
"But I can't Ra. I can't close my eyes to all that. I can't pretend not to know if you haven't been happy all this time!"
Rara closed her eyes, frustrated with him. Honestly he himself felt heavy if suddenly had to separate far from Rangga considering all this time the man who was always there for him, he said, but Rara also realized that she was married and had to follow all the orders of her husband, especially now that the relationship he and Adam showed rapid progress compared to previous years and Rara did not want to waste all that. But why when he and Adam improve Rangga should be a barrier between them? Can't his sister-in-law behave like yesterday-yesterday without demanding anything against Rara regarding the closeness of both of them.
"I can't let you go with Adam when he doesn't love you? While his heart still has another woman."
"Stop bang, stop!" Rara didn't want to hear anything from Rangga.
"Don't you act like this? Our relationship has ended long ago. And I beg you not to hinder my steps to obtain my own happiness."
"I don't get in the way of your happiness Ra, never."
"Then what did you do. It's good that you're in a relationship with other women so you don't focus on just me and Ali. Marry bang, so you can forget me!"
Rangga nodded, "I can not Ra," said Rangga.
Rara's tears fell upon hearing that.
"I beg you, find a woman better than me, who is more everything than me, Hem!"
Rara grabbed Rangga's fingers on the man's thigh. Begging the man to comply with his request.
But again Rangga bemoaned, "I don't need women who are more everything than you Ra. All I need is you, all I want you and all I love is you and only you."
Rara's cry broke instantly, she removed her hand from her grasp, instead of covering her face. He couldn't bear all this. For others, this may be a blessing when loved by two men at the same time, but unfortunately Rara is not such a woman.
Seeing Rara beragis Rangga was confused, wanted to hug but not dare, tried to calm but did not know what to do? He was just trying to be honest, not wanting to lie anymore with his feelings. More than enough he was patient all this time and now he does not want to be a stupid man who only sees his lover in vain by others.
Rara rubbed her wet cheek, took a deep breath, trying not to blow.
"Don't you realize whose fault this is?" Rara asked as she stared intently at Rangga who sat staring next to her.
"It's all wrong, brother! Try if at that time you want to take me away, this silly wedding is definitely not going to happen. Surely I can be happy and Brother is also happy and mas Adam is also happy with his lover. We all must be happy.
But all this is ruined because of your cowardice. Brother who is chicken and does not dare to take risks. Now that I'm happy with my marriage? You want to destroy everything? Don't dream bang, I won't let that happen."
Rara pointed at Rangga's chest with her finger. Use all the disappointment that he craved for the first love.
"Now, don't see me and Ali again. I don't want to see you, brother!" Rara.
Ali's mother got up from her seat and left Rangga's study.
****
After Rara left, Rangga held his head on the back of the sofa, closing his eyes with one arm. Confused is what he felt. Rara's words so against her kidneys made her speechless because they were all true.
"Hallo!"
There was a female voice greeting him after Tut's voice several times.
"Hallo" replied Rangga.
Then Rara's sister-in-law spoke to the person she called using fluent and fluent English.
"All right, let me know if you come."
"OKs. Thank you for your information" replied the woman.
Rangga ended the conversation by pressing the red button on his phone and putting the million-strong object back on the table. A line of smiles rose on her lips making her handsome face bright again.
****
"Mama's crying? Mama had a fight with dad?"
Ali asked as she looked at Rara's reddened eyes.
Rara who was driving her car dodged, then looked at Ali who was sitting next to at a glance.
"Why do you cry? Did you hurt mom?" The boy asked, touching his mother's arm.
Rara stroked Ali's head slowly. It's okay, baby. Mama was flickering so her eyes were watery and red," Rara lied.
"Original!" Call Rara.
"Yes ma!" Ali.
"From now on don't call father again to om Rangga, because Ali's father is papa Adam. Om Rangga is not a father to you."
"Why can't ma? Though Om Rangga who said that calling him was father is not Om. And my mom never protested, so why can't you call me Rangga's dad?"
Wanting to feel Rara screamed and said do not ask the reason and participate, but Rara realized that she could not be selfish to Ali who was very critical. So Rara had to explain in a gradual manner so that her son understood why it should not.
Rara was relieved as Ali nodded in understanding. Then the mother hugged her son and kissed Ali on the top of the head several times, before they got out of the car.
Maybe this is the end of everything, Rara.
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