My Son's Dad

SIDE STORY: BIAN IV

Bian slammed Sarah's body roughly into the bed, although the bed was soft but still Sarah felt her head suddenly dizzy instantly.

"I've been trying to be patient with you Sarah, but you've been so outrageous!" bian shouted furiously, he was wrathful. Sarah runs away from him right at their wedding, it hurts Bian's feelings as a man.

"outrageous? You're the one who's outrageous Bian! You've been so outrageous all this time, you've not only hurt me but you've hurt a lot of people!" Sarah fearlessly stared intently at Bian's eyes, she was not afraid to challenge Bian, to hell with all the men's threats.

"You dare to fight me, huh? You want me to do something to your friend's friend?!"

Sarah smiled cynically, "Just do it if you dare, if you dare to do something to them, at that very moment you will see me die!" Sarah can't stand it anymore, if Bian can do the threat then he can.

"You think I care about your life?" bian exclaimed cynically, Sarah was not at all surprised by Bian's reply.

"I don't care, anyway if you do something to them I'll kill myself in front of you." Sarah slowly pulled Bian's neck, closing her lips to Bian's. "Originally you know, I'm pregnant with your child."

Sarah could see Bian's body suddenly stiffening, Bian's eyes were getting sharp.

"You don't want to lose this kid, do you?"

***

Jenny no longer cried when Dave took her, no more tears. His tears were gone, there was nothing else to cry about, after all he was completely destroyed no more of him could be destroyed.

If Dave kills him too Jenny will resign, he will accept it with pleasure.

Dave who was driving a little glanced at Jenny, terbesit worry in him when he saw the inertia of Jenny, why did the woman not rebel as usual?

Dave pulls the car over when Bian calls her, Bian tells her not to do anything to Jenny, let Jenny go back to her villa.

Once again overwhelmed by strange feelings, Dave felt a bit unwilling that Jenny would stay in the villa, it meant that Dave would be far from Jenny.

Somehow the thing that Dave really likes is when Jenny is in his support, yelling for mercy at him.

With a heavy heart Dave turned back the car, returning to Jenny's villa.

When Dave glanced back at Jenny, there was no reaction from the woman he just kept quiet, and Jenny's residence made Dave feel weird.

***

"I'll call the police! Bian, that guy's been-"

"Silence Tae!" cut Johan off, "Don't interfere in their business, don't get yourself involved in it Tae, that Bian could do something reckless to you!"

Taeran did not care, he still reached into his phone and contacted the police but quickly Johan took the phone and slammed it against the wall, the phone was destroyed instantly.

"What are you doing?!" taeran shouted in no way to accept what Johan had just done. "You don't have to bother advising me, I don't care if Bian will do something to me. If he kills me, I don't care"

"But I care!" yelled Johan couldn't stand it, "But I care, I can't see you being hurt by Bian, I can't Tae, can't!" Johan trembled, his eyes reddened and almost shed tears but he kept it in check.

"You're not who I am, you don't have to think about me!" Taeran is still stubborn, Taeran still wants to help Sarah and Jenny as hard as he can.

"I'm not who you are, but I love you! You satisfied?!" this time Johan could no longer hold back his tears, his tears had already shed, drenching his reddened cheeks due to his overflowing emotions.

Taeran was stunned, feeling very surprised by Johan's words. "What's? What did you say?"

Johan took a deep breath, Johan closed his eyes for a moment before saying his heart. "I love you, I love you asshole!"

Taeran was really surprised, this is not true. "This Johan can't, you and I, we're men" Taeran said, shaking his head.

Johan scoffed, "Then why are we men, you disgust me?!"

Taeran really can't think now, Taeran randomized his hair rough. "It doesn't make any sense!"

***

Bian was really surprised, Sarah was pregnant with her child? Or is it just Sarah's wits to threaten her?

Bian had called his personal doctor to come check on Sarah, if it was true that Sarah was lying then Sarah would get punishment from him.

But if Sarah is really pregnant, not if Sarah will be disobeying him, Sarah has a reason that makes Bian forced to retreat.

Bian clenched his hands impatiently waiting for the arrival of doctor Fian, his personal doctor somehow felt a long time coming this time.

Or this is because Bian is agitated and impatient, I don't know.

Bian got up from his sitting position on the living room sofa when he saw that doctor Fian had already come and smiled at him.

Bian with an eye movement told doctor Fian to follow him into the room. Bian opened the door and Sarah was sitting on the bed, pushing her phone, and the woman was surprised by Bian's arrival.

Bian's eyebrows slightly raised when he saw Sarah's reaction, what did Sarah do with her phone?

But this is not the time to think about it, it's time to prove whether Sarah is pregnant or not.

"Check her, she says she's pregnant, I wonder if that's true" said Bian coldly, doctor Fian swiftly doing his job.

Doctor Fian turned to Bian when he finished checking Sarah, "I don't know for sure because I'm not a gynecologist, but seeing from the results of my check earlier Mrs Sarah did show signs of pregnancy, but for more certainty can check it out to the obstetrician."

Bian furrowed his eyebrows because he got an unsatisfactory answer, Bian immediately let the doctor go because he felt he no longer needed the doctor.

"Wake up and get ready, we're going to the hospital now!"

Bian really can't wait, Bian really wants to know if Sarah's pregnant or not, and he should know today as well.

***

"Congratulations Mr and Madam, your baby is about 6 weeks old" the obstetrician said with a smile.

Actually Sarah was also surprised by her gestational age, because she often took pregnancy-preventing pills but in fact it was not effective in preventing her from getting pregnant.

While Bian felt his body suddenly difficult to move, Sarah was really pregnant, he had a weakness now, and unfortunately Sarah was very smart to use it.

Shit!

***

Taeran packed all his stuff, he had to go, it all felt wrong. How could Johan keep the feeling of love towards him? That's incorrect.

Taeran pulls his suitcase out of the room, fuck about the rent he has paid for up to a year, if he stays home with Johan, Taeran is worried if Johan's feelings will get deeper on him.

If Taeran stays there then Johan will suffer, Johan will be more difficult to control his emotions, and Taeran does not want that to happen.

Taeran has to go..

***

Dave is assigned by Bian to escort Sarah wherever Sarah goes, the task makes Dave rather unhappy, why should he be placed to watch and take care of Sarah, why not Jenny?

Be honest.. Dave is happier if he is assigned to watch over, or even punish Jenny, for some reason Dave likes it, he doesn't even know what the reason is behind the strange feeling.

“Where are you going Mrs?” ask Dave to Sarah who looks neat and wants to step out of the pathouse, “You can not go carelessly Madam, you must ask permission to Mr. Bianuel first.”

“Shut up, I asked permission!” Sarah turned to look at Dave with her sharp gaze, her index finger raised pointing at Dave's face, “Don't be a fan of teaching me yes!”

