My Love is Wrong Room

Chapters 11. I Love You

For the common good, Rara keeps a safe distance from Kamal.

Even at school as much as possible Rara was not close to the father of three children. Even when Rara had to worry both mama Ali preferred to ask her friend to replace her with various reasons so that she did not enter the class together with Kamal. Likewise at lunch or breakfast with his office friends, Rara no longer offers to eat her boyfriend.

Although everyone did not know, but Kamal felt that if Rara kept her distance and it inevitably disturbed the little heart of the forty-year-old man.

It feels like Kamal asked Rara what was wrong so that the mother of one child was indifferent to him, but to be in a situation alone is very difficult because Rara always has thousands of reasons to avoid.

So curious about what happened to Rara, then Kamal desperate to contact the teacher as soon as the school came home.

"Assalamu'alaikum Ra, can we not meet at Jupiter's cafe later tonight magrib runs out? I have something to talk to you about!" Pinta Kamal called Rara on the phone.

"Sorry sir, I can't go out tonight" said Rara.

"What afternoon?"

"Just like, sir, because my son is not well. So I can't go anywhere."

"Oh.. Okay, then let me come to your house."

"Indeed the problem is very important sir? Until you have to come to my house? Can't we just talk about it tomorrow at school?"

"Yes Ra, this is very important. So it can't be talked about in school."

"Oh that's it."

"Yes Ra. I'll see you at home. Assalamu'alaikum" Kamal said, ending his call.

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After magrib Kamal came to Rara's house. Unlike usual the man sat restlessly on the living room sofa, but usually if he met his coworkers was chatty, asking this is not too important. Tap this time Kamal just silently silent no sound. Even so Rara was also reluctant to speak first, she preferred to be an unsettled Kamal observer rather than having the man talk.

After waiting for more than twenty minutes not even Kamal spoke, then Rara who began to open her voice first.

"What's important you want to tell me?" Ask Rara.

Kamal looked at Rara for a while then looked down again, observing her fingers interlocked with each other. Before he finally sighed and exhaled slowly.

Kamal looked at Rara in such a way.

"Ra, earlier forgive me for what I did to you this time. I don't know if it's right or wrong because it's like this. Honestly, I don't know why this is the case either, but this is what I feel for you, because..."

"Sir, to point only directly. Don't be convoluted. We also used to talk directly without being able to," Rara cut when she saw Kamal muter-muter talk like odong-odong.

"I like you Ra. I love you!"

Kamal said firmly without hesitation in his eyes made Rara instantly freeze in place. Shocked and shocked by what Kamal said.

What is this guy? Can he like people's wives? Is that Kamal? Guman Rara in the heart.

"Where's Ra? Do you want to be my lover?

"Sir, you realize not with this father's words?" Ask Rara.

"I know Ra. I am in a conscious and sane condition. I really love you Ra. I don't know when that feeling came. But the more I get here the more I'm sure that I really love you. I want to have a relationship with you" Kamal said.

Kamal cut off Rara's unfinished speech to continue his sentence.

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"It doesn't matter if I have to be second. Or just cheating on you. I'll be willing as long as I can be with you. Whatever hundred you give me I receive as long as we can be in a relationship. Because I really love you Ra."

Rara Pias heard Kamal's words. Really, what dream did he have last night to hear all this.

"Istighfar sir. I have a son and his wife. So please don't act like this."

"Ra," Kamal held onto Rara's fingers instantly on the edge by the woman.

"I can leave them if you want Ra."

Instantly Rara clutched her open mouth, so distrustful of her hearing just now. Crazy, crazy, Mr. Kamal is crazy, Rara's heart murmurs.

"Please sir don't be like this. Why did you leave them?"

"For what I can do with you."

Oh my dragon, Inner Rara.

"I don't want any of this. Sorry sir I am a married woman and I can not betray marriage and husband alone. So sorry I can't accept the father's feelings" Rara got up from her seat.

"By!" Prevent Kamal when mama Ali is about to leave, "i am willing to wait and give you time until whenever it is."

"Please sir! Don't say anything and don't see me again if you still have such crazy thoughts. If there is nothing important that we have to talk about father can leave because it is already night, I also want to rest," throw Rara bluntly.

"Well, Ra, if you want that. But please consider my feelings!" Pinta Kamal's.

Rara silently did not answer.

"I'm going first. Assalamu'alaikum."

"Walaikumsalam," answered Rara, then hurried to close the door as soon as Kamal came out of the house.

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Rara sat behind the door of her room. The expression of Kamal's feelings for her did not make the mother of one child proud because there was a neighbor's husband who was interested in her, but the night made the purple hijab woman so sad.

Perhaps, if her husband was at home this incident would never have happened. Maybe if Adam came home often no one thought of him as jablay. But what is the power, Adam is more concerned with his work than the children of his own wife or their household. Because in fact maintaining household harmony alone is very heavy.

"O Allah, strengthen the faith of your servant, so that I do not fall into the pit of blasphemy. Give me patience in the face of all this" Rara prayed among her tears.

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