
BRAAAKKKK!!!
"how can it be like this??!!"
Wijaya kicked off his desk.very angry at the performance of his office's financial manager.Morat-marit financial data, and not timely included in the monthly report.
"i don't want to know Arya. lately your work is falling apart!"
Wijaya glared at Arya. very dissatisfied over the performance of Arya lately. Arya just looked down not daring to look at the boss of the company where she worked.
"what's this?"
bbuuurr....
Wijaya branded all the files that Arya gave him earlier.The financial papers flew and floated into the air.
"if you don't finish that in a week's time, I'll send an audit team"
Wijaya has entered the stage of threatening Aryan career.
Arya just lowered her head in. It was all her fault.she could not dodge anymore.
"Next week, we have a contract of cooperation with other companies.If until the office finances plummet, you must be responsible"
Vijaya's face was red from the mounting anger.
"you got it?"
snapped again.
"well sir"
arya answered.
"go ahead. fix your work"
Wijaya kicked Arya out of her study.
lethargic, Arya quoted the files scattered on the floor.
Arya walked out with a lethargic bow. her steps were shaky. It was all her fault.often she ignored her work.
he entered his study and threw his body in the chair.
"shit!!!"
lang....!!!
Arya threw whatever was on her desk.she felt very depressed with her life in a sense of getting moribund without caera.
taking an alcoholic drink and sipping it straight from the bottle. Many drinks were spilled and soaked his chin to his chest.
Arya silently daydreamed looking at the ceiling of her study.
this chaos can not be avoided anymore. his work threatened to be fired. somehow he will solve this.his mind never focus again on work.he prefers to get drunk rather than struggling to finish his work.
his house was like hell. Vivi always whined with alsan cravings, not to mention her mother who demanded she give money for living expenses and college for her sister.
no one understands his feelings. Arya is very down. she misses caera. the woman who is always there when she is in trouble. give her a place to complain.
but now, the woman had been very far away and difficult to reach. as if the light of the caera was getting brighter now.
in the past, Arya never allowed caera to come out on her own without her accompanying her. Arya is often jealous when the eyes of men always pay attention to caera. it will quickly save caera from the eyes******self-conscious man.
he knew and realized that his ex-wife was beautiful, because it was rare to come out without Arya, and fortunately caera did not like to socialize the media like most women today. who prefers to indulge his personal life without knowing what they are receiving.Arya also forbids it.
he saw Caera with Richard at the time, and he said it didn't matter if Richard liked to play girls. And now, caera shows he has a very intense relationship with Deva. it was as if the woman was showing that she could also accentuate her abilities and beauty.
"ahhhh... Rara, I miss you"
lirih.
no tears flowed from her closed eyelids. Her heart was slashed severed.she loved caera. but also could not hate her mother.
if only his mother had not been too pushy, he would still be with caera now.his first love.he remembered how once loved and loved caera. there is not much to argue with what Arya wants.
"hmmmhhaahh"
Vivi is not at all like caera. the woman was often angry and yelled loudly. she used to love Vivi. because the woman gave her all the honey she had. gave a sensation that Arya had not felt. but now, to touch it was lazy Arya.
if not Vivi pushy, Arya would never sleep in bed with Vivi again. only then did Arya accompany him with the cold dominant attitude she showed.
I don't know what happened in the house. Mom and Vivi controlled everything. Until the maid rashnya, bik Sari was run away somewhere.
several times he tried to contact caera. but the number is not active.until Arya tried with a new number, so that caera does not recognize and can answer the phone. still the caera number is not active anymore.may have changed the number.
Arya always feels lonely in the crowd.her world is empty. ever she tried to accept Vivi in her life.learn to love because caera is getting away from her. her heart refused to love Vivi.
"hiikkss. hiikks"
Arya put her hands on the edge of her work desk.shed her head down and rested on her arms.Sobbing crying can not resist the turmoil of longing for her ex-wife.
"i love you Ra. My life is ruined. You where is Ra?"
he said in between his sobbing Isak. his brain was unable to be invited to work again.maybe because it was often contaminated with alcoholic drinks.sometimes until he took it to the office to accompany him.
Arya looked unkempt anymore. lazy shaving the sideburns on his face.lazy take care of himself. his life seemed useless and silent.
the mother is a person who must be respected. must not argue what her mother said, but because that is also Arya so crack the household.
she does not know why her mother really wants a child from her. Since knowing caera is declared difficult to conceive, the mother becomes very chatty and rude at caera. Often Arya catches her mother angry at caera. but again caera just kept quiet and forbade her to be angry at Maya's mother.
"mom's gone too far Ra. I don't like mom's attitude towards you"
"don't mas, it's been. the mother just wanted to draw a grandchild from you mas. it's not good to be angry with the mother. the mother is your heaven"
that's what the super gentle and forgiving woman said.until finally the mother was too eager to always say rude hurtful to caera. but his ex-wife just looked down on being treated so.
want to feel Arya brought caera away from her mother, but she also had to think that her mother only had Arya as a son who had to protect and support her mother. therefore Arya always undoes her intentions.
"caera.I'm sorry I can't keep your heart"
Arya is still nengguk nelangsa. he does not care he is still in the office now.
in her eyes there was only caera. the woman smiled and kissed her cheek. Arya closed her eyes as if to feel the kiss of caera lips on her cheeks.that is what caera always does when Arya is busy and working until late at night. Caera will come and embrace her, giving comfort in her heart.
"Ra, we're not like we used to be. I miss you"
these past four months, that's all Arya has been drinking, and talking to herself as if caera was sitting with her. his soul was shocked to see Caera with another man and he could not touch her anymore.
vivi's pregnancy can't make her aware of being a father. she doesn't really want the baby. She fucked Vivi just because her mother demands that she have children.
"Raaaa. I love you"
he shouted loudly, as if trying to get caera to hear his call.
he did not care that all office employees heard his screams.chugging his drink blindly.no matter what happens next.
bruuck..
Arya fell out of her chair, but still kept the bottle in her hand.It was a pity that the bottle would break and spill.
he curled up on the floor, letting tears run down the floor where his head lay weak.
"why did you leave me dear" he said softly again.
"raaaaaa.. I don't normally live without you...."
then shouted.
"hiikkss. hiikks"
sobbing helplessly.his heart aches.his life is swayed udders in a quiet room.
until he heard the door open, and some people approached him.
Arya could not lift her head anymore to see who the people who came to swarm her.His head was heavy and throbbing pain.
his gaze was blurry due to the tears and the strong influence of alcohol.The sight of those people shading was split into several parts in his view.
until it finally felt dark. Arya was unconscious. lying helpless due to a miserable heart.