Sarah keeps having a good time, she enters one of Bian's cars and asks the driver to drive her to Jenny's place.

Seeing Jenny's condition yesterday, Sarah is worried about Jenny, Sarah wants to make sure Jenny is okay because Sarah knows that Jenny is in a tough situation right now.

“Ah, she followed me?!” grunt Sarah was upset when she saw another car following the car carrying her.

“Bian is really slaying, put the man as my bodyguard.” Sarah looked at the driver who was seriously driving it, “Please faster yes sir, I was hunting.”

“Sorry Madam, but Mr. Bian has told me that I have to drive at a normal speed when taking you.” said the driver who made Sarah hunker.

Again Bian who makes everything like this, sucks once.

***

Dave looked at Jenny's sad state, the woman looked pale, Dave actually wanted to come closer and eavesdrop on their conversation but he could not, Sarah really did not allow him to get close at all.

Dave was told to wait in the living room while the two women were either doing what was in the room, to be honest.. Sarah and Jenny are the same in Dave's eyes, the same difficult and stubborn woman, for that they both continue to get punishment from Bian.

Dave's phone rang, he sighed heavily when he saw Bian's name on it. Dave with a heavy heart brought the phone closer to his ear.

“Sarah meets Jenny?”

“Iya, Sir. Lady Sarah is meeting Jenny and they're in the room together now.”

“Why don't you come into the room, what if Jenny starts back inciting Sarah, that woman is so reckless you know!” bian shouted with anger, Dave knew that Bian was like that because he was too afraid to lose Sarah, yes.

“But sir, lady Sarah does not allow me to enter, she also started threatening, I can not take action that will lead to risk later Mr.” Dave could hear Bian growling, Bian was supposed to be upset with Sarah whose attitude was moving, Sarah seemed to be so because of her pregnancy.

Dave can hear Bian growling, yes..this time Bian has to give up again, right? Haha, how much that kid has had such a huge impact.

Dave put his phone back in his pocket after Bian disconnected his phone, just as Sarah came out of Jenny's room with a gloomy face, no matter what else happened until Sarah looked at him that sharp.

“Come home!” sarah shouted, there was an aura of hatred from Sarah's gaze on Dave, I don't know the way the woman's mind who can guess?

***

Johan was dizzy because Taeran suddenly disappeared, why did Taeran have to be this cruel to him?

Taeran comes to settle his heart with all his behavior and nature, then when Johan realizes his feelings and reveals why Taeran actually treats him like this?

Johan feels despicable, Johan knows that it is unnatural, but whose feelings can choose to whom he will fall in love with?

Johan is just an ordinary man who is in love and does not know what else to do, why Taeran does not even want to understand himself?

If for Taeran it is disgusting, will not Taeran still want to be by his side as a friend? At least as a friend rather than being abandoned like useless trash.

***

“You've seen Jenny?” bian asked Sarah, Sarah who had just come out of the bathroom staring back at Bian.

“If yes why?” sarah asked as challenging, Sarah knew that Bian really did not like if Sarah was too close to Jenny, no matter what the reason.

“I asked you kindly but you just act so cold to me, you can't get too carried away by Babe's emotions, I heard it's not good for our future child.” Bian tried to be patient, getting closer to Sarah and with a slow motion to bring Sarah into his arms, Sarah did not rebel at all.

“You've been braver since our son's presence, you can't threaten me with our son, remember.he's your son too, do you have the heart to hurt that growing child in your belly?” Bian rubbed Sarah's back gently, “I know you wouldn't dare do anything reckless to our son, seeing your friend get hurt you can't let alone see a part of you get hurt, I'm right, right?”

Sarah was silent, Bian was right that Sarah could not if she saw the person she loved hurt.

“Then from that Bian, if you hurt someone again then me and my son will die in front of your eyes, I can't see him hurt then we'll get hurt together, then, it's the best choice.”

Bian growled a little, “You're selfish.” hiss Bian closed his eyes.

Sarah shook her head in Bian's arms, “You started it Bian, you selfish, it all started over to your selfishness.”

“If it wasn't for you obsessing over me just because I look like Farah everything wouldn't be like this, if only your attitude hadn't always pressured and incriminated me I might have fallen in love with you, if only you hadn't ruined Jenny's life I might still be able to accept you, but this isn't, you've always done the opposite.” Sarah hit Bian's chest with her fist.

“Jenny.. she slumped, she. she.. back miscarriage Bian.” Sarah started to tear up, “She told me that she was pregnant once but because Dave firmly let Jenny go crazy by her friend, Jenny miscarried then, and now.. because you told Dave to go back to raping Jenny, Jenny went back to being pregnant but also back to having a miscarriage! You know how broken he is?”

Bian was surprised, he did not know about the pregnancy or miscarriage of Jenny, which Bian knew Jenny and Dave had a bad relationship, Bian only knows that Dave is the man who took Jenny's virginity, that's all.

“You and Dave are supposed to rot in hell, I hate you guys!”

***

Bian stared intently at Dave who was sitting in front of him, Dave looked confused because he was told to face Bian in Bian's study.

Dave's feeling bad, somehow Dave felt something was happening, I don't know what it was.

"What did you ask me to come face to face, is there a problem with Lady Sarah?" dave asked what was bothering him, Bian's face looked very serious at the moment.

"There's something I want to ask you.." Bian folded his arms around his chest, "Did you know that Jenny used to be pregnant?"

Bian saw Dave's body stiffen for a moment, Dave's originally lowered head suddenly looked up and looked at Bian with a surprised look, "What do you mean, pregnant? Jenny was pregnant?"

Bian's eyebrows shot high, from Dave's reaction, making Bian understand that Dave did not know about Jenny's pregnancy.

"Yes, Jenny was pregnant but she miscarried, I don't know why she miscarried, Sarah didn't tell me that in its entirety but I wonder if the child Jenny was carrying at the time was yours."

Dave was silent, he shook his head slowly and looked back down. Dave doesn't know if Jenny's son was his or her friend's son who raped Jenny in turn.

"I'm not going to put you to punish Jenny or anything related to Jenny, from what I heard from Sarah.. Jenny seemed to be suffering, adding to her burden would just add to Sarah's burden of thought and would only make Sarah hate me even more." Bian stood up and sighed, "I just want to tell you that, you can leave now."

***

Johan visits Taeran's workplace, but Taeran's secretary says Taeran is not in place and will not be in for another two months.

Johan no longer knows where to look Taeran, Johan gave up.. If Taeran is not his match then what can he do? Taeran also seems to dislike her, Johan knows Taeran must be disgusted by her.

Taeran must have liked women, where Taeran wants to be in him which is clearly one type with him.

Johan smiled wryly, his tears dripping every time he thought of Taeran.

***

Dave clenched his powerful hand strongly, feeling a feeling of raging in his mind.

