MY REVENGE IS IN LOVE

episode 21

red twilight soon changed the dimness of the night. Some say, twilight is the most beautiful time that borders directly with nestapa.once dusk is gone we will find nothingness. The time in which we realize that the journey will definitely have its rest.

like the current caera, his household was at the limit of twilight, which would soon be drowned in darkness.

caera sits on her bedroom bed.she decides to meet Arya. must talk like mother said.strengthen the fragile heart so as not to quickly become flaky.

staring around his room.The room that used to be always loaded with love. Arya is a man who is understanding and considerate of him, although sometimes he does not really care about the presence of Gino.

the roar of the car engine on the front page of the house. Caera can guess that Arya just came home from his office.

after he left, did Arya always come home this afternoon?

lastly he remembered Arya always came home late at night, but now, he came home when the night was just about to appear. Caera smiled concerned for herself.is all that Arya to him?

heard Arya talking with their maid's sari bik below. caera did not hear too much. then Arya's footsteps could be heard running.

Braakk...

the door was pushed by force until it hit the wall of the room. Caera until strangled because of shock.

"honey!"

Arya rushed towards caera. hugged his wife with a feeling of longing that erupted. Caera just silent. like a rigid wooden beam.

"Ra, are you home? where's Gino?"

asked Arya. his face shone bright sumringah.he thought caera had been destroyed and wanted to go back to him.

caera did not budge. did not answer and silently pecked. there was a disgust ring appeared when Arya embraced him. with a soft he released Aryan embrace.

"we have to talk" he said coldly.

Arya shifted to sit beside the caera. bowed lethargic unfeeling.he knew what his wife wanted to talk about.

caera stood up to close the door of the room and leaned against the door, folding her hands to her chest.

"how long has it been"

those words were not like questions, but the demands of Aryan openness.

Arya looked up. Their eyes met.a look of misery in the eyes of the man.

"Ra, I'm sorry"

very clean Arya's voice was unable to make her firm voice as usual.

"i want to know everything"

caera was still staring at him sharply.The new caera looked at Arya again after the incident.

Arya bowed again.her heart screamed not wanting to open the evil that he had done.

"you're not very good at talking right now"

caera looked at Arya skeptically.

"this is not my wish Ra"

"haha"

caera chuckled at Arya's reply and stopped suddenly staring at Arya angrily.

"not your wish? then what is it until your body sweats to fuck him? that's not what you want?"

"Ra, I had to Ra. Vivi was the last choice"

Arya tried to defend herself.

"optional? what choices? what do you mean by choice?" caera began to stir up emotions.

"Ra, you know mom..."

"ooohh, son?" caera cuts off Arya's words.she knows where Arya is talking when it comes to her mother-in-law.

"i was expecting it. That's the most reasonable reason for you" caera smiled bitterly.

"Ra. ah how should I explain"

Arya disfigured her hair and face.she was confused what to say to caera.

"yesterday you made me want to talk. Now I'm here, in front of you. talk"

Arya stared at caera again. gazing at caera's eyes laden with hate. Arya has chosen the wrong path.but that's because she won't let go of the caera. But what does caera accept that?

he breathed heavily and exhaled violently.

"as you know Ra.'s mother forced us to have children. I'm confused as to how. I can't get married again. I don't want you depressed thinking that"

for a moment he stopped.just silence between them. Caera waited for Arya continued.

"so, I decided to have a baby from another woman.I don't know with whom.until I finally met Vivi accidentally at the branch office in Bali"

Arya swallowed her coarse salivation.a glance at the caera who was still staring at her sharply.

"i chose her because she's your friend. I don't want an obscure woman, but..."

"what's your deal?"

caera cut

"just to have a baby without a wedding"

"continue?"

again Arya threw a rough breath.it felt so tight chest because she had to tell this.

"that's it. And later after Vivi gets pregnant and gives birth, I'll reward her"

"and you don't think I accept that or not?"

caera asked still looking at Arya.

"i don't think about it. For me it's important to have a child, and I'll leave it to mom. that's all that matters to mom. I don't want to divorce you Ra"

caera's heart throbbed in pain.His mother-in-law always forced them to have children. That's why Arya cheated.

"and she's pregnant now?"

caera's voice vibrates.The heaviest question to hear the answer.he is afraid if Arya says yes.

Arya just shook her head.

there was a glimmer of relief in the heart of the caera, not because Arya loved Vivi but because she wanted to have children.

