My soul mate turned out to be Him

My soul mate turned out to be Him
Still angry



'Alsava Pov's'


This morning I'd rather go to the cafe than the kebutik. After yesterday all day I stayed in the apartment apparently bored me, so now I go to the cafe. Yep.. Actually I still feel angry, not because I intend to avoid it, but for now I'd better not meet directly with Nara.


Even though my feelings were better because that night Alva invited me to the amusement park, and I was able to bring out everything that stuck in my heart.


True said Alva, taking everything out would be better than having to hold it in your heart. Although I was upset that he suddenly invited me to go out for the night and without my consent, but now I am very grateful, because of his efforts I have slightly forgotten the burden that is in my heart.


Yep... Now I don't call her formal, even though I still look awkward on her myself, maybe it was because that night I got too carried away and my mind was too late in grief that I agreed to be friends with him from now on.


Ting


The sound of incoming messages from my phone, seen the name Alva tinotified screen.


"It's better" Alva


"Already" Alsa


"mmm... Thanks" Alsa


"Thank you for what?" Alva


"Everything" Alsa


"Should I ask for a fee from my efforts last night?😎" Alva


"Cihh, you know I won't be with you that night" Alsa


"really? 🤔" Alva


"Of course, I'd rather be home than with you" Alsa


"But you look like you're having fun" Alva


"Who said 😤" Alsa


"That's the fact" Alva


"It's because you asked me to get it all out" Alsa


"But you're having fun too" Alva


"It needs to be underlined, it's a fact" Alva


"I just screamed out a load in my heart, I don't have time for fun" Alsa


"OK okay.. Seeing you who are upset is a sign that you are better" Alva


"But I'm still asking for the pay" Alva


"How much money you spend anyway, I'll transfer it later" Alsa


"Hey... I don't need your money! I have a lot of money you know!" Alva


"No, I don't know, I haven't even counted your money" Alsa


"KKp... Wanna help?" Alva


"What??" Alsa


"Taking into account the money I have haha" Alva


"Crazy" Alsa


"So?" Alva


"What?" Alsa


"What about my pay" Alva


"How much should I pay?" Alsa


"Ckk, I told you, I don't need your money, I have a lot of money!" Alva


"Then?" Alsa


"I'll think about it when we meet" Alva


"But I don't want to see you" Alsa


"We'll see" Alva


I let the message go, and it ended our senseless conversation. How could he ask for payment from what he proposed himself..


I focused my eyes on the computer screen in front of me, at this time I prefer to finish my thesis to just distract me. Without feeling the sun getting any more daylight, hunger stopped my finger typing on the keyboard.


Chequelek


I turned, too, and there Kaila popped her head in and looked for me


"Do you want to have lunch here or out?" ask Kaila


"Brought here" I said. Kaila nodded and left my room.


After a while, Kaila brought a large tray of two plates of my food and food and two glasses of orange juice as a drink.


"Gue didn't mean to tell you about Nara" Kaila said after finishing our lunch together


"Gue knew you needed time to calm down"


"Remember, do not be long marahannya" said Kaila


"Gue hope tomorrow you'll feel better again with Nara" continued kaila while patting my shoulder and passed leaving the room leaving me who still did not budge from my place


Kaila doesn't know about my problems with Nara yet, but I think she's quite sensitive because yesterday I didn't have any news at all, and I'm sure she called Nara asking for my whereabouts


I cried again because I remembered what happened that night. I don't know why I'm too stubborn to meet you. I cared for my hearing to ask for an explanation from her, the reason why she asked me to stop. Anxious was also disappointed to have too much of my thoughts at this moment.


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During these few days my relationship with Nara has not improved at all, I occasionally flounder because of my interests that must immediately complete the designs that I have previously made.


There was no conversation between the two of us. I keep avoiding when I meet him, he who knows so much about me, even when disappointed or angry he will not dare even just rebuke me. If Kaila said I would still be as hard as a rock if forced while I was still in angry mode, but it would be as soft as bread if I could forget everything.


Usually they will give me a little time to be alone, and will forget all the events if the condition of my heart is good, that's what I said a few days ago.


'It's so cold the room' so whispered from my employees. It's like I'm paying attention to my ears, no matter what.


They seemed to know that I was in a very bad condition. There was no talk I was saying as usual. I remained focused on designing some clothes assisted by employees who are usually in charge of designing the designs that I have made before.


For almost two hours we struggled with the plan in each of our hands, but over time it seemed as if my heart was twitching, there was no focus on my mind. My feelings are mixed, I want to feel like I'm greeting, but it turns out I put forward the ego that I have.


Brakkk


The chair I sat on fell backwards as I stood roughly. As soon as the employees in the room stopped their activities, I saw them shocked by my actions, looking scared from their facial expressions.


"You finish everything, the day after tomorrow it must be in front, also orders from customers come first" said ketus


"Don't repeat the mistake as last week"


"Remember the most important customer satisfaction point we have"


Those who were afraid simply responded with a nod without much of a sound. I left the design room and went out of the boutique.


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I drove my car away from the boutique upset. I who seemed to harden my head, especially Nara did not budge still silenced me.


Yep... I asked for time to be silent, but the truth is that I was silenced without trying to say hello.


I drove my car at the speed of splitting a highway that is not too crowded vehicles. There is no destination I want to visit.


Cafes


'If I go to the cafe, Kaila will ask me the consecutive questions that I currently do not want to hear' my inner self in my heart


I want to ride the rides I've been riding before. After I remembered that I had no friends to go there


Unknowingly I swerved my car in the Ice Cream store, my mind just wanted to cool my warming head. I also entered the store and chose a seat in the corner of the room close to the window with a large enough glass, here I could see many people passing this ice cream shop. Before long the waite smiled sweetly at me and then passed away leaving me.


I cursed myself when I realized where the place I'd been now. The shame is how I grumbled in my heart. How not, this shop I visited with Alva a while ago. Of course, many couples also family and friends who come here. And me, just myself.


Before long my order came and before me presented some kind of ice cream with a different taste and toppings like what I ordered before.


"Welcome back, ma'am!" he said friendly


"Come alone" said the waitress, putting down my order of shirts


I also just nodded not so responding, because my focus was diverted with ice cream that had been presented on my table


"The mother is no longer marahan, is she?" ask her curiously


I turned my gaze to face the waitress with a confused look


"I mean" I was confused


"So it's just that she's here alone"


"Bak is no longer the same as his girlfriend?" tanyanya hesitated


'What, girlfriend, what do you think many who come here bring a partner and I keep here myself counted again marahan what?, Girlfriend where to try?" I was angry in my heart. I just shook my head so he could quickly leave and get back to work


"We feel lucky you mbak, can see mbak again today" he said with sparkling eyes


"Why is mbak?" ask me curious


"Because it's the same boyfriend mbak our store more and more rame" he said


I who was enjoying ice cream immediately choked


"Mak... What do you mean, mbak?" ask me again


The waitress suddenly sat in front of me across the table and pointed next to where I was sitting with her index finger


"Because mbak same girlfriend mbak so the favorite couple chosen by the visitors mbak"


"Today we feel lucky to have visited again"


I saw the direction where the waitress' index finger rounded my eyes in disbelief


"iii.. That's why it's installed there mbak?" ask me not to believe


"The most romantic and favorite couple who came to our donkey was we installed in the mading and this has received approval from the girlfriend mbak kok" he said smiling widely


"Wahhh" that's how I say I don't believe