So Jenny was pregnant but she didn't know? Dave realized that he was a jerk, a real jerk.

Dave wants to see Jenny but can't, Bian has forbidden her from ever getting close to Jenny again, and Jenny won't be happy if Dave meets her anyway. Dave knows for sure that Jenny hates him half to death.

Yes, he deserves to be hated.

***

Bian stared pushyly at Sarah who was standing in front of him, Bian really inexhaustible with Sarah, what else this time Sarah wants?

"What else is Sarah now?"

Sarah looks nervous, for the first time Bian sees Sarah nervous. What happened to her, or did something happen to her child? The thought suddenly crossed Bian's mind.

"A. I.."

"You why?" bian's eyebrows are stealing, really impatient with what Sarah will say, why should Sarah hesitate to say it? Is that a sign that something Sarah will say might not be liked by Bian.

"Bian.. Well, after thinking that. Because I'm pregnant with your child, I think I want to see my parents."

Bian frowned, "Does it have anything to do with you being pregnant by meeting your parents? Didn't you tell me earlier that you don't care about your parents?"

Sarah let out a sigh, "You don't understand Bian, I'm pregnant and I keep thinking about them, I don't want to just be so thoughtful and depressed that it's not going to be good for this kid." Sarah's voice weakened, Bian was a little overwhelmed by it.

Bian spread out his hands, "Come here." Bian asks Sarah to get into his arms.

Sarah slowly moved closer and hugged Bian, immersing her face in the chest of Bian's field.

"Well we'll meet them, I'm so glad that you've calmed down and you're not rebelling now." Bian tightened his arms, peeping the top of Sarah's head feelingly.

"Tomorrow we'll go see your parents, after I take care of some important things tomorrow."

***

Bian and Johan looked at the man before them with serious eyes.

"You're seriously marrying her?" bian asked the man, "I've explained to you that Jenny doesn't have a bad time, I'm even involved in her bad memories." heed Bian was full of regrets.

The man nodded steadily, "I don't care how bad Jenny's life used to be, just let me marry her and bring her life with me."

Johan who was beside Bian looked at the man with his flat face, "The problem is not with Bian, the problem is with Jenny whether she wants to marry you or not."

The man smiled until the dimple was seen, "I'll make him accept me, I'll try my best."

Bian got up to his feet while tidying up his slightly tangled suit, "Alright, it's up to Jenny, if Jenny accepts you it's not a problem for me, I have to go because Sarah has been waiting for me, see you again.. Nathan."

Bian pats Nathan on the shoulder gently before finally leaving with Johan, Nathan smiles back until his dimples are again visible.

***

"Sarah is waiting for you, Bian?" johan asked Bian, they were walking to the elevator.

"Yes, I promised I'd take her to her parents today."

Johan just nodded not saying anything else.

"You seem very silent this late end is there anything going on?" Bian saw the difference that existed in Johan late this, Johan looks not excited in doing everything and he also became very quiet.

"It's nothing." - Johan said softly.

"Is this something to do with Taeran?" bian asked on target, Bian could see the sudden jolting Johan.

"Well, no, I'm just not feeling well. I'm leaving first, I have business to do, too."

They separated in the parking lot, got into their respective cars and went to their respective destinations.

***

"You look beautiful." praised Bian to Sarah, "I'm also glad you're not wearing your fucking high shoes."

Sarah just sighed boredly, "When are we going? Should we keep talking about the unimportant here?"

Bian shook his head and smiled softly, holding Sarah's hand and walking hand in hand towards Bian's car.

***

Sarah looked at Bian with a look of disbelief, her eyes were glassy, her lips were shaking violently.

"It's Bian's lie, tell me it's all Bian's lie!" sarah cried out, sobbing in Bianuel's arms.

Bian gently rubbed Sarah's back, peeping the top of Sarah's head to calm the woman down.

"It's true babe, it's reality. they're gone."

Sarah shook her head she did not want to look at the two mounds of land, Sarah could not accept.

"I'm sorry I just said it, I deliberately threatened you on their behalf to keep you by my side, but the truth is they're gone, accidents took their lives, they were in an accident not only those who were there at the time of the incident but Farah and you were there too, you were babies. Amazingly you survived, you were taken away by the man who was there and taken to the orphanage while Farah, our family who found it with a small and frail body and full of wounds."

Sarah's shaking stronger, Sarah doesn't believe. Sarah was happy to meet her real parents but Sarah had to find that her parents were long gone, it was tragic!

Sarah felt her head really hurt, everything seemed to blur until suddenly she felt her body by and everything turned dark no longer seen anything and she also did not hear anything.

Darkened..

The darkness that pierced Sarah's heart..

Fathering..

Mother..

I want to meet you guys..

Just once..

Only once..

Once..

***

Bian looked worriedly at Sarah who was still not awake from her stupor, it was 2 hours but Sarah still did not wake up.

The doctor says Sarah's gonna wake up soon but Bian can't calm down, Sarah makes him really worried.

Bian also felt sorry, why did he bring Sarah there? If only he thought first good what would be the result of it all would not be like this, Sarah would not be shocked to faint like this.

Bian clasped Sarah's hand tightly, "Wake up babe, you're scaring me." Bian kissed the back of Sarah's hand gently.

***

Dave arrives with the medicine Bian told him to buy, Dave knocks on the door and when Bian's voice allows him to enter, Dave opens the door.

Dave was a little overwhelmed to see Bian who was rubbing a soft swipe of sweat on Sarah's forehead who was still unconscious with a blue handkerchief.

Even fools know that Bian loves Sarah so much just by looking at it, Dave is so sure that Bian loves Sarah so much, during the relationship with Sarah, Bian never got involved with any woman behind Sarah.

Only Sarah, but Sarah could not realize it at all. Either Sarah is too stupid to not realize it or Sarah does not want to realize it.

Dave slowly touches Bian's shoulder, causing Bian to turn his head and take the medicine that Dave had brought.

"Well, you can go now." Bian did not want to be disturbed, he wanted to keep waiting for himself, waiting for his lover to wake up from his stupor.

Dave resigned, and there was nothing to do there, and Dave closed the door slowly. Leaving Bian who was still waiting for Sarah to wake up.

***

Sarah blinked her eyes, her head felt so dizzy and also with nausea that suddenly touched her.

Sarah was eager to run to the bathroom and vomit in the sink but Sarah was so powerless, even to move she felt difficult, so weak.

"You awake?" bian asked Sarah, Sarah looked at Bian's face which looked a little blurry in her sight.

"Bian, I'm nauseous.." Sarah sizzled softly, indeed the nausea was very tormenting, not to mention the dizziness that had not disappeared.

Bian looks flabby, he moves restlessly taking the aroma therapy oil, applying a little on his hand and bringing his hand closer to Sarah's nose, Bian hopes with it the nausea that Sarah is experiencing will subside.