"Ra, I'm sorry. I don't think any further deciding that.I'm sorry" Arya covered her face with both hands.

"you love her?"

with a startled Arya looked up. frowned. thought and asked inwardly, is that true?

no denying he likes Vivi, but still just like.there is no love. but he tried to hide it from caera. dare not look into the eyes of his wife's jelly.

quickly he shook his head

"no Ra. I don't love him. Believe me, you're the only one I love"

"so sweet is your mouth"

caera smiled cynically.

"Ra, I'm sorry Ra. give me another chance.we're starting from the beginning of Ra"

Arya knelt down and put her hands together begging caera to forgive her.

"i want a divorce"

answer caera firmly.

caera's eyes heat up. Tears are about to spill.but he does not want to cry in front of Arya. he blinked his eyes so that the tears do not fall.

arya apologizes easily and wants to start their love from the beginning.

"what!? don't Ra. I'll cancel that deal Ra. I'll leave Vivi. I'll leave everything you don't like. But don't ask me to divorce you"

Arya shakes her hands and cannot divorce Caera.

caera couldn't bear to see Arya kneeling and pleading with her. she cried without a sound. Only the tears that fell on her cheeks represented the feeling in her heart. Arya never did that to anyone, but now the man looks very fragile.

"sorry, I can't. I want a divorce"

with a stumbling voice because of crying.

Arya chugged.this is the end that she was most afraid of. caera asked for a divorce. whereas he did that just because he did not want to divorce caera. but instead, caera asked for divorce now.

"i can never forget that, we can never be like we were before, even if we started from the beginning"

caera's legs trembled, unable to support her body that felt floating after saying divorce.

Arya crawled over to his wife with a soft sobbing, she reached for caera's hand and grabbed it and kissed it.

"i love you. I did it just out of fear that mom forced me to divorce you. Forgive me Ra"

"go away!"

caera jerks her hand like a phobia at any kind of touch from Arya.

"what the hell are you thinking, mas? I can face any obstacle in our household.You think only this time mom did that? didn't you?"

caera screamed hysterically. fed up with the pain in her heart. all this time she always succumbed to whatever her mother-in-law insulted every day just because she was not pregnant.

"without thinking I accept it or not, you make a unilateral decision, and I think you like it and enjoy it too"

Arya was getting bowed.The two of them were both crying.The atmosphere of the room was getting gripping.

"where's the love you said when you fucked her? where!!??"

caera shook Arya's body strongly.sawed angrily.transmitted emotions that Arya shook to and fro. she could not bear to look at the caera's wet eyes that flared furiously.

"Ra, really, I did it just because of you"

Arya is still trying to convince his wife.

"cih. how do I believe it's mas"

caera cries sobbing. unable to digest how Arya can say so. doing that dirty thing because of him and still in a state of love him.

for caera, let alone cheating, make Arya jealous she does not want to. because she really loves her husband.It is better that she is always on her mother-in-law than to do things that hurt Arya. that's his love, but what Arya does can't be accepted.

"sorry, I can't. We'd better get divorced"

caera moves up. wanting to leave, but Arya quickly hugs her. blocking caera from ever leaving again.

"no Ra. don't baby. Let's start again.don't ask that I can't give you"

"then what can you give me?

"all Ra. all whatever you want"

Arya hugged caera tightly, very afraid that caera would go and run away from her.

"remove me from your life"

"By!! please don't talk like that. I'm going crazy baby" Arya's getting her head in the caera neck niche. "let's forget it's Ra. we start all over again. I'll never see her again"

he still loves Arya, but cannot forget what she has done.

"can that?"

they look at it. Love overcomes selfishness. Arya wiped away the tears of caera with a trembling hand.

"we try baby. I love you. I'm sorry"

caera was still looking for earnestness in Arya's eyes.all the taste was mixed in her heart.until suddenly a rowdy voice sounded downstairs.

someone shouted to Arya. the sound of steps running up the stairs.bik sari also chased after her.

DORS.. DOORRR...

the sound of the door in the gedor was so loud that it shook.

"Aryan!!! open door!! you can't stay like this with me!!"

deg!!

Arya stiffened.he and caera were very familiar with the voice.he came boldly.

"mon don't do this"

bik sari tried to get in the way.

"silence you!"

dorrr. doorr.

"Aryan!!"

frantically, Arya stood up and opened the door.

"Vivi!"