My soul mate turned out to be Him

Preparation

"Guardian Pov"

My wedding will be held in 2 days and now I have really become a pingit child who is not allowed to go out of the house, even I was not allowed to just check the state of the cafe or boutique, and finally I leave it all to my two best friends to handle all the needs

After my return from Paris 9 days ago, I was really preoccupied with all the preparations available, ranging from wedding dress fittings, various treatments, and so on, health checks and any needs related to my marriage later

The wedding will be held in two venues. For the contract will be held in the backyard, precisely the back garden that became my favorite place, now has been conjured for my wedding later with a simple but elegant feel. Actually I do not want a luxurious and magnificent wedding, even I only want a small event that is only attended by the family. But grandpa says we're all from a business family, it doesn't matter if my business partner doesn't know about my marriage.

After going through a long debate finally the reception for the family event was approved by both parties and will be held in the backyard. But instead there will be a massive reception by inviting all business colleagues from Papa's side, he said, Grandpa or from the prospective bridegroom who said it was also from a business family and he said this was also the first reception for the male family.

Even more surprising, this reception will be held for 3 days in a row. Because the invited guests are not allowed to be completed in just one day. And the reception will be held in Bali, one week after the contract is held. It's so exciting, my mind is not finished thinking. And no doubt they fulfilled my request to bring in Korean artists as well as foreign artists that I originally said as event entertainers so they would cancel the crazy wedding plans.

I shook my head imagining how magnificent this wedding reception would be, and it was more inconceivable how tired I would be

I dropped my body on a bed I haven't occupied in a month. I stared at the ceiling in silence. My mind drifted far away somewhere, I don't know what I'm thinking right now. Not knowing how long I'd been doing this, I let out my breath long and heavy

A feeling of longing suddenly pierced my veins. No tears fell without me preventing it. I miss his figure, the man who once made me fall in love, the man who always pissed me off, the man who once bent his knees before me to ask to be his life companion. A sudden tightness filled my heart, Pain, that's how I feel right now.

Why does the world feel unfair, why is it so evil to me, after I feel love and affection for someone, but fate seems to say something else. Soon I awakened my mind I removed my seudzon flavor and I replaced it with a sense of hustling. Because I'm sure there will be wisdom behind all this. This is the happiness that has been described to me.

After a while my heart began to calm down. I also put my feet up to clean myself. Because it was a whole day I was again preoccupied with the preparation of the reception that was not completely finished. I soak my body in the bath with soap with my favorite fragrance that makes me comfortable.

I got out an hour later from the bathroom after doing my bathing ritual. I wear a nightgown to cover my body. I held a prayer rug to fulfill my duty to Him for the Isha prayer. Not forgetting that I was determined to calm my heart and mind. I raise my hand and beg His forgiveness, pleading for health.

In my prayer I did not forget to insert a prayer for both my parents and my whole family to always be given health and blessing. With a hiccup I plead that I be fixed in my heart by the choice that has been set.please ask that I accept all the decisions that have been agreed with a spacious heart. Accepting him who will later become my priest. Not to forget also mengikhlasan feelings that ever grew in my daughter in order to receive her figure my husband fill my sanitary niche replace him a man who ever even now still in my mind. Asking us to be a family that is always in his riddles, also asking for guidance so that later I will become a good wife and mother for my family later. And do not forget I ask that he always be given sincerity with all the decisions I have made and there will be no grudge between us. I will recite my prayer to the Almighty by reading the hamdalah. I folded my mukena and also my prayer mat and put it where it should be.

I lay down my body again to find a position as comfortable as possible so that I can sleep quickly because the day has begun to night.

Tok tok tok tok

The sound of knocking on the door made me delay to fall asleep immediately, a bibik sound rang out behind my bedroom door

"Non, dinner first, Non from home has not eaten at all" said the aunt who was still behind the door

"Do you want aunt to take her to her non-dinner room?" ask the aunt patiently

With a feeling of laziness I also stepped my feet toward the door of my room, I opened the door of my room there aunt look brightah because I want to go out of the room.

"Please bring the food to the room, yes bik, say the same others I can not come down to eat, tired of the problem" said I

"Bik" called me after the aunt was at the top of the stairs and the aunt turned to me

"Please bring a glass of chocolate milk as well yes, hehe" I said cengengesan

My aunt smiled in response to my request.

After a while the aunt went upstairs with a tray containing my food a glass of water and hot chocolate milk my request. Bibik put a tray on the table near the bed, not to forget I was grateful and bibik said goodbye to get out of the room.

I eat food in my lap lazily, there is no appetite for me to eat, even my favorite cuisine does not make my appetite increase. I finished my dinner which I only spent part of. I drank a glass of hot chocolate milk which is now starting to warm up.

'Ting'

I heard the incoming message from my phone apparently from Wa group which only contains me, Kaila, also Nara

'There is no more confusion because it has been pinned ⁇ ' Nara

'Wicked you guys for not coming home, I'm sure you know there's no friend' Alsa

'in the cafe rame very buk, I have not been able to leave cafe hehe' Kaila

'Ctkk, it's a cafe, a cafe I have to come here tomorrow anyway' Alsa

'Anyway, you two should be here tomorrow! Point no use comma' Alsa

'So yes I will marry no one nemenin' Alsa

'Yes yes, tomorrow afternoon we go there deh' Kaila

'We can not if morning Sa, children how if suddenly go so aja' Nara

'As much as you are, if so, want morning, afternoon what afternoon, the important thing is not malem' Kaila

'You know the kids also started the day after tomorrow the same boutique was closed until the show I finished all' Kaila

'Ready boss' Nara

Their conversation ended, I felt a little comforted by the friends who always accompanied me. Before long the drowsiness began to attack and unconsciously I had begun to fall asleep towards the dream realm.