Sarah had calmed down somewhat, she also closed her eyes to inhale the therapeutic scent.

"A little better?" bian asked when Sarah had opened her eyes.

"Hmm." murmured Sarah, she tried to get up from her lying position and Bian swiftly helped her, positioning Sarah half-sitting leaning against the pillow.

"I'll ask the waiter to bring you some food, because after that you'll have to take some medicine for your condition to improve."

Sarah did not really care what Bian said, she was just busy with the feeling of dizziness in her head, Sarah repeatedly blinked her eyes hoping that the dizziness would soon disappear.

Whether when the food came Sarah did not know, Sarah was so preoccupied with her headache, Sarah just stared at Bian who was busy spooning the food.

Sarah shook her head as Bian thrust out a spoonful of food at her, Sarah felt uninspired to eat.

"Come on, you gotta eat. It's for your health and that of our child." Bian tried to persuade Sarah, however Sarah had to eat, since she fainted, no food has made it into her stomach.

Sarah gave up, yes.. Sarah must not be selfish, she must think of her child-to-be as well. Sarah opened her mouth to eat the food Bian had fed her.

Sarah chews slowly, each chew she remembers the moment before she fainted, Sarah's eyes feel hot instantly, she remembers the fact that her birth parents are gone.

"Don't cry." Bian wiped away Sarah's falling tears, how Bian could not bear to see Sarah this much.

***

"He's okay?" asking Jenny to Dave who was standing guard at the door, Dave turned to Jenny and looked at Jenny.

"di-i"

"Stupid me, why am I asking you? You're just a bodyguard." Jenny stared coldly at Dave and chose to knock on the door of Bian's room, where Sarah was.

Jenny opened the door when she got permission to enter, Jenny's gaze was immediately fixed on Sarah who was still lying limp in bed.

"Sarah you okay?" jenny asked frantically as she walked quickly closer to Sarah.

Sarah just shook her head in response, Bian who was near them cleared his throat.

"Sarah spewed out her food, she became more and more limp" Bian explained.

Jenny nodded in understanding and looked at Sarah seriously, "What do you want to eat, you want something?"

Sarah shook her head, she didn't want anything, only Sadah kept remembering the fact that her parents were gone.

"Sarah, what do you want to eat, usually when pregnant you will find it difficult to eat and the food you really want that can successfully survive in your stomach, I've experienced it before."

Sarah shook her head in confusion, she didn't know what she wanted. "I don't know, my head is dizzy."

Jenny let out a huffed sigh, "You can't be like Sarah, this could harm your fetus. I don't want you to go through the same thing I've been through."

Sarah's gaze dimmed, she looked at Jenny with a guilty look, really Sarah never intended to make Jenny remember her bad old memories.

"I'm sorry.."

Jenny shook her head and moved to hug Sarah, Sarah was not wrong for her.

"Repace Sarah's recovery."

Bian who saw the closeness of the two women felt a strange thing, Bian felt his heart like it was pinching when he witnessed that, watching how they were so close and supportive of each other.

And there is also a sense of regret that pertains to the feelings of Bian, why did he previously have the heart for Jenny? Clearly, he was his cousin.

Bian..

***

Sarah stared at her reflection in the mirror, Sarah smiled wryly when she realized how miserable her life was.

Why did Sarah have to meet Bian? Why did Sarah have to be Bian's prisoner?

Sarah's tears trickled down as she remembered that her parents were not in the world, Bian had nothing left to threaten Sarah, nothing more.

Sarah felt for what she was still on Bian's side when she was no longer pressured by Bian's threats, But what about the fate of Jenny and Taeran if Sarah again takes steps to escape again?

Why should Sarah care? Why should he care about others while he is tormented, Sarah wants to be selfish, he wants to think only about himself and his future son, the only family he has.

Should Sarah go, but when does she have a chance? The condition of his body is not good, let alone run away walking down the stairs Sarah feels like she wants to faint because she can not.

***

"Time to eat babe, you and our son need nutrition." Bian with a bright smile brought a tray of food and some fruit.

Sarah did not answer, she only saw Bian's movements while sitting on the edge of the bed and intended to bribe him, being sweet huh?

Sarah will only obey, making Bian feel that Sarah began to soften, until whenever Sarah will never want to lose and let Bian control her.

"Bian.." call Sarah softly, Bian who was busy with food looked up at Sarah attentively. "I'd love to go to the amusement park after I recover, can you please comply with my wishes ahh. I mean actually this is the wish of our future baby.."

If Bian can play sneaky then why can't Sarah? Sarah can also play tricks, Sarah deliberately said the word 'Our baby candidate' because Sarah knows that the baby candidate really means a lot to Bian, yes.. Bian must really want this prospective descendant right.

"Huh. well, after you recover we'll be there." said Bian half-heartedly, actually Bian did not want to take Sarah there because Bian knew that the place was very crowded, Bian can't rule out the possibility that Sarah will disappear or deliberately run away from him, right? But. hearing the word about their baby candidates makes Bian lethargic, maybe this is indeed the desire of their baby candidates or commonly called cravings by many people.

"Thank you, Bian."

***

"Your relationship with Bian is improving, yes, I see the end of this you are getting very close, Bian is also smiling a lot more now, maybe this is thanks to the presence of your prospective children." Jenny who was accompanying Sarah read a book about pregnancy smiling happily, she is happy if the relationship Bian and Sarah there is progress in positive terms.

"You also have to get married, pity your future child if you are born later but her parents are not married yet." suggested Jenny again, Jenny is not aware that Sarah is a little unhappy with her words, it is not, married to Bian, that's right.

Sarah does love her future children and Sarah also knows that Bian also loves their future children, only Sarah does not want to act stupidly married to Bian, and she is not, Bian doesn't love her and Bian is just obsessed with her.

Which woman wants to be a male companion who is always shadowed by the face of her love in the past, Sarah does not want to.

"Your situation has improved, so start talking about your relationship with Bian."

Sarah just nodded to keep Jenny quiet, so that Jenny stopped starting to advise him about repairing the relationship, Sarah already had a plan that she would carry out as soon as possible. Run away from Bian, leave Bian.

Sarah can't wait for the day to come, Sarah will soon be out of Bian's grip, and this time Sarah does not need the help of others, Sarah will do it alone.. whatever the risk, Sarah is ready to accept it.

"Why are you daydreaming Sarah?" jenny asked when she saw Sarah pensively, "Is there something you're thinking?"

***

"As long as I'm not around you have to keep an eye on Sarah, I feel suspicious of her, I think she's planning something to run away from me." Bian snorted unhappily, Sarah wasn't good at hiding something, Sarah wasn't good at hiding something, Bian can see that Sarah always seems to think, and Bian suspects that Sarah is looking for a gap to escape.

