My Son's Dad

UNFORGETTABLE PREGNANCY

I stepped my foot in a hurry, my hand pulled the cardigan I was wearing because the cold so pierced the skin, now it was 12 p.m.

It's very unusual for me to roam around at night, what else in this jam, but it's a precarious condition, it's about my future.

I'm grateful that I didn't have to go any further to find a pharmacy that's still open at this point, because across there the 24-hour pharmacy is still open and receives visitors who come because they need medicine or something.

I entered the 24-hour dispensary, I nervously stepped up to the dispensary officer who smiled kindly at me.

“There can I help mba?" the officer asked without the slightest intention of fading his smile, it might have become a demand for him to be friendly to every visitor.

My cheeks were flushed instantly, embarrassment came to my mind, I felt ashamed of what I needed right now,

“I want to buy tespack." The dispensary officer nodded, showing no reaction but a friendly smile, I was grateful for that.

“How much do you buy?"

“Five.”

Although the dispensary officer frowned, but he still wrapped what I asked and handed it to me without asking much, because it was not his business.

I handed over six hundred thousand bills and left, I don't care more. I really want to test it now, symptoms symptoms that I

experiencing these few days as if it would lead to that symptom, I was scared and panicked to death, afraid that if I was really pregnant right now.

I clasped the white plastic tightly in my hand, my steps so fast that I didn't realize that anyone was passing by, I accidentally hit him until the white plastic bag that I held tightly fell, five testpacks that were inside also fell and scattered.

“Sorry.” I do not care whose voice it is, I was in a hurry to pick up the testpacks scattered on the asphalt and put them back into the white plastic earlier, he said, then ran without looking at the face of who I hit earlier, not even an apology

I could say.

I was so panicked, because I was afraid that what I didn't want to happen, my body even

I felt trembling in each of my hasty steps.

***

My hands shook, my tears fell down without me preventing it. L'm.. I'm positive, I

pregnant positive.

The flat object in my hand is proof, two red lines are clearly emblazoned on the five testpacks I bought. The five testpacks displayed the same results, showing a fact that I could not deny, let alone be contested.

Then what am I supposed to do? I'm afraid, I'm only 20 and I'm pregnant without a husband, I'm pregnant out of wedlock. What should I say to Mom and Dad? Should I tell this to that jerk? But, I don't want to ruin the happiness of Lessa's very me

honey, he's my brother.

I can't possibly admit that the child I'm carrying is a boy

that jerk, everyone will not believe, especially my family, they know that jerk is a good man, polite and well mannered. No one will stand by my side, I have no proof.

My hand moved down to touch my stomach, then moved gently, moving stroking my stomach which was still so flat.

“Don't be afraid baby, you'll be safe." I whispered softly, trying to smile even though my heart was angry. My baby-to-be is innocent, he knows nothing. I'm not going to let anyone hurt her, I want my son to be happy, it's not like I'm this pathetic.

I was raped, raped by my sister's lover. And now I'm pregnant.

something mixed into one. What am I supposed to do?

***

“Ma, B.. Sorry Alexa.." I bowed down at their feet, apologizing to the man who gave birth and raised me. Mama shed tears, but still wouldn't look at me.

He really hates me for all this, but it's not my fault, I'm the victim here.

“Mama didn't think you could get pregnant out of wedlock! Tell me who the baby's father is Alexa!" I was silent, I couldn't possibly say it. If I say so, not only will I be destroyed but Lessa's sister will also be destroyed.

“I can't say Ma.."

“Basically you child do not know yourself! Mama didn't raise you to be this broken woman!" Mama screamed in disappointment, she still did not want to look at me.

I turned to look at Papa who was clenching his hands strong, as if holding back his emotions so as not to overflow suddenly arrived.

“Pa—"

“Go!"

“Papa.."

“Go from here! I'm not your father!" I sobbed, I turned to Lessa's silent sister. He just sat on the couch with tears in his eyes, can I count on you brother?

“Kak.."

Sister Lessa threw away her face, she didn't want to look at me like Mama and Papa.

Brother, do not make enemies to me too brother.. I need you.

“I'm not your brother!"

I was hysterically crying when I heard Lessa's reply. I am really hated, I am really broken! none of them will accept me anymore.

I rose from my prostrating position, my hands raised, wiping away the tears that kept on shedding down without my control. I turned around, stepped out of the house with no clothes or anything other than my wallet and cell phone.

I could not have insisted on staying there if they were obviously fed up and had kicked me out, I was dumped by them. Take good care of yourself, I will always love you. I opened the big dark brown door, stepped out of the house.

I'm gonna miss this house, and they. Sure.

“I'm sorry.."

I walked towards the gate, my steps felt so long and heavy, I.. Will miss Mama, Papa, and Sister Lessa. I opened the gate, my steps were heavy. It's so painful, even though they

not wanting to understand myself at least nature understood this miserable me, nature even cried watching me cry alone.

The speck of rain accompanied my stride. I sobbed, it's not my fault. But why am I being banished and humiliated?

It's not the fault of me and my baby, but why should we suffer? Why is the world so unfair?

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