My Ottoman Girl

A story

Dear Mr's. Bramantyo Hafizuddin

It was nice to know you a few years ago. And it's really happy to have been the one to ever love and be loved by you.

Let me say hello again, even if only by email.

It's okay if you don't want to reply to my email. But I really hope that one day we find God in a different situation. I just want to say one thing.

LONGS

Just praying for you from afar is the only way to hug you in longing

Best regard

Egyptian Angel

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This email implies I'm going to figure it out. My aygul. My heart is longing. Yeah I still miss her.

I don't know what I'd say if I could actually see her again.

I was planning to get out of my room right after the sound of my stomach getting rowdy.

It is now 13:00 wib. I immediately change my clothes with a white polo shirt and I will refresh my body with ablution. It is time for dhuhur prayer. I must fulfill my duty to God before I go down to fill my stomach.

After the dhuhur prayer I went down to the dining table, it turned out that Mother, Izza and Zein were waiting. Dad's probably still at headquarters. He usually arrived home before Magrib.

" Why not get called to lunch? " Tanyaku pretended to go to Izza

"Ih, Izza was screaming like Tarzan. I didn't open the door" attack my sister didn't take it.

Mom and Zein smiled at our little debate.

"Zein how's your rest? " ask Mom.

"Alhamdulillah earlier Zein can sleep soundly mom. Maybe a lack of sleep last night so easy to fall asleep" he replied

" Later if you are still tired of sleeping again Zein "said I propose.

Zein laughed lightly and rejected my proposal. She said sleeping too long made her feel sick. Zein's plan this afternoon is to visit the Hospital where he works. He wants to find out where he's making his new living before duty tomorrow morning. I volunteered to drive him, and he approved of me.

Lunch is a lot of menu. I really want to entertain my guests well.

Roast chicken village

Sambal squid

Oseng papaya leaves are sprinkled with small anchovies

There's vegetable urea

Rempeyek Shrimp

And Tofu tempe bacem

I saw Zein really enjoying his lunch. I also took 2x of rice. Izza looked wide, and her eyes saw me scooping rice again

Since my mood is not good then the best outlet is to eat! hahaa that's a principle of a fool.

After lunch was over I took Zein to the backyard of the house that had a swimming pool.

" Zein in 6 months there is a reunion of Akbar on our campus. Have you got any news? " i asked while sipping a cup of black coffee made by his mother.

"Yes, I heard the news. Do you have any plans to come there? "

"You think?? " i asked again

He chuckled at the sight of my face full of confusion.

" Why ask again? why the hell?"

" Zein accompany me to come, huh? " my pinta is finally shameless

" God willing if there are no obstacles. And why do you seem so heavy to go there? Is it because of Aygul Dilara? " he said while patting my shoulder

I'm still mute. I took a cigarette out of my pants pocket.

" Haey since when did you play around with that stuff? " ask dr. Zein surprised

I chuckled at Zein who started nagging and lecturing me about the dangers of smoking.

But I kept lighting matches and leaning them in front of the tip of my cigarette.

Yes I am not a cigarette addict just when I feel like it or am upset.

"Bro, there's something I need to talk to you about" Zein said seriously.

" What's up? " ask me slowly while playing my cigarette smoke forming circles in the air.

" Hmmm... Do you still love Aygul? I see since 4 years passed you still can't move on. "

" To be honest, I still love her, but I haven't called and met her in a long time. I don't know maybe my standard is too high to find a replacement for Aygul" I replied weakly.

A Bramantyo Hafizuddin why become weak just because of women huh?

" If you still love her, pick her up and make sure she still loves you. If there is no love, then go and forget it. Sometimes being honest with yourself is harder" he said.

I fell silent again.The words of my friend are very striking to me. I'm a cowardly man. Want to go forward there is no guts, want to retreat was still not willing. Then Zein patted me on the shoulder again.

" Fiz, I want you to be the first to know about this. "

I scrunched my eyebrows

" What news? " just ask again

He smiled and hugged me again. With a loud voice he said..

" Let me be your sister-in-law's candidate. Let me tell your sister" this raucous voice sounded resolute and clear in my ears.

"Allahu Akbar!" My screeches

I let go of Zein's embrace and punched her chest slowly. I smiled even as my tears almost came out of the corner of her petals.

" What's Zein? Repeat all the time Zein? " I said I wanted to convince my hearing again.

My heart blossomed what I aspired to make Zein brother finally answered with God.

" I want to be your sister-in-law's candidate. I love your sister Izza" he said, meeting in red.

His handsome face and mature appearance increasingly looks charismatic. How I rejected the man I considered my brother. Sholeh men who always take care of themselves, his words and behavior from bad things. A man who always protects and accompanies my grief when away from family.

" Zein, since when have you loved my little girl? " tanyaku pretended fiercely

Zein chuckles at my face. He knew I didn't mean it - really fierce with him.

" Since you invited me to play at your parents' house. Since Izza still wears a white-gray uniform. And he seemed to have the same feeling as me." he replied confidently.

This one doctor is indeed too confident, yes, I shook my head to feel funny with Zein. It is fitting that he always refused when we used to match him with our friend's girl there. Even he deliberately avoids Ayse who incidentally looks often pay attention to him.

Zein seems to be transformed into a man without a pulse. Frozen as ice if close to a woman. And this is the answer he wants to challenge my own sister. Ah how happy I am to have a sholeh sister-in-law.

" But does Izza know you're interested in doing it? " I asked again because I never knew about their relationship.

Or they cover it up intentionally. I know Izza's never been close to another guy. Never walk alone with the opposite sex. There were indeed several times he brought his friends to the house and there were some people.

" He doesn't know" he replied slowly

I'm surprised if Izza refused how? I was frustrated thinking about it myself.

" How can you be sure he accepts you and he doesn't know himself. And never had an intense relationship with you" I said again, scratching my head without itching.

" Izza says her beloved brother's origin is approved in the steps and in the same blessing his parents he will receive" he replied with a grin.

Oh well, he once insinuated that I should find a companion otherwise he would have gone ahead of him. Ckckck.The bad boy made me want to bite his chubby cheek.

He could be playing me.

"Oh yeah Zein. Well later you have to talk to Dad and Mom at dinner!" my orders were slightly firm as if speaking to my sister

" Hahaha.yes it's good my Sister-in-law, "and she chuckled. Ah shit you Zein I lost a step with you. Inner megrimaced.

"Hmmm ..but I'm afraid Father and Mother won't give me the blessing to ask for her daughter?" suddenly Zein's face was sad.

I was surprised to hear such a pessimistic speech.

"Lho..lho.lho..why so hesitant like this, bro?"

"My family and I are not equal to the Birendra family. My father was just a teacher at a boarding school. No. Kiai is not Gus, we're just an ordinary family. "

Teeth were trembling to hear Zein's plain speech.

"Woy listen!! Bokap and nyokap I'm not as matre as Boz!" pekikku

Finally, with anxiety, I convinced my best friend who sholeh to keep the spirit of asking my father's daughter with gentle