"Well sir.." said Dave according to.

Without the two of them realizing Sarah heard their conversation, her clenched hands held back the emotions, why did Bian always know what he was going to do?

When can he fool Bian?

With love? Should Sarah pretend to have fallen for Bian to let Bian off guard? Sarah should do that.

There was no other choice, it was all he could do, anything Sarah would do to free herself from Bian.

***

Bian is actually a bit uneasy leaving Sarah in Dave's custody.

Bian is worried that if Sarah will do something reckless, Bian knows the way Sarah's mind is very irritated.

Bian looked up when he saw the door of his room open, Bian was a bit surprised when he saw who had come.

"Sorry sir I can't prevent him from entering" said Bian's new secretary, Bian nodded and told him to go back to work.

Bian noticed Sarah walking casually towards the sofa and sat there while resting her feet on the table.

"Why come here, you're not working anymore.you should rest at home." said Bian rose from his position and approached Sarah.

"I can't come here, I know I'm not your wife, but I'm pregnant with your child and your child is missing you so I'm here." Sarah said rather sniffly, he glanced cynically at Bian who was already sitting next to him.

"You can come here whenever you want Babe." Bian rubbed the top of Sarah's head and carried Sarah leaning against her chest, "Maybe our son knows that his father is also not in a good mood so he wants to come to comfort me."

In silence Sarah sneered, which is true.. Bian is too confident. But Sarah will let it go, it's up to Bian to think what's most important Sarah just has to make Bian fooled.

Sarah inwardly said to herself, Look at it later. If she had escaped from Bian, she would never again appear before Bian forever.

About his son, Sarah can take care of his son later even if without Bian, even he thought it was better, yes.

Just wait for Bian..

Wait for..

***

"When are we going to Bian amusement park?" sarah asked as Bian was rubbing Sarah's head gently, Bian let go of his embrace and looked into Sarah's eyes.

"You really want to go there, Babe?" Bian took a serious look at Sarah's suddenly changed face, Sarah pouted and squealed cynically at Bian.

"If you can't go there!" sarah raised her tone a little.

Bian sighed heavily, "It's not my intention to ban you from going there, alright.we'll be there tomorrow, now sleep it's late." Bian took Sarah back into his arms, stroked her head gently, "Sleep.."

Sarah seemed to calm down and began to close her eyes, trying to fall asleep, in silence Sarah thought of a way to escape tomorrow.

Tomorrow he will be free from Bian, tomorrow Sarah will be able to go as far away from Bian. Freed from this disgusting hell, Sarah will free herself from the clutches of Bian that strangle her life.

***

Bian looked at Johan who was looking sullen, Bian looked at Johan seriously. "I need your help Jo."

Johan let out a heavy sigh, "What's wrong?"

"I want you to lend me some of your bodyguards, Sarah wants to go to the amusement park, but they'll be on duty in plain clothes instead of the bodyguard's black clothes." Bian sipped his coffee with wisdom, Bian had already prepared everything to leave today.

"Yes you can do what you want, I'm not in a good mood, I'll also go to Japan tomorrow on business." Johan rubbed his face rough, the black pouch under his eyes was clearly visible.

Bian nodded his head understanding.

***

"If you don't want to take me to the amusement park you can tell me, don't make me wait like a fool here!" Sarah yells angrily at Bian through his phone, Sarah was ready since 3 hours ago but Bian did not return from his business that I do not know what it is.

Bian's breath was heard, Sarah snorted at him.

"Don't get angry first, come out. I'm outside, we're leaving now." Bian's voice he heard from his cell phone was a little bit able to make him smile, Sarah quickly moves out of the house and turns off her phone with Bian.

His smile grew when he saw Bian's car parked outside the gate, the car window opened and Bian waved his hand at Sarah.

Sarah slightly ran over to Bian, getting into the car with a carefree smile.

"I don't think we're leaving" Sarah said with a big smile, Sarah looked at Bian cheerfully.

"Are you ready to go?"

Sarah nodded vigorously, she gripped her seatbelt tightly because of how happy she was that she could launch her plan to run away from Bian.

***

They arrive at the amusement park, Bian always clasped his hands tightly, Sarah does not think that this is how he can go to escape?

Bian stared at Sarah's movements in silence, a cynical smile rising on his face because he realized Sarah's intention to run away from him.

"What's wrong, you look uncomfortable?" bian asked stalely, he clearly knew why Sarah was like that.

Sarah sighed softly, "Ah. I just feel like peeing, I'm going to the toilet for a while." Sarah tried to release Bian's handrails on her hand.

Bian let their hand link slip, "You don't want me to be with you?" once again Bian was stale, Bian already knew very well that Sarah would reject him.

Sarah fluttered, she shook her hand quickly, "No, I can do it myself." Sarah smiled awkwardly and walked away from Bian, her breathing slightly hunting down, she would finally escape from Bian.

He cannot escape Bian's house because of the strict supervision of the people who work for Bian, but this time there are no guards, no one will be able to interfere with his plans.

***

Bian turned his head the other way, seeing a man in a yellow shirt walking after Sarah, Bian saw the man pointing his thumb at her, Sarah would not be separated from him.

Bian just needs to wait, see if Sarah will come back to him by herself or come to herself by force again.

***

Sarah went into the toilet, she saw the reflection of her face in the mirror, Sarah clenched her hands tightly. "Come on Sarah, you can do it!" sarah was encouraging herself.

Sarah took a deep breath and let it out slowly, Sarah will be careful, she will run away from Bian with heart.

Sarah came out of the toilet with slow steps, many people passed around her, Sarah walked in the other direction, not toward the place in Bian's time waiting but another direction, Sarah looked back occasionally, Sarah looked back occasionally, ascertain whether Bian followed him or not.

Sarah slightly smiled when she saw that Bian was not behind her, this time the plan worked.

Sarah had just wanted to stop the taxi but a handkerchief had suddenly smothered her nose and mouth, making it difficult to breathe and inhale the aroma of medicine that was on the handkerchief.

Sarah tried to rebel as much as possible, but what power she could not resist, her views were blurry and slowly the land was all dark.

***

Bian waiting in the car, he saw Johan's men coming to him with Sarah holding, Bian smiled cynically when he saw Sarah's condition fainted.

Had Sarah complied, Bian would not have done something like this, Sarah was too obsessed with running from him, whereas Bian gave everything to Sarah.

***

Sarah blinked her eyes agitated, as the eyelids opened up she screamed when she saw that she was returning to the same room, the room she wanted to leave behind.

Why..why did he fail to escape from Bian? Whyyy?!

Sarah turned her head when the room door opened, Bian entered with his maBian face. Sarah knew that now Bian would definitely spill his frustration.

"Why are you trying to run?" bian asked without a stale base.

