My Love is Wrong Room

Chapters 125. Finally

"After today, how are things going with our relationship? Are we going to continue dating or end up here?"

Aisyah looked at Rangga who was sitting next to her. Both are on the sampan enjoying the beautiful sunset from the middle of the lake. The lake water that was originally blue turned golden yellow the effect of afternoon sunlight, with the cloud Aurora as an umbrella for the togetherness of human children spending twilight together.

Rangga looked at Aisyah who was also looking at him, making the look of the brand meet, the two locked gazes at each other. Of the many times with Aisyah at this time is the most Rangga avoid. When the girl asked about their relationship.

Rangga sighed, cut off eye contact with Aisyah, cast his gaze back to the front, staring at the orange-shaped sun.

"The ladder?" Pursue Aisyah, feeling dissatisfied because Rangga never gave her an answer. Aisyah doesn't want to be hung, she wants clarity, "please give me an answer? I don't want to dream or walk in uncertainty" Aisyah said as Rangga looked back at her face.

Back Rangga sighed, "i know maybe this seems unfair to you, but I should keep saying it," Rangga paused, looking at Aisyah carefully, try to see the girl's reaction before continuing.

"Continue, I'm ready to listen to whatever your decision is even if it hurts me a lot?"

"I can't continue this relationship. I can't forget Rara. Maybe you think I'm the dumbest guy in the world who's still imprisoned by an ex that I obviously wouldn't have but I think maybe that's the best thing for me and you. Rather than me having to be a jerk by accepting you to be my wife and pretending to love you even though my heart is still filled by the figure of Rara. I don't want to be that kind of guy. Karen, please forget me."

Aisyah nodded, "i'm fine if you can't love me yet. I can hold on and make you love me as time goes on. All you need to do is open your heart to me, and let me enter your life and your heart."

"But I can't ice. I don't know when I'll stop loving Rara. I don't know when my heart can turn away from him. That's why you don't want to be in a relationship with you because I don't want to hurt you."

Maybe it seems stupid when Rangga prefers Rara who is clearly the wife of people rather than Aisyah. Maybe he was a stupid man because he had wasted a woman as good as Aisyah and let her go. But how else, Rangga can not ignore the figure of Rara just like that, especially when she if Rara often cries because of Adam.

Maybe if Rara is happy in her marriage Rangga does not have to suffer like this, or maybe if Rara becomes someone else's wife Rangga will also not be as hot as now. But in fact all that was just a delusion he was behind, the figure of Rara and suffering plastered in front of his eyes made Rangga imprisoned by love for Rara. Although the figure of Rara himself never told about his sadness to Rangga, but he was always about the sadness.

"But I'm okay."

"I'm the nothing."

"The ladder!"

Rangga said Aisyah's fingers, "get another man. You are a good girl and also beautiful. I'm sure besides me there must be a man who loves you wholeheartedly."

"But I...."

"Sheets..." Rangga placed his index finger on Aisha's lips asking the woman to be quiet, "don't wait for me. But if in this year I am still alone and can not be with Rara then I myself will look for you and love you. I'll come to propose to you to be my wife. Don't wait for me to come. If in a year you meet a man better than me then marry me, don't think of me ok!"

Rangga's words made Aisyah speechless in a thousand languages. Don't know what to say? don't know what to do? Not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

Rangga tightly packed Aisyah's fingers. Funneling his strength to the girl in order to strongly accept his decision.

"But I thought maybe it was the best thing for me and you. Rather than me having to be a jerk by accepting you to be my wife and pretending to love you even though my heart is still filled by the figure of Rara. I don't want to be that kind of guy. Karen, please forget me."

Aisyah nodded, "i'm fine if you can't love me yet. I can hold on and make you love me as time goes on. All you need to do is open your heart to me, and let me enter your life and your heart."

"But I can't ice. I don't know when I'll stop loving Rara. I don't know when my heart can turn away from him. That's why you don't want to be in a relationship with you because I don't want to hurt you."

