My soul mate turned out to be Him

Day H

"Guardian Pov"

Today is my wedding day, the day that many people say is the happiest day, but in fact it doesn't apply to me at all.. Actually, I have to be happy with this marriage, rejecting it is useless, we have been betrothed since we were small

I never knew and didn't want to know who would be my bride, I just hoped she would accept me who couldn't love her yet

Maybe after the wedding I will reveal all, this marriage happened because of force, I also believe that my future husband was forced to do this, married suddenly without a previous meeting. I'm also sure that she had someone she loved before this wedding

I'm not a good woman, but... To accept it, to fill her love into my heart I can't yet, I still can't, I hope she understands my situation later

My family was so happy when I agreed to this marriage, as seen from their smile that was clearly visible on their faces

Right now I'm in the middle of what she says will be the queen of a day, I hold my tears so as not to fall. It's not funny if what people think is my happy day I have to cry

For almost two hours I was dressed in such a way that I did not know how, my family chose a white kebaya that covered my entire body and did not forget I was wearing a hijab as my head protector

"The bride is not in make up already beautiful"

"Especially wear make up, like an angel"

"His groom must also be handsome"

"duh.. Udah that pretty girl as pretty as an angel, the guy is also handsome as handsome as a riding prince"

"You are a very compatible couple" said the fairy who decorated me flattering me

I just smiled wryly at the statement, beautiful she said, handsome she said and a matching couple as well

"You are beautiful" said Nara

"But she's not very beautiful, yes not Ra" said Kaila

"Yes, really said mbaknya, you are beautiful like an angel" said Nara enthusiastically

I know they're trying to strengthen, knowing that I'm not doing well, they hold me tight and give me strength. All sorts of feelings mixed into one right now, I don't know how I feel as if I'm pounding so hard, that nervousness must be seeing how I'm doing right now

"The groom has come non" said the aunt who suddenly entered the room where I was waiting

"Let's go down non, later if there is a call to go out non Alsava out to meet non Asava husband candidates" said the bibik explained

I just nodded, there was nothing more I could do right now and soon my status would be a wife

Slowly I came out of my room, my narrow clothes could not make it easier for me to walk faster than usual, I descended the stairs one by one accompanied by my two friends who flanked me from the left and right, not to forget also the aunt who accompanied me from behind

I heard that I was out there doing a welcome to welcome the groom, while I was still home

I don't know what describes how I feel right now, without feeling my tears fall because of what, I immediately wipe away my tears that fell before many people realized it

Set me at the end of the stairs, it felt heavy for me to move my legs even further. Want me to run out of my current situation, Ah.. It's pointless

My thoughts raged, various evil ideas popped up suddenly in my head, asking me to run, pretend to faint and even run amok for all of them to dissolve this marriage

"Sit Sa" Kaila touched my shoulder, and then my daydream went somewhere

I also obeyed the orders of Kaila and Nara who had already sat beside me

"Don't worry okay" whispered Nara braced myself

Ah.. How lucky I am to have a friend like you, without me complaining you know how I am, you always strengthen me

Faintly heard Papa begin to brief my future husband, and I heard that Papa married us, not so clear what they were saying out there

"Well"

"Well" they answered out there in unison

"Alhamdulillahhirrabil al amin......." Penghulu began to pray his prayers to the Supreme Being praying for us to be a family that really mawadah warrahmah that I caught

I let out my rough breath, feeling relieved at once... Don't know what I'm feeling

"The bride please meet her husband" was heard outside calling my name to come out to meet a man who a few minutes ago had legitimately become my husband

With nervousness I set my foot in the garden where the contract was carried out, this was the first time I met my husband, because before I would have preferred to run away during a meeting with the family that I can currently call my husband

I rounded my eyes to see the scenery in front of me, how not, my request for only the family who attended the event today, it was not in accordance with my expectations a lot of who came, he said, even I see from my husband's side did not lose much of it that came

I moved my legs further and further closer to where my husband was sitting facing Papa who was the ruler to marry us

I saw Papa's red eyes holding back his cries, like this is how parents feel when they see their child getting married and a father giving his child to another man, his beloved daughter whom he always took care of but today must be handed over to others

Back with what I now call my husband, I saw him bowing his head, crazy questions popping into my head

'*Has she regretted getting married today'

'Whether he was thinking about his lover whom he suddenly left behind to marry another girl'

'Or maybe he's thinking of a strategy for our marriage going forward'

'Oppressing me, ah.. No. gabe.. That's scary'

'Should I run away from here'

'That's impossible'

'Ah what do you think of Alsava?'

'True Mama said, Maybe because I read too many novels or soap operas I used to watch'

'So I thought too far' I said in my heart

'Ah why cool so much style'

'I'm sure he's a cocky guy*'

'Cihh, again I met this kind of man' unceasingly I grumbled in my heart

Suddenly a feeling of annoyance appeared in my heart, annoyed even if just looking at him from behind

'Okay, whatever you'll give me later I'm ready to serve you' Alsava is determined