Sarah screeched, "You clearly know what my reason is! Don't pretend to be stupid!!"

Bian growled, he ruffled his hair randomly, "Why Sarah, why do you always try to run away from me. Tell me why.."

Sarah got up, she changed her position to sit leaning on the head of the bed, "The color we don't love each other, I want to get away from the people I don't love even don't love me."

Bian smiled cynically, his eyes sharpened looking at Sarah. "Don't love you? You think I want to look at you, fuck you, restrain you on what basis? Just for sheer satisfaction, there's a lot of women out there, Sarah, not just you! But I chose you because I love you damn!"

Sarah shook her head in disbelief, she did not easily believe. "You're just obsessed with me because I'm Farah's twin!"

Bian grew furious, he approached and grabbed Sarah's arm. "Fuck Farah! She's my past, I did love her but that was it! and I admit I was attracted to you at first because your faces are similar, but your attitudes are opposite. The one I love right now is you Sarah, why are you so hard to understand?!”

Sarah froze, not knowing what to say and what to react to.

Should he be happy or sad?

Sarah does not know, Bian's honesty actually makes him confused.

Bian..love her?

Really really?

Sarah stared in disbelief at Bian, she could not trust Bian just like that, right?

Bian is full of tricks, he can do anything including lying to Sarah about his feelings, Bian is typical of such people.

Bian saw the look on Sarah's face that changed, he knew that the woman did not believe his confession, yes, he was worth to suspect.

“You still can't trust me?” bian said in frustration, “Do not you understand, if I do not love you, I certainly will not want to take care of you and the child you are carrying, I could have killed you both if I wanted to, I would never have spoiled you I would have treated you like a whore, I wore it and I left it all I wanted, but I never left you! Because what? Because I love you Sarah! Understand.. please.”

Sarah shook her head, she was still stubborn, still clinging to her opinion, “You did it because you wanted this child, you wanted a successor, I know it.”

Bian was grieving, he squeezed his hair. “If I really only want to have children, why should I have offspring from you? There are many women out there who are more everything than you, but I want your child because I love you Sarah, I just want to have offspring from you!”

Sarah is still adamant on her stance, Bian is not to be trusted, Bian is very smart to lie.

“You still can't believe it too?” Bian couldn't stand it anymore, he couldn't hold back his anger.

“I do everything for you, for our son, but you never care, I always pay attention to what is best for you, for your son, treated you like a king's daughter but do you know what you've done to me? You keep arguing, ignoring that I'm your lover, ignoring that I'm the father of the child you bear, you leave me on our wedding day, you threaten me with our son, you threaten me with our son, have you ever realized that what I've been doing all this time never meant to hurt you?”

Sarah was speechless, she lost her word but in an instant she looked back at Bian with a look against her.

“You always threaten me, threaten to hurt my closest people!”

Bian let out a heavy sigh, “Terupon you, which surely you will never be able to escape from me.”

***

Brak!

Bian threw the stuff on his desk, he was annoyed half to death, how not? His love is considered just a joke and obsession, it hurts, how much longer should Bian continue to accept rejection?

Was he wrong to expect love from Sarah?

Was he wrong to expect a happy life with Sarah and their child?

Is that wrong?

Bian just wants to live with the Sarah he loves, live happily and take care of their child together.

But why is something like that so difficult for Bian to achieve?

Or indeed he had to release Sarah even though Bian really really loved Sarah from the bottom of his heart.

***

Sarah contemplated staring at the window that was tightly closed by the white curtain of ivory, she continued to imagine the shadow with Bian's speech earlier.

Should he believe it or ignore it as usual?

“Mrs.”.

Sarah was aghast, she turned her head and sneered at Dave who interrupted her reflection.

“I know I don't deserve to say this but I just feel like I can't take it anymore, don't you see Mr. Bian's great love for Madam, yeah.. indeed, the way you convey the feeling of regret is wrong, I also experienced the same thing as Sir, but believe Madam that Master really loves you.”

Sarah shook her head, “Don't be my advice, do you think you're better? Didn't you realize that you hurt Jenny too huh?!”

Dave was speechless, he knew he was guilty, but.. couldn't he try to correct his mistake?

“At least I am trying to correct the mistake I made, and I also hope Jenny will give me a chance, I just want you to also open your heart to Mr. Bian, Mr. Bian never played around about his feelings for you.” Dave bent his back a little, “I'm sorry.”

***

It has been a week since that day, Sarah has remained silent to let Bian do what he wants, indeed Bian did not do anything bad to him and also Bian is very calm this late.

But somehow Sarah actually felt something was strange, Sarah instead felt suspicious of Bian, Sarah felt that something was being planned.

“Why do you stay here, why don't you go inside? It's cold.” Bian sat next to Sarah who was still cool looking at the flower plants that bloomed beautifully.

“Keep being inside just makes me sick.” Sarah is bored in the room, this park is the only place that can be a place of entertainment from rampant boredom.

“Sorry because I can't take you out, I'm just worried you're going to why on—”

“Stop pretending to be nice to me, I know you're up to something!” Sarah interjected, indeed she was fed up with Bian acting so sweet toward her.

Bian screeched, “You have always been suspicious of me, that instant I was in your eyes? Never did you think that I did it because I sincerely love you, not on what basis.” Bian's tone of voice swallowed, Bian turned his gaze to the slightly overcast sky, which was a little cloudy, Bian tried to hold back his tears, men should not cry easily, right?

“I don't believe and will never believe!” Sarah stood up and walked away from Bian who was still looking at the sky.

Bian blinked when a drop of raindrop hit his cheek, “Wah..it seemed like nature understood my current mood, it was sad.”

***

Today Sarah is back in action, she threatens not to eat if not allowed out of the house.

Bian is not out of thought, especially what Sarah really wants? Bian just wants Sarah to stay safe at home but Sarah's stubbornness really pisses her off.

“I said I want to get out, don't block me!” sarah shouted at the guards at the door.

Bian walked up to Sarah with a lump of annoyance, “What else do you want this time?”

Sarah turned to Bian and pointed at the two guards with her pointy index finger. “Tell them to step aside, I want to get out!”

Bian shook his head of course he would not obey Sarah, “You can only get out of this house with me, for your safety and also the kit—” child

“Fuck with all that! I'm sick!” Sarah screamed, she approached Bian and hit Bian on the shoulder as hard as she could. “Let go of me, I hate being with you!”

Bian chuckles cynically, he is fed up with being rejected, he is sick of trying to convince Sarah that he loves her, he is no longer able to fight for Sarah.

“Alright, you want to get away from me, don't you? Cleanse my child healthily, then afterwards you can go as you please without taking my child, if one day you want to come to see him I will not forbid you, all I want you to give birth to enough healthy after it's up to you, I give up on keeping you.”