Maybe it seems stupid when Rangga prefers Rara who is clearly the wife of people rather than Aisyah. Maybe he was a stupid man because he had wasted a woman as good as Aisyah and let her go. But how else, Rangga can not ignore the figure of Rara just like that, especially when she if Rara often cries because of Adam.

Maybe if Rara is happy in her marriage Rangga does not have to suffer like this, or maybe if Rara becomes someone else's wife Rangga will also not be as hot as now. But in fact all that was just a delusion he was behind, the figure of Rara and suffering plastered in front of his eyes made Rangga imprisoned by love for Rara. Although the figure of Rara himself never told about his sadness to Rangga, but he was always about the sadness.

"But I'm okay."

"I'm the nothing."

"The ladder!"

Rangga said Aisyah's fingers, "get another man. You are a good girl and also beautiful. I'm sure besides me there must be a man who loves you wholeheartedly."

"But I...."

"Sheets..." Rangga placed his index finger on Aisha's lips asking the woman to be quiet, "don't wait for me. But if in this year I am still alone and can not be with Rara then I myself will look for you and love you. I'll come to propose to you to be my wife. Don't wait for me to come. If in a year you meet a man better than me then marry me, don't think of me ok!"

Rangga's words made Aisyah speechless in a thousand languages. Don't know what to say? don't know what to do? Not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

Rangga tightly packed Aisyah's fingers. Funneling his strength to the girl in order to strongly accept his decision.

Aisyah looked at the shoulder of the road with a feeling of emptiness, her mind drifting back on the incident six years ago. Worse when the sudden departure of Satria. The lover he loved so much.

Aisyah thought there was no more man like Satria in this world and she thought she would never fall in love with him or after the departure of her lover.

But who would have thought the unexpected encounter with Rangga revived the tremors in his long dead heart. The feeling of love and longing in the deep tomb now comes out with the presence of the figure of Rangga in Aisha's life.

The girl who had fallen due to the departure of her lover now began to live her days back since meeting with Rangga several times which was a good destiny for Aisyah.

Moreover, the figure of Rangga with all his thoughts that are so similar to Satria makes Aisyah sure if Satria lives and comes back to meet him. Believe if in fact they are destined together.

But in fact all of that is just Aisha. Whether it is Satria or not they hold not destined together, because Rangga prefers Rara rather than him.

If Satria, leaving Aisyah because of a fatal accident that took her lover a week before they married, now Rangga must release Aisyah in order to choose Rara who will not necessarily be owned by the man.

Although disappointed, but Aisyah could not be angry at Rangga, because she knew Rangga was entitled to the life of the man himself. Loving and being loved, Asiyah could not force it.

Rangga grabbed Aisyah's fingers on the girl's lap, pounded tightly with one free hand, while the man drove with one hand.

"I'm sorry" said the man sincerely.

Aisyah turned her head to look at Rangga, trying to smile even if it failed, "i'm sorry. Because I also realized I couldn't force love and feelings."

"Are you sad?"

"Liar if I say I'm okay when my love is rejected by someone. Even so I don't have to cry roaring in the street right?"

Aisyah's words made Rangga laugh, "i wish you were like that, because I'm sure it would be very funny if you cry and scream in the streets."

"Dam."

Aisyah pulled her hand and then hit Rangga's arm, making the man more lying down, until Aisyah smiled.

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"Don't forget to call me when you're back in Yogyakarta?" Pinta Rangga when Aisyah got out of the car. Now they're both in front of Dani's house.

"Just calm. I will always contact you. If need be I'll terrorize you all the time so you don't forget me."

Rangga rubbed Aisyah's head, "then just get ready for your number I blocked."

"Based on the bad guy."

"Haha...." Rangga laughed, "see you next time."

"May we be a fool."

"Amen."

Rangga immediately went from Mr. Dani's house once Aisyah had entered the house, the man immediately turned his car back to go home not to stop by first to Adam's apartment.

Aisyah and Rangga are not together.

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