MY REVENGE IS IN LOVE

episode 07's

caera sat on a row of benches in the waiting room of a clinic near the accident area last night, waiting for nurses to provide the medicine that must be redeemed.

his head feels dizzy. his eyes are difficult to open wide. due to crying all night, his eyes so swollen.but caera can still see the state of the car damaged when his car was on the crane at dawn. and surely Dinda will be mad at him, because caera destroyed his car.

many people who helped him last night, tired of feeling weak, caera in gotong out of the car that the back of his left ringsek. he said a lot of thanks to the people who helped him. they contacted the tow truck to take the car to the garage.

caera pinched her forehead gently.brushed her eyes make her a little comfort. Her forehead was already plaster-given.just torn a little.no serious injuries should get special care. now he is just waiting to redeem the medicine given by the guard doctor earlier.

opened his eyes and glanced at the wall clock that was above the cashier door at 6 a.m.

"nona caera Anaya" the nurse called her from the drug counter.

"yes I"

he came over, lazily he listened to the nurse explain the dose of the drug that must be consumed.

"after 2 days, miss can come again and we'll replace the wound plaster"

the nurse explained.

"yes, okay"

caera took the medicine and shifted to the left side to pay.

out of the clinic and standing in the front yard of the clinic. A little confused where he is now. he looked around the place.he did not have time to pay attention to his surroundings last night. it looks like he's in the area around the beach.

walk again and find a sleepy motorcycle taxi driver sitting leaning against the wall of the shophouse by the side of the road.

"excuse me"

the taxi driver was shocked and quickly got up.

"sorry sir, can you take me to a hotel near here?

"oh can miss. let me take you"

Ojek's brother went straight up to the motorbike and started the engine.

caera's on the ride. And sit obediently in the bangan.

the morning sun has begun to show its bright lines in the eastern horizon.At any time the bright morning will be incarnated.

caera watched the streets they traveled.small shophouses lined the streets, where merchants peddled suvernir.

drive for ten minutes they arrive in front of a magnificent hotel. Caera get off the motorbike and say thank you to Abang ojek. pay more to the motorcycle taxi driver. go into the hotel and book a room. he does not want to go home. he wants to be alone first for now.

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caera slammed the door of the hotel bathroom. for about ten minutes she let her body soak in the bath with warm-warm water nails. then she soaped her body quickly, soaking her body, then replace the warm water with cold water once.such a way always managed to relieve his anger.

finished bathing he stood in front of a mirror that was the same height as his body, and observed his own reflection.

is he too bad? why would Arya cheat if she still loved him?

mumbling to himself in front of the mirror.touching his own face and body.Ah caera was fed up if he had to judge or compare himself to others.walk towards the bed and slam his body on his back there.

Gino. how is he now?

caera threw her breath rough.she could not leave Gino just like that. Gino needs himself because thinking about Gino is what keeps him alive today.

caera grabs her bag. grabs the phone and turns it on. Once the phone has been activated, then the messages come in. she just looks at it without intending to reply to all the messages.

message notifications keep popping up. Dinda and Arya are the ones who contact and text the most. She decides to call Dinda.

just called in the first second, Dinda picked up the phone.

"hallo.. hello Ra... Rara.. Where are you? you're okay, aren't you, Ra?

Dinda leaned the question on the other side.

"Ra.. answered Ra.!!" snarled Dinda impatiently.his voice sounded extremely panicked and worried.

"how not to worry? you disappeared all night"

Dinda started screaming

"Dinda. I'm fine"

sounds from across there. Dinda cries. Caera strengthens her heart not to cry.she knows Dinda is very anxious about her.

"Ra, come home.You know how anxious your uncle and aunt, Ra. go home Ra" Isak Dinda pleaded with caera.

"Din, for now I don't want to go home just yet. Please understand me"

"Ra. We can finish this Ra. I know you are strong. Go home Ra. Gino misses you"

caera tried to hold back her cries.her heart was filled knowing that everyone she loved was also worried about her.

caera took a deep breath. Dinda was also silent across there.

"Din, tell mom that I'm fine. I'll pick Gino ya Din. tell mom not to worry. I just need time alone.

"Ra. I know this is hard for you. I know you're a tough woman"

"thank you Din"

"but Ra, tell me where you are now"

Dinda is still pushy.

"i need Din's time, please tell my mom, don't worry I'm okay"

"alright Ra. You're okay, don't be silly of you"

"yes Din. But your car I used first yes.you used my car just Din"

"yes, it's okay, don't think about it"

"thank you Din"

caera disconnects the phone. inhales many times to alleviate the pain in her heart.she does not come clean to Dinda with what has happened to her last night.if she is honest, she is not, they may all be more panicked.His heart did not have the heart to leave Gino with his mother, but he did not want to go home.

his stomach feels sore.from yesterday he has not eaten.and he also only wears bathrobe. caera has no change of clothes.Her clothes last night was dirty covered in blood.

open her phone again and look for an online shopping app.pick around for clothes and order food.she has to eat if she doesn't want to get sick.

he must be strong. only need time to be alone. After all, it has been a long time caera never vacation indulge.every day just spent time taking care of the household.

kriy..

her phone rang again, she glanced at the phone screen in her hand. Arya contacted him. Reemerged a sense of anger and disgust. growled he crumpled the phone in his hand. The phone kept ringing incessantly.

his head was throbbing pain.The wound on his forehead hurt just as much as his heart felt in crumbs.

looking at the screen of the phone as if Arya was there. staring nanar seemed to want to abuse him rough.

"BRAAAAKK"

throwing the phone to the wall as hard as possible. shattered apart. mobile phone screen is now a fragment. caera gasps to hold back emotions. anger and disgust rule her heart.

hiks. hiikks...

cupped her body to the bed. crying sobbing.punching the rough mattress by her side as if Arya was there.

"i hate you Arya"

caera does not know she hates Arya so much or because of her love so great that she is not willing if later Arya leaves her because she wants to be with vivi.

weeping exhausted until he fell asleep.really tired caera with her mind that was like a tangled thread.