My Ottoman Girl

It's about Dr. Zein

Hafiz and I have been like brothers, he always told me about his family in Indonesia. But not one bit he told me about his father's wealth. And I never cared about it because my friendship with her was sincere without any other frills.

He knew my family wasn't people and he didn't have that problem in our friendship, he also knew I had the principle of making my family happy first especially my new parents I think about my future. Thinking of my future life partner, getting married, and living happily with the woman of my choice.

Several times he deliberately set me up with Ayse Aygul's sidekick. He even tried to give me a chance to drive Ayse home or accompany them on a date together and hold a double date. But I can always avoid and find the right reason.

Sometimes I feel bad about Ayse because it's as if I rejected her, though half-dead I tried to suppress my feelings so as not to know love before I managed to complete my study and can make Abi and Umi proud and happy for my family.

I'm afraid if I play love first all my plans will fall apart. I'm afraid my study didn't finish because of love problems. Verily I have always kept my heart and mind to the beautiful creature of God in the form of that woman.

Until one day when I was about to graduate I found my best friend was suddenly like a vampire, his eyes did not shine at all, his face was dark and his usual passion bursting suddenly dim.

I saw him lethargic, indeed some days I did not meet him because I stayed at Mas Hambali's house to complete our small project of building a small clinic near the campus.

Usut had a mouth turn out he and Aygul sednag troubled. Aygul asks Hafiz to marry him immediately but Hafiz is not ready to get married because his study is not finished and he does not dare to tell his parents if here he has a mooring heart.

And finally they both agreed to separate because of a misunderstanding that was never tried to explain. And at graduation, I did not see Aygul attending the most events in the future students at the end of the struggle when studying.

It was at graduation that I found out that Aygul had left Egypt and returned to Turkey with a feeling of being blown to pieces. The fabric of love for almost four years just unraveled. I deeply regret their hasty decision.

It was unbelievable to see my usual cheerful and most nosy best friend turn one hundred and eighty degrees. Shut up and don't say much when we get together with our fellow students on campus.

Even when his parents came to attend his graduation, there was no spirit to let go of his longing that had long parted with them.

Suppose that Abi and Umi can attend my graduation, of course I will be very proud when my parents put a toga shirt on my body.

But I can only swallow my desires that are impossible to fulfill. Where can the money to buy Abi and Umi plane tickets if forced to come here.

He could have sold our family's only shelter if I asked them to come here. And I am not a selfish person who attaches importance to my own desires.

Let their presence be represented by the voice of the phone when we finish graduation. My longing and sadness were a little relieved by the hospitality and warmth of both Hafiz parents.

Before her parents came, Hafiz had asked me to keep her relationship with Aygul a secret. Because for him there is nothing to tell again his love story that has been destroyed.

I understand and respect his broken hearted desire, I advise him to be normal when he meets his parents so he does not worry.

Briefly after I met directly with Hafiz's parents he both immediately told me to call them Father and Mother like their children. Because he is happy with me, said Ibu Hafizah because hanging out with me Hafiz so diligently pray and become independent.

He conveyed his when there was no Hafiz so that his eldest son was not big head because he was praised.

A week both Hafiz's parents and her youngest sister in Egypt accompanied us graduation.And it turns out that the look of the young girl's ayu has disturbed my attention.

His spoiled behavior and timid smile when we accidentally stared at each other made boisterous shivers in the corners of my heart.

At that time he was just sitting on the bench of first class High School according to the story of Hafiz, the young girl the youngest daughter of the Candra Birendra family really made my nights can not sleep.

And after their return to the homeland, made me miss her beautiful face even more. But I also realized myself when I saw our different social status.

Birendra family is a family of Rich and Terpatanh while my family is a simple family and can be said family does not have.

Suddenly I became inferior with my social status, somehow my desire is increasingly desperate me so that I must be successful and immediately raise the degree of both my parents. So that someday my twin sister and I can make both of them happy.

After graduation I got another scholarship to continue my education to take a specialist.And here I have to really concentrate to pick up my dream of wanting my Khadija.

I had to fight again to complete my Specialist school for approximately two years. For a while Izz's name I kept a meeting in the deepest room of my heart and I will open it again if I have succeeded in reaching my goals.

I'll pick you up the princess, I'll take you into the palace of my love that I'm building with my longing embroidery and all my sacred love. For some reason it feels like storing coals of fire in the chest when loving people in silence.

Hopefully later when I can give a decent living to my family, I am not too late to ask her to be the empress in my love palace.

May his heart be the same as mine today. Yes Tuham if in my soul mate please keep his miss for me and keep him there while away from me