sure enough, for a few days there was no news about him, Alsa did not visit the boutique even though just checking as usual.

I saw a man who had been served by Alsa visiting and asked Alsa to serve him as usual, I politely told him that Alsa was not in place, the man only nodded after choosing one pair of suits and ties as well as shoes that match the suit he bought.

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My relationship with Alsa has really not improved, she has occasionally visited mebutik and she always ignored my existence, ignored my calls, she passed to her study and always locked the door. Several times this situation has continued.

Alsa is a person who will forget the incident by itself, but when he is angry he will be stone-headed and not heed the people around.

As much as any try to get closer or explain that he has not completely forgotten the incident he will not ignore, which is why I choose to avoid and give him time to himself. If things improve later I explain the real situation, that's how I think.

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Today Alsa visited the boutique but again I still ignored it, this time we the designers were asked to immediately complete the design that had been previously designed by him.

The room was so gripping, that's how I felt, Alsa who still remained silent as if understanding the situation of her boss who was in a very bad state made them afraid as well as other employees who did not dare to open their voices, said the president, we focus on our own work.

'It's so cold the room' so noisy that I heard from another employee.

Brakkk

The chair occupied by Alsa fell backwards as she stood up violently. As soon as the employees in the room stopped their activities, I saw that they were shocked because Alsa, looking scared from their facial expressions.

"You finish everything, the day after tomorrow it must be in front, also orders from customers come first" said Alsa ketus to all people who are here

"Don't repeat the mistake as last week"

"Remember the most important customer satisfaction point we have" Alsa said in an angry tone.

Those who were afraid simply responded with a nod without much of a sound. Instantly Alsa left the draft room and went out of the boutique.

My heart suddenly hurt, though,

'So angry and upset Alsa to me now' I asked in my heart