Bian turned to leave Sarah who was pensive for words from him, Bian tried hard not to shed his tears, yes.he succeeded, managed to hold back his tears only until his room, only, after closing the door tightly his tears were no longer able to hold, he was no longer able to hold it.

Is it wrong for Bian to fall in love? Do people seem not entitled to fall in love and want to have?

Bian doesn't know how to treat someone he loves in order to love him as well, Bian doesn't know how to keep someone by his side properly and correctly, Bian does not know how to express his feelings in order to be trusted, Bian does not know how to let go, forget his love.

What Bian doesn't know is how to ask someone to stay by his side? Hows it?

Bian only knew that by his power everyone would remain by his side, but Sarah did not, the more Bian pressed Sarah with his power the further Sarah was from him, the more Bian hated it.

Then now..is now the time for Bian to give up? Bian feels that way, it is up to Sarah what steps the woman will take, which Bian will definitely take care of their child later even though Sarah left him though.

At least with that child Bian will be happy, because after all the child is his son with Sarah, the woman he loves.

***

Sarah pensively stared at the open window of her room, she was still thinking about what Bian had told her before.

Is Bian really going to release him? Is it true that Bian will let go as long as the child he bears is born safely?

But somehow Sarah did not feel happy, Sarah actually felt something else, Sarah felt afraid.. afraid if indeed he left his son with Bian and when he returned to meet his son just hate him, consider him an irresponsible mother because it had abandoned his own child.

Sarah does not want to be hated by her son but Sarah also does not want to be with Bian, with Bian makes her feel claustrophobic, depressed.

***

“Drink this, it's good for my son.” Bian gave Sarah a glass of chocolate-flavored pregnant milk, Bian knew clearly that it was not good, silent Bian never tried to drink the milk after seeing Sarah nausea nausea for drinking the milk.

“You know that milk doesn't taste good? I don't want to drink it anymore.” Sarah refused, it was useless if he drank the milk tip ends it will vomit.

“If I say drink yes drink, this is also for the good of our child!”

Sarah clucked violently but she finally obeyed Bian's will, drinking the milk in a hurry until the toilet was not there.

Sarah was speechless with a face that held nausea, what a strange taste of milk that made Sarah upset.

Sarah was ready to vomit, she was sure in a matter of seconds she would vomit.

Immediately Sarah got up, about to go to the sink, but instead of toward the sink Sarah was pulled by Bian and deftly kissed Sarah's lips, exploiting Sarah's lips as she pleased.

Somehow Sarah was not angry, not rebellious and also did not scream, she just remained silent and felt her child in her stomach moving vigorously.

Could it be.. His son really wants Sarah and Bian to be close to each other like this?

“Still nauseous?” bian asked when the link of their lips had been broken.

Sarah did not know what to answer, she just kept quiet and continued her steps, but this time not to the sink but to the back garden, Sarah wanted to calm her heartbeat and calm her son who moved excited movements in his stomach.

“I can't be like this, soon I'll be gone, don't shake Sarah. don't.”

—

Nine months, Sarah's gestational age is nine months and three days, just biding her time to give birth to her child.

During a big pregnancy Sarah feels Bian is more watching her, if usually Bian told his guards to watch Sarah then this time is different, Bian who watches Sarah with his own eyes.

Sarah could feel that, Sarah knew that Bian could not let go of the man's focus on her, when Sarah walks down the stairs alone Bian will look at her very intensely and run up to her as if very afraid Sarah will fall because she can not see the stairs due to her already very large stomach.

Sarah was touched, of course, Sarah was touched by the treatment of Bian but it's just that Sarah still feels gambled.

Sarah still clings to her stance that she will still leave Bian with her son later.

Selfish? Indeed indeed. Sarah knows that her attitude is very selfish, but Sarah also has to think about her feelings, leaving her child according to Sarah is not a big problem because Bian will definitely love their child later, Sarah has to go for her life.

***

"I've got some important business in the office, don't do anything stupid that's just gonna put you and our son in danger, just calm down in this room and call the waiter if you need anything." Bian put on his work coat, he approached Sarah and kissed her forehead and Sarah's stomach alternately, "I'm going."

Sarah clucked softly, she looked at her already greatly enlarged stomach. "Why do you always move for joy every time your dad kisses or touches you, hmm?"

Honestly during pregnancy the child in the womb always moves and kicks strongly every time Bian touches his stomach, Sarah knows that the child he contains is very fond of Bian, yes.. a child loves his father, right?

***

Bian signed the file that must be signed, his mind floated thinking Sarah, Sarah just waiting for childbirth.

What Bian is afraid of is what if Sarah will still leave her and their child later, Bian still bekum can guess what Sarah will do in the future because Sarah is not much behavior, because Sarah is not much, he tends to be silent and according, does not seem to be planning something.

Bian is not only afraid that Sarah's departure will have an impact on his heart but also on their children, Bian does not want one day his son always whines to ask who his mother is and where his mother is.

Bian whispered bitterly, it seemed like he had to go back home immediately and discuss the matter with Sarah well.

Yeah, that's the best choice.

***

"Would you ask me to meet here, you're not afraid your husband will think we're having an affair?" Taeran looked at Sarah with his gelatinous gaze, he was happy to see that Sarah's piercing cheeks signified Sarah was healthy and happy during her pregnancy.

"Bian didn't do anything weird to you at the time, did he?" Sarah sipped her warm chocolate slowly but Sarah's focus remained on Taeran.

"Of course not, what could he do to me? Despite being thin like this, I'm still a lackey-man"

"I know you're not Tae's man, when I saw you changing clothes in the villa, I knew you were a woman, why did you lie?" Sarah began to stare at Taeran sharply, "You're desperate to stay at home with Johan who is clearly your opposite sex and and and you don't have any relationship what isn't it a bit dangerous for you?."

Taeran was initially surprised that Sarah found out that she was a woman, but Taeran immediately controlled her expression and smiled broadly.

"Don't think about it anyway I'm not staying with Johan anymore no, he doesn't know that I'm a woman, my board-like body is capable of fooling him haha." Taeran smiled widely, yes, he was very clever in disguise, not just this once he became a man but many years ago Taeran also disguised himself as a man for certain reasons.

"Yes up to you, I want to tell you that I need your help again." Sarah was actually embarrassed because she had to trouble Taeran again, but how would Sarah have no other friends she could ask for help other than Taeran.

"You want to run away again?" taeran told Sarah, Sarah just smiled and nodded in response.

"Please help me."

Taeran let out a lazy sigh, "If you think you're a very selfish woman huh."

***

Bian was upset that Sarah had gone out without talking to him, Bian was worried that something was happening with Sarah out there but Sarah was actually busy talking to Taeran, Bian suspects what Sarah and Taeran are really related to.

