MY REVENGE IS IN LOVE

MY REVENGE IS IN LOVE
episode 116



Arya looked at her mother coldly.Why apologize now? all is no longer meaning. Caera has gone with her love. Now the child in the birth of Vivi is also gone. what else does her mother expect with an apology?


"mom is satisfied? or less?" arya said coldly.


Maya sits lethargic next to arya. indeed there is nothing else she can do. The baby who was fought and expected to bring brightness in her son's life, has now disappeared.


"mother just wants you to be happy Arya"


"what happiness do you say?"


Maya looked at Arya.


"why do you always blame mom? I just want you to have a child and be happy"


"hhh.. happy. is it happy if now I'm ruined Mom?"


Maya is down again.her mind is raging.she just wants Arya happy.but why does Arya not understand? he wants Arya to inherit the inheritance from her father.is that wrong? he wants Arya to have a wife who can produce children. Is that excessive? why is everyone blaming him?


"my happiness is caera ma'am, but I don't understand.my happy mother's mind is just not far from the treasure"


Arya is sad.His heart is sliced poignant.the woman is her mother.she knows the mother only wants to see her son happy by having a perfect life.but her mother did from the wrong path.


Arya is just an ordinary man.she is a man, but she also has a heart. all this time she respects and loves her mother, no matter how much her mother insulted and berated caera as his wife.


mother is the mother.Dear woman to be honored and respected.but, why does she not feel where her child is happy?


"i chose Vivi because I thought she sincerely wanted to help me in the caera problem Mom. I never loved her, but that too mommy was wrong"


Arya leaned her back on the back of the hospital waiting chair.staring at the ceiling above her, looking away connected all the memories scattered apart.


"my household is fine if mom doesn't force caera to get pregnant. For me, caera is pregnant or not, I will still love her Mom. I can't hate mom, but I can't keep caera hurting because of mom's words" either"


Maya was stunned. as bad as it hurt Arya. her heart felt in the twisting of pain. her son suffered because of her.


"i enjoyed being with Vivi because I also had to give her the seeds to leave to my mother so that she wouldn't always berate my wife"


tears melted from the corner of Arya's eyes. Her heart felt like a wound doused in acid water. Maya just silently looked down. tears of regret seeped out.


"mother knows?" Arya straightened her back again. turned to her mother. "caera is a very gentle woman.she always forbids me to be angry at mother if mother is chatty to her... she always asked me to be gentle and understand my mother's wishes"


hearing that, Maya sobs more.he's guilty.he's cruel.he's a heartless in-law.


"caera is not a weak woman.she is only good.if she is not angry, it does not mean she is stupid.but she appreciates the feelings of others.I love her Ma'am hiikkss.. "


Arya covered her face with both of her palms.muffled Isak heart-rending tears.


"but now she's gone, Mom, she's already got someone else who loves her, I'm alone, Mom"


arya's voice muffled in the fist on her face.


"now, the baby's gone. What are you going to do to Vivi?" Arya looked at her mother.


Maya still sobbing can not answer that. she was wrong. very wrong.happy it does not arise about the material, but about the heart.


"Arya. forgive mom" Maya sobbed down.


"haha..." Arya let out a long sigh.Tuzzled her sobs.Sorry her mother was too late.


"mother. I respect you as a mother.but what good is that apology if it leaves a mark that can never be lost?"


Maya is sobbing more and more.what must she do to make up for the wrong that she has been building with pride?


"hhaahh.. all messy. caera left. I lost my job and the kid.but, I hope this will make mom open her heart.happy it's not material ma'am"


"Arya. forgive mom son. mother is wrong. all this time I just want your life to be perfect without hindrance. make mom not think of others" wailing Maya holds Arya's hand to apologize.


Arya was silent, unable to feel the pain that attacked her heart because of her mother.


"not just anyone else, but I never thought of my wishes"


"sorry"


Maya cries wailing in Arya's arms.


Arya rose to her feet. stepped away leaving Maya who sobbed sadly.The mistake was indeed unforgivable.


caera, who he considers useless, turns out to always defend him in front of Arya. Maya only felt dissatisfied when she learned caera was convicted of difficulty conceiving.The rest, Maya admitted caera took care of Arya well.


but, what's the point of remembering that now. whereas Vivi, she's no better than caera. Vivi is still always selfish to think of herself alone, even pregnant just because she wants to have Arya.


now Arya even more tossed. caera left her. baby was not destined to breathe the air of the world. still can not accept Vivi in exchange for caera.


"i'm wrong. I'm evil. my son suffers because of me. I destroyed the life of Arya my son.. huuhuuuuu.."


Maya cries a roar.she feels like a failure to be a mother who should protect and understand what her child wants, but instead suppresses the happiness of her child to achieve the pseudo goals that are in her brain.


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all the way to the hill house, Caera just kept quiet and still crying.she felt guilty by the incident Vivi lost her baby.


still grieving her why she made the choice to Arya just to avenge her heartache.


arriving at the hill house, caera instead becomes increasingly shut down. Did not want Deva touch him. feel himself dirty in filled with resentment hatred that has resulted in Vivi losing her baby.


"don't touch me Dev! I'm dirty. My heart is dirty. I don't deserve you!"


caera wept.looking at the bloodstains on her trembling hands, unexpectedly causing the baby to be helpless.


"honey, it's not your fault" said Deva gently full of patience.he knew the caera was currently shaken.


"no. I was wrong. mom was right. I killed the baby. I was the cause"


staring in horror at the bloodstains on his hands, he could not have children and killed an innocent baby.


"Ra. you're not wrong. It's not your fault Ra. realize it"


Deva shook caera's body to make the woman realize her guilt.


"no Dev. the baby is bleeding. This is Dev. this is his blood. I killed him Dev. hikkss.. "


caera was shaken.he was depressed.he was in a state of chaos.he saw blood stains on his hands as if the blood was still fresh and flowing dripping wet.


"honey. don't be like this. You're innocent" Deva still patiently resuscitated caera.


"i'm evil Dev. I'm evil! huuhuu.."


caera cried roaring.


"go away Dev. don't be with kuuu.. "


caera ran into Deva's room. closed the door tightly. locked it from the inside. ran to the corner of the room. rumbling down and crying in fear. sat down hugging her knees and hid her face on her knees. sobbing in there.


dorr..


Deva banged on the room door hard.


"Rara.. caera..open the door!!!"


but caera still ignored him.


Jacko stopped Deva from banging on the door.


"Devs! stop. Stop Dev. You're scaring him even more"


Jacko pulls Deva's body away from the door, holding her back so as not to make caera more frightened.


"patience Dev"


"i'm afraid he's doing something silly Jack!!" Deva glares angrily at Jacko for stopping him.


"Dev. caera will be even more afraid if you bang on the door hard.be patient.we call Zaki first"


Deva according to. loosened her tense face.she had to think clearly to make caera calm.