My soul mate turned out to be Him

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Alsava opened his eyes, his body was a little heavy because of something, he saw the figure of a handsome man with his eyes closed, his hands placed under Alsava's head as a pillow. Alsava just remembered unknowingly last night he cried and fell asleep in Alva's arms. Alva fell asleep with her hands clutching Alsava's waist as if she was afraid that Alsava would leave

Slowly Alsava kept Alva's hands away from his body hoping that the man would not wake up from his sleep, he saw the handsome face of Alva who was sleeping

He saw the handsome face of alva who was still asleep in his sleep with great clinging. Unknowingly the tears of alsava dripped, alsava quickly wiped away her tears that continued to flow with a rush as if she did not want to stop

The Alsava Cup kisses Alva's forehead gently

"I'm sorry Al"

"I have to go"

"I'm sorry that I betrayed the love and affection you've given me"

"Forget me al"

"Forget everything about me, forget the love story we grew up with"

"Please be good"

"May you be happy even if you are not with me"

"And may you be happier with the woman who has been chosen by Him" whispered Alsava lirih

Alsava immediately searched where his bag was and left the villa where Alva was sleeping

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After his decision a few days ago Alsava prefers to shut himself up, he still cannot accept everything, Alsava also prefers to go home to his parents in order to avoid Alva who will most likely look for him, but it's impossible, he's left Alva, and there's no way Alva will look for him

Guilt always enveloped his heart, he.. To betray Alva, someone who loved her so much, loved her so sincerely but had to end because she had to marry another man

"Where are you going, baby?" asked the mother when she saw Alsava stuffing her clothes into a large suitcase

"I'm going to Paris Ma!" replied Alsava who was tidying up his clothes

"Paris?! what do you want to do there?" ask Mama

"Fashion show" replied Alsava

"But the day after heaven and your future husband came here son!" say Mama

Hearing Mama's statement Alsava's heart was so hit, wanted him to say no to the Mama, but there was no courage to say it, his eyes began to glaze over but Alsava had to be tough to face everything

"Ma..."

"I've agreed on everything, Mama and Papa who set how good it is"

"Sava follow all" said Alsava in a husky voice holding back his cries

"But it would be better if you come with me"

"Meet your future husband!" say Mama again

"Sorry Ma.. Alsava can't"

"Sava please be with Mama, for the last time.."

"Sava did Sava's own wish" asked Alsava to shed his tears

"I'm sorry Mama son" said Mama regretted while hugging the body of her favorite child

"Alsava pamit Ma"

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Alsava dragging his big suitcase

With tears Alsava left her big house, forgetting for a moment her heartache to later receive a new heart, opening a new page with her future husband

"Sorry Ma, Alsava wants to calm sava's heart first"

"I'm sorry that Alsava seemed to run away" said Alsava in his heart

Alsava got into the car that had been booked a while ago, he left his big house. Her tears could no longer be blocked, it hurt so much. Alsava cried in the car he was in

"Why cry neng" asked the driver who was curious because his passengers were crying after getting into the car

Alsava shook his head and continued to cry, the driver gave up and let the passenger cry in his car

After driving for more than thirty minutes Alsava to the airport, it was seen his colleagues had arrived first at the airport. Alsava soon gained control of her, wiping away the tears she still wanted to fall on her cheeks. Wear makeup that was erased from crying

"Sorry" said Alsava

They went to Paris for the same purpose

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Almost a month Alsava went to Paris, in addition to work affairs Alsava also vacation here, his co-workers have come home from one week ago, he said, and Alsava chose to stay here as long as he wanted

Alsava is now sitting relaxed in the hotel he lived in, relaxing while reading newspapers and magazines that are available there

Alsava was so reluctant to leave the hotel, he planned to laze because there was no place he wanted to visit anymore, all of them had been visited with his Fashion teammates before they all left Paris last week

"Where are you today" asked Alsava to himself

"Where else would I go"

"Everything's been visited"

"Huuft" Alsava exhaled his coarse breath

Drrtt

Alsava's phone rang

"Assalamu'alaikum Ma" Alsava greeted Mama who was calling her

"Wa'alaikumsalam"

"How are you doing, baby?" ask Mama to worry

"Well Ma, Mama herself" asked Alsava

"Well, when are you going home, baby" asked Mama

"Either Ma, there's still a lot for Sava to finish here" Alsava lied

"You don't forget it's a pity that your wedding will be held in a few weeks" Mama reminded

Instantly Alsava's tears fell again, it turned out that during whatever time he escaped he kept remembering how sick he was when reminded of something like this

"Yes Ma, Sava did not forget" replied Alsava biting his lower lip withstanding a cry

"Mom ask after everything is done you quickly go home yes son"

"The bride-to-be does not go away long, pamali" Mama reminded

"Yes ma" replied Alsava

Alsava immediately turned off her phone connection without waiting for her to finish her speech

Alsava cried so much, he felt pain that he almost forgot a few weeks here, his heart ached so much that his guilt began to reappear to Alva, a man who loved him so much and loved him, he said, but she betrayed that love and married another man, a man she had never met

"I'm sorry Al"

"I'm sorry to torment"

"I betrayed our love"

"I betrayed you"

"I'm sorry"

"Huuu" Alsava cried bitterly as he felt his heartache

I don't know how long Alsava cried in his room, crying over the fate that happened to him. Married someone she never knew, not even loved. She will live happily after her marriage

"I miss you al"

"I miss, what are you doing now. Have you forgotten me and hated me"

"Are you living happily now al" asked alsava who he knew

Again her tears flooded her beautiful cheeks, her heart as if torn apart. Alsava cried again, only the cold of the night and the quiet room knew what was happening to his heart now

Satisfied crying Alsava fell asleep with his heart, forgetting for a moment his pain, forgetting a moment of his sadness