Bian was confused whether he should get into the cafe and approach them or keep a quiet monitor from inside his car continues? Bian wants to go in and hit Taeran but Bian remembers that Sarah once asked him not to hurt Taeran, the skinny guy was a bitch.

Bian turned his head back to see what Sarah and Taeran were doing in there, Bian's eyebrows raised when he saw Taeran suddenly approach Sarah and embrace Sarah.

Not only there but Taeran also rubbed a soft swab of Sarah's stomach, what a view that makes Bian feel hot, it's over.. it's better that he just go anyway Sarah looks fine with Taeran.

Just now Bian wanted to drive his car to arrive there was a boisterous sound from the direction of the cafe, several women shouted and one of the customers in the cafe ran out and shouted at the taxi passing to stop.

Bian frowned, he turned back and found Sarah had been led by Taeran out of the cafe, Bian could see the face of Sarah's pain, is now the time?

Bian hurriedly opened his car door and ran over to Sarah, "Honey!" bian was worried, he took Sarah from Taeran, and hurriedly took Sarah to his car.

***

The atmosphere of the hospital was gripping, how not? Taeran who was there could see how bad Bian's mood was right now, no one dared to touch or talk to him, Johan just stood beside Bian in silence.

Taeran was a bit awkward with the two men, not Bian who made him awkward but Johan who made him feel uncomfortable because Johan had been staring at him with a difficult look at his art.

The sound of hurried footsteps rang out, Jenny came to Taeran and immediately asked Sarah.

"He's still inside."

Before long the delivery room door opened, a doctor came out with a big smile. "Patient husband?"

Bian Sontak stood up, "I'm her husband."

"Please enter sir, you can see your wife and children inside." The doctor re-entered the inside followed by Bian.

Bian was a bit impatient when he entered, he slightly ran over to Sarah who was lying in the ward, Sarah's face was pale and her body was soaked with sweat.

"Honey.." whispered Bian to Sarah gently, he rubbed the sweat on Sarah's forehead. "You okay?"

Sarah nodded at Bian at a glance, Sarah focused on the nurse who was taking their child to clean up.

Sarah turned back to Bian and looked at Bian seriously, "You promised you'd take good care of him right?"

Bian's eyebrows shot up, why did Sarah ask? Bian will take good care of his son.

"You're still thinking of leaving us?" from the tone of Bian asked it had been heard once that he was not happy, why Sarah was selfish when she already had the status as a mother.

Sarah nodded in response.

Bian just screeched cynically and turned his eyes the other way, Sarah's stubbornness pissed him off half to death.

"Don't expect when you come back and your son doesn't recognize you I'll help you get closer to him, won't."

***

Sarah had seen her son's face, handsome, very handsome like Bian's.

Sarah is still going, yes.today she should go home to Bian with their son, but Sarah actually went first before Bian arrived to pick her up, but instead Sarah left before Bian arrived to pick her up, sarah's goal is not Bian's house of course.

***

Bian panicked not to play when he came to Sarah's nursery along with his son, Sarah was no longer there. The ward in the room was tidy, Bian's mind began to sort of, he thought Sarah must have left him and his son for a long time.

Bian's eyes ached but he held her back, smiling to see his son sleeping in his arms.

"We have to go home, baby, even without your Mama." whispered Bian in a soft voice, he must be strong for the sake of his son, his son needs him, Bian must not be weak.

During the trip to the house Bian continued to think of Sarah, thinking why would Sarah leave without farewell? Without pecking their son's forehead first?

Does their son mean nothing to Sarah?

Is that what Sarah hates about her and their child?

Bian parked the car right in the yard of his large house, he entered the house with his son, lost already his wish to re-enter the house along with Sarah who banged their son, who was there.. Bian is alone with his son without Sarah, his love.

Bian laid his son in a baby box that he had provided far away, Bian thought..What will he do when his son wakes up and thirsts later?

Bian was sitting limp beside his son's baby box, still very hurt by what Sarah had done, Bian did not expect Sarah would still leave him so even though there were children among them.

The sound of crying baby made Bian daydream, what he was afraid was true happened, his son woke up and cried.

Bian hurriedly took the son into his arms and held him slowly, but the crying still did not stop, which was getting tighter.

Seeing his son's reddened face and shed a lot of tears made Bian also shed tears, what should he do?

Bian raised his head to look up at the sky room hoping his tears would not slide more and more, but his tears just got more and more and he began to make a stuffing sound, Bian could not face this he could not afford.

Bian turned back to his son still with his great cry, when Bian saw his son he found that his son was no longer crying but just looking at him right in the eye, Bian felt a strange rumble in his chest because of the gaze of his son.

"Can you feel Papa Heum's sadness?" Bian smiled maBian, "Papa doesn't want to cry but Papa's tears just kept coming out, how is this? What Papa has to do, Papa can't afford to be abandoned by your Mama, it's painful."

Bian was crying hysterically, letting his son go to watch him cry until sobbing sob.

Bian was too busy crying that he didn't realize someone was walking up to him and hugging him, bringing Bian's head into the recess of his neck.

Bian's body stiffened, his cry became even more, he memorized this scent..This is the body scent of Sarah, Sarahnya back? Sarah didn't leave him and their son?"

Bian turned his head away and looked at the face of the person who was hugging him and sure enough it was Sarah, "You're not leaving?" Bian Lirih.

Sarah shook her head, "I'm leaving.. at first I wanted to leave you and our son, but I thought again, wouldn't I do that the same way my mother would just leave me? I knew it felt great without parents, it hurt, so I decided to go back after going to my mother's grave and told her that I wasn't the same as her, me and her were different, she said, I love my son."

Bian was touched by Sarah's words, he nodded and kissed Sarah's forehead, Bian wanted to kiss Sarah's lips but their son's cry was heard again, their son was really thirsty.

"It looks like Aldrich's thirsty." Sarah took over her son from Bian's arms, walked to the sofa and sat there unbuttoning her clothes one by one.

"Aldrich?" bian asked as he wiped away the rest of his tears, "Is that our son's name?"

Sarah turned to Bian and nodded, "Yes.. Aldrich Leonard. Nice name, right?"

Bian nodded in response then his eyebrows went up next door when he saw Sarah unreservedly breastfeeding Aldrich in front of him, "You're not reluctant to breastfeed Al in front of me?"

Sarah shook her head and smiled, "Why do I hesitate you've seen me naked, and I'll learn to love you Bian."

Bian was stunned again, he felt like a butterfly was flying around his stomach, he cheerfully sat next to Sarah and pulled Sarah's head to face him, with loving gestures he scooped Sarah's lips with his lips, enjoying every moment where Sarah also returned his kiss, what a paradise he had always dreamed of.

While Sarah herself smiled between her kisses with Bian, she knew Bian was very flowering at this time, in her heart Sarah promised she would learn to love Bian with all her heart.

Learn to love your father from his son.