
during these four days, caera always go by taxi or walk just looking for the wind and walk to see the crowds in the middle of the city.
on the fifth day, then the workshop where he fixed the car Dinda drove the car that had improved as before. Caera asked them to work overtime to finish repairing the car as soon as possible.
since morning, the sky looks gray and gloomy, and by noon it rains rapidly, so caera is forced to spend time in a hotel room only.
sitting on the balcony enjoying the humid afternoon air because in the pouring rain this afternoon.a cup of tea accompanies his solitude.his heart actually still feels restless. consider it a forced vacation.
from this morning Arya called him many times, but he was still reluctant to talk to him. Silence the screams of his voiceless cell phone was better.
this morning, caera had contacted her mother via video call, who in tears asked her to go home. Caera simply assured her mother that she was okay.
the most he could not help crying was Gino. the boy curled up looking at him while saying if he misses caera. miss fried chicken cuisine caera. miss reading fairy tales before going to bed.
caera cries when she sees Gino talking with tears.His heart feels torn to see the little boy look weak without him.but caera really still reluctant to meet Arya. if he comes home, he will not be able to see her, arya must be the first person she'll face.
his heart still could not accept the adoration of Arya. during the household with him, caera only obeyed Arya's will.
taking care of the household is a top priority.It is more important to take cooking courses than to see gossip info on television.
but is that the reply received from Arya? cheating behind her just because caera is hard to conceive? whereas caera had tried Sedaya efforts to have offspring from her own womb.Last check to the doctor, they said her uterus is fine.just wait for God to give them offspring.
but maybe God still says something else, maybe there'll be something better than all the caera's labor for it.
when she remembered how Arya had lied to her all this time, her heart was very sick. Vivi, who is considered her sister like Dinda, has to do dirty things with her husband, regardless of their friendship for a dozen years.
indeed Vivi is not as familiar as Dinda with him. Since Vivi married, they rarely met. only Dinda who always played to the caera house and vice versa.
but after Vivi's divorce with her husband, Vivi often played to the caera house and even stayed at her house. And after Vivi moved to another city, then they were very rarely communication.
could it be that when Vivi often stayed at her house that gave Vivi space proximity to Arya? hhhhh, sure enough people say, never let a third person into your home and household life.
caera glanced at the screen of the phone that was on. Someone called her.
TRAITORS
a familiar name in the eyes of the caera, appeared to decorate the screen of his phone.he changed the name of affection for Arya into a name that is more suitable for him according to caera.
trying to ignore the phone that lit up like the eyes of an owl that glared at him from earlier. Arya had contacted him dozens of times since he left.
glancing at the phone again.weighing will pick up the phone or not. But he has to face this is not. otherwise, he will be disturbed forever.
grabbing the rough of his phone, feeling annoyed why not just turn off the screen and give up the light.he shifted the green circle on the phone screen but did not bring it closer to his ear. let Arya scream calling him across there.
rolling his eyes lazily and answered the phone.
"Ra.. baby.. Come on, don't shut up. answer me Ra"
the voice of Arya across there was still screaming without despair.
"Ra.. go home. Please forgive me Ra. You don't pity to see Gino Ra? Gino misses you Ra. he won't eat without you'
cih. liar is right he is.
"please don't shout. I'm not deaf"
answer caera cold.
"ahh. finally. Ra, go home, baby, where are you? I'll pick you up. Tell Ra, where are you now?"
Arya blindly questioned caera.
caera feels disgusted Arya still calls him affectionately.
"do you care where I am now?"
"Ra, I'm sorry Ra. We have to talk. I'll pick you up, okay? where are you, baby?"
Arya pleads with the nelangsa.
the sound of a vibrating caera withstanding the cry.the quiver restrains the anger, shakes withholding the hate.
"Rara. Please don't do this. Gino's sick Ra. You have to go home. I'm sorry Ra. don't torture Gino because I'm Ra"
arya's voice faltered like holding back a cry.
cih. mana maybe he doubted why only regret now after everything happened
"when have you cared about Gino? where have you been all this time? didn't you not accept Gino?"
"honey. Please don't talk like that. I love you two Ra. please Ra"
Arya stopped talking.Sounds her voice vibrating across there.she really sobbed.
"Ra, go home first. We have to talk Ra. tell me where you are now. I'll pick you up"
caera feels very disgusted by Arya's lies. she stops the conversation.many times her phone screen lights up again.Caera put it under the Sofa pillow in her seat so as not to be seen again.
his tears broke unstoppable again.His heart was slashed with hatred.Arya was a master deceiver.if only he did not see their depraved deeds, surely until now Arya is still comfortable with his lies.
huuuhuuu....
can not help himself anymore. his cry broke. caera cried so badly. not caring for others will hear it. he vented all the emotions in his heart.
sometimes feel unable to with the pain of heartache that whack. want to eliminate this heartache by ending his life alone, but he still has Gino. however Gino is still his responsibility.
****
this morning the sun shone brilliantly.the blue sky was scattered decorated with white clouds that were slow.
caera could not sleep all night. heart fatigue haunted his mind.he did not want this to continue.but he was also unable to expel the anxiety of the heart. unable to face the reality that threw him to the bottom of his most miserable taste.
walking down the white sand. This sea always makes him feel comfortable.want to isolate himself from the crowd, caera continues to walk along the coastline.
for a moment he stopped. at let his feet hit by water.he remained standing on a stretch of sand on the beach. A moment of water dampened it in part. A moment also disappeared and away. There is nothing more beautiful than seeing the persistence of the sea that refuses to stop peppering the beach, although many times have to stay away from the flow.
caera did not care now he was alone. down a small hill steep rocky, standing on top of it and looking down the cliffs of waves pounding the rocks.
he turned to the right. Below there was a large tree standing upright in the middle of the white sand that stretched along the beach. Caera came down from the hill and walked to it.
shady tree.he raised his head staring at the twigs of shady trees.very shady under here.protected from the warm morning sun.
he remembered Arya had said it would be a large tree that did not easily waver to protect the caera that hung beneath it.
it will always give shade to the caera and will not leave it in the face of strong winds.
now all that was gone. there was only bitterness. caera stared at the big tree trunk.as if Arya was there.
"huh.you're a jerk! shameless still calling me dear!! i hate!! i hate...!!! hiks. hiikksss..."
caera kicked and punched the mighty tree until his hand felt sore.
fall sat down to cover his face with bruised fingers.sobbing regretting why Arya heart betrayed the trust that caera had instilled in him.
caera didn't realize someone was looking at her carefully from behind a tree. advancing her head down from beside a tree, wanting to see who was so noisy that it disturbed her calmness to look at the expanse of blue sea this morning at her paforit spot.
shifting his place to stand and now upright looking at caera while putting his hand in the pocket of his training pants.
"are you too weak to vent anger on a tree that knows nothing?"
the sound of the baritone echoing with the sound of waves and breeze in the ears of caera. caera turned her head and looked to her right in shock.
those brown eyes were staring at him raining.as if protesting why venting anger at the tree that was unable to avenge his blow.
caera held her breath Out of shock as to who she was dealing with at this moment.