My Love is Wrong Room

Chapter 21. Is this the answer

Rara resuscitated her back on the airport waiting chair, trying to close her eyes, on the other side there was Ali who was playing games at HP.

The two of them had not come home because they were waiting for Bu Lina's husband to eat in the cafeteria so they preferred to wait in the waiting room instead of waiting in the car or going to the cafeteria.

Rara's thoughts go back to the incident that night, when Rangga called her yesterday. Rara remembered about Rangga's question to her at that time.

Is this the answer, the answer to the question bang Rangga yesterday? If Adam wanted to divorce me. Think Rara.

Flashback.

Rara was just about to end her conversation with Rangga when her sister-in-law called her name, making her stop the action to hang up the phone.

"Ra, what if Adam reflected on you, what would you do?" Rangga's question suddenly made Rara not know what to answer the question.

in addition to his heart that felt in the squeeze suddenly. Even so he tried to be strong.

"Why did you ask like that? Did Adam tell you that you were going to divorce Rara? Or the one who asked you to deliver the news?" Rara asked back

Is this the reason Adam always hung out with him, because he wants a divorce? Wanted this marriage to end, Rara.

Suddenly, her tears flowed again. Given how egotistical Adam was to him all along, during their marriage they took place because he wanted to separate from Rara and Ali. But why? What's wrong with them getting divorced? Was it because of Rara's anger, so Adam wanted to separate from her.

"No Ra, I haven't called Adam since I went to Singapore. It's been a week I haven't exchanged any news with him."

"Why are you asking about divorce?"

"Don't just ask, if it happens will we be able to go back to how it used to be? You me and Ali to be together? Start everything from the beginning?" Ask Rangga.

Rara shook her head, not knowing what to answer Rangga's question. His heart was full and sick. Until he could only cry.

"You're crying Ra?" Rangga asked when heard by her the voice of Isak crying Rara.

"Not bang, Rara just flu," Rara lied at the time.

Maybe his heart is not fully owned by Adam, considering their relationship LDR and miscommunication, but that does not mean Rara has no sense of her husband.

Rara could not forget Adam from her life. Maybe this is called the curse of the first night by parents. That the virgin child will begin to fall in love with her husband when they are past the first night.

Girls tend not to be able to forget just the man who first touched her body, giving a good taste in her life. He flew to the seventh heaven.

Is that the curse that Rara is feeling now? Which makes him always survive in Adam's hands. The comfort that the husband's body gives because they have been united, have been through the first night and give each other a good taste. Even though their communication relationship is bad? Is that why Rara has been faithful all this time?

Rara also does not know, how to feel about Adam, love or because of accepting destiny as a married couple. Because her feelings with Adam and Rara's feelings with Rangga used to be much different.

With Rangga, Rara felt shy when she met the cat, but comfortable when she had a conversation together, the heart felt peaceful, it felt like there were small firecrackers in her heart when their eyes met.

but Adam was very different. Rara often feels uncomfortable and salting, afraid what she wears does not suit Adam's taste which ends her husband will be ashamed of her, and when their eyes met Rara felt like a heart attack was flowing instantly, her chest pounding hard making her breathless.

Especially when their hands touch or Adam who touches his skin, Rara feels like a electrocuted person who makes him always lose control. Damn it, he himself did not know why all that could happen.

"dude? Why is he silent? Why not answer?" Rara asked when Rangga did not give her the answer she asked for.

"I don't know. Adam never said anything to me, it's all just my opinion. Don't think about it ok.

Better we sleep now. It's night time, afraid tomorrow I'll have bad luck.

You also sleep Ra! Assalamualaikum."

Rangga ended his phone call after dropping an atomic bomb on Rara's heart which suddenly became melow again.

Flashback.

And now Rara knew the reason why Rangga asked like that, because Adam wanted to end their marriage. Maybe her husband has found another woman who he finds more attractive than Rara, he doesn't know either.

But if it is Adam's forehead, let Rara ask for divorce first rather than him to continue to be disappointed like this.

Rara's tears came back down, she quickly wiped them away, because she didn't want Ali to see her crying again.

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Some people know why Rangga asked that?