
on the way to the office from Gino's school, caera doesn't say much. Caera's gaze can't be separated from Deva's face.
the canvas is too clean to receive the scratches of his heart full of haru. his heart as in the pinch thousands of tiny hands.
the look of amazement looked at Deva. the man who had always been ignorant to her. was always happy to make her frown because of his mischievous actions.but earlier, he was being very wise. showed the attitude of a father who protects his dear child. being a big shield for Gino and himself.
"have you set the schedule for Jack's royal group?"
ask Deva to Jack.
"yes, the royal group undertakes what we ask for, and then assistant Mr. Bram will prepare a new business launching event of our cooperation"
jacko replied still focused on driving in front of him.Occasionally Jacko glanced through the front rearview mirror.
caera's eyes could not be seen looking at the handsome face of Deva. still can not believe what in nature now. Caera's heart filled with cavities that are ready to accept Deva.
but, he really did not deserve Deva could accept all his shortcomings.His heart screamed. Deva is too perfect for him.
who her?
a woman who was betrayed for having flaws.a woman who is not too intelligent.an ordinary woman, who does not have any advantages.a woman who always feels inferior because she feels unworthy to be loved.
and Deva?
a man who has a myriad of achievements, a single young man who can have any woman he wants. a reliable and wealthy businessman. has a good reputation anywhere. have a business that is scattered at home and abroad.
his heart throbbed between happiness and pain into one. Anything that came out of Deva's mouth, everything felt like a flower sprinkled with beautiful colors in the eyes of caera.
caera looked down. her eyes were heating up. her blurry gaze looked at her interlocking hands and squeezed fretfully.
it's great what Deva has done for him, but what kind of reply can caera give to avenge deva? of love? is it not so naive to just give love in this demanding life?
caera's chest felt tight.he did not hear anymore chatter Deva and jacko. Deva occasionally play his tablet to check the latest business news.
the tears fell by themselves without a sound.until caera saw just below her face, Deva's palm cupped to hold her tears.
the tears fell right in Deva's hands, pooling there without being able to flow in search of a lower place.
next to Deva's hand grabbed her chin. stared at her with affection.removing the rest of the tears flowing down caera's cheeks.
"i told you, didn't I like you crying?"
said Deva while rubbing caera's cheek gently.
more and more pinch it feels the heart of caera. this handsome master always ravaged his heart.
"why crying?"
ask Deva again.
caera could not answer, only tears that represented the taste of haru that rained down on her chest.
"because you love me, don't you?"
deva asked again while smiling and teasing caera.
yes, Mr. Dev. I love you, but I don't deserve it!
caera's heart screamed bitterly.just stared at the bright brown netra with nanar.His tears drained a lot of her eyes blur.His heart felt sliced sembilu.
"don't cry anymore" Deva gave a smile. "i love you" she whispered.
caera helplessly held back the day that broke her heart. she immediately hugged Deva tightly.do not know how to express the gratitude that expands fill the feeling in the heart. Deva returned the hug and gently stroked caera's hair.
that is all that can be said of the quivering lips of caera.
"why thank you dear? I'm Gino's daddy, right? I should've done that"
Deva patted caera's back fondly.
"sorry Mr. Dev. I can't afford more"
caera's lips trembled saying that. deeply feeling guilty was unable to repay Deva's favor more.
"no need baby, I didn't ask for that"
whisper Deva. peeping caera head.
caera took off her arms nervously. glanced at the rearview mirror right Jacko eyes looked at her from there. Caera looked down again.did not dare to see Jacko's sharp eyes raining down on his heart.
they had reached the office. Caera took a deep breath. neutralized the heartbeat so that it could be normal again.quickly wiped the rest of her tears to make it invisible to other employees, he said, if he had just felt an inappropriate melancholy in the office.
Deva invites him down from the car. caera according to him. steadied his heart not to care about the eyes of cynical and gossiping other employees, because he saw him coming to the office with Deva.
entering the office lobby area, walking behind Deva and Jacko. all the employees lowered their heads respectfully as they passed the lobby.caera nodded smilingly at Sisil at the reception desk. the girl smiled cheerfully as she briefly waved her hand greeting caera.
but at the end of the lobby, caera saw Kiki standing beside the pillar. tilting her lips and staring at caera cynically, caera can see Kiki's lip movements say one word that makes the heart of the caera stop.
"pe la cur"
kiki said without a sound.just her lips moved slowly to say the dirty word to him. Caera stopped her steps.Stare intently at Kiki. surprised not to think Kiki would say that to him.
at the end of it, Kiki giggled happily to see the stunned caera realized her words earlier.Then Kiki moved away by sticking out her tongue mocking caera and repeating her words again like before. then disappeared at the turn of the canteen.
"Bec"
Deva calls her from inside the elevator which has not been closed.Caera turns her head and sees Deva and Jacko staring at her waiting inside the elevator.
soon caera quickly steps towards the elevator.joining Deva and Jacko there.
"what's wrong?"
tanya Deva looked at him and the lobby area alternated.
caera concludes that Deva and Jacko do not see what Kiki has done to her.
"no master. I just saw Sisil earlier"
caera hid what happened.
Deva and Jacko are silent.The elevator door is closed. Caera just lowered her head.Fearing Deva can see from her eyes, the awkwardness of her attitude earlier.
the elevator doors open. they exit, and walk towards their respective rooms.but, Jacko sebulum goes into Deva's den, caera stops Jacko.
"master assistant" Jacko turned his head. "thank you sir" caera bowed in thanks to Jacko.
caera glanced at Jacko, because he felt no reaction from the black sweet man.Jako was stunned.just looked at caera with a face that can not be described caera. flat. but the eyes were.. those eyes implied shade and caera's incredulous look thanked him formally.
Jacko did not answer, only nodded slightly, then entered the room Deva.
caera feels strange with Jacko's attitude that always shows without expression. yesterday with Gino, caera sees Jacko like a normal person in general. but why when in front of the caera he always shows a flat face mimic?
caera puts her shoulders and steps into her room.