
Summer has arrived, the warmer air I feel from all seasons in this Ginseng Country. Not much different from the atmosphere in Indonesia. I am now at the top of Namsan Tower. I remember all the memories here along with the name I love the most. Our hands never fell off each other. Our smiles expand unceasingly. Both of our left hands show the same shaped ring.
A week ago, we were officially engaged. God is really fair. Makes me feel happy after a long time tormented with this indistinct feeling.
Father and mother have kept their promise. All the evidence has been successful in ensnaring Shantowi. Dad has regained the trust of his business colleagues. Although the insurance money has returned, he is now back to pioneering his business from the beginning and choose a location in Bali. The target is foreign tourists. I'm relieved because all of this will end happily.
“I did not expect everything would end happily, like the Korean dramas I watched all this time..”.
I still hold the hand of the namja I love so much while looking forward from the top of Seoul Tower.
Yoon-Jin just sings a fleeting smile then says, “I've been in the happiest position of my life, God is so merciful to bring together our destiny through this beautiful dream in Seoul.
“Please promise to continue your career. Aah. I was worried when our engagement took place yesterday. Why are so many guests not invited? Good thing not to mess up our important event,” I snorted miserably.
He looks at me fixedly. “They couldn't have dared to mess up our event... aah..the problem now is why we're putting too much back in our wedding time! I feel so impatient again!” he said with a dirty expression.
“Yaaa... I still want to continue my studies, after all I am here on two semesters leave.. fortunately there is Wisnu Kak who wants to manage my leave...!”.
“Nugu-ya? Who the fuck did you say? Brother Vishnu?” tanyanya.
“Ne.. his name is Vishnu. He is just a friend..” I dare not look into his eyes.
“Ghojimal .. why do you look nervous if he is just a friend?” inquiringly.
“Aaa.. I was nervous not because of a lie. Because you're looking at me like that makes me nervous.” I spread my hair that was ruffled because of the wind.
“What man hugged you in the photo?”
The question is like the bombs that once erupted in Hirosima and Nagasaki. Destroying all my feelings. I almost limp it made. How do I explain it?
“Yaaa... not me hugging him.. but..” I did not get to continue my sentence.
“But you don't resist as if happy in his arms...so?” the look in his eyes was like an arrow that had been given a deadly poison as if it wanted to poison me that very second.
“Aaa.. aaannniya.. not so...” Yoon-Jin walked slowly closer to me, I also slowly took a step back. I am like a deer being stalked by a king of the forest.
“Yaaa! Why are you so scared like this?” I saw both eyes.
He was silent, but still with the most sinister look of my life. Until finally I stuck on a wall and did not allow to retreat again.
“Aaah... Yoon-jin! A geman…! Stop it…! Justjust stop…! You're a creepy pinjja..!” my voice is dashed.
He paid no heed to my request but continued to head towards me.
“You dare to hug with other namja, while I have never hugged a yeoja even though... hmm.... I want to do you yes..” snapped.
“Yaaa…! What are you..” I haven't had time to continue my words he approached my right ear and whispered.
“Immediately delete the photo or I will throw your phone down...!” the whisper made my hair curly.
“Ne... ne.. I will delete... now...” my sentence is broken while swallowing my saliva.
“Isssh... Why did he become this scary…? More terrifying than a vampire or a life-taking angel…! Issshhh...”.
“What did you say..?” He came back to me.
I immediately opened the gallery on my phone. I do not intend to save the photo, because the photo was automatically stored in the memory of the phone when Kak Wisnu sent me Watsapp some time ago. Ishhh... Where is that photo? My hands are busy sliding the phone screen. My eyes widened perfectly when I found the photo.
“Mwo-ya? What the fuck?” I shouted in a higher tone. How can I not be surprised when I see my photo with Kak Vishnu edited with a creepy shape.
“Yaaa…! Why am I so mustachy? And what is this? Why is there a mole under my eye? Aaah..this is not like a mole but like a tompel…! and...why did Vishnu wear lipstick and mascara? Why wear a mini skirt too? Ah.... who edited this to be this disgusting photo?” grumbling.
“Mwo-ya? Wae gereo?” asked Yoon-Jin with an innocent look. I'm sure he's holding his laugh perfectly now.
I turned my phone screen towards her. I clearly heard her laugh which was very blissful. A lot of people were looking at us with strange eyes.
“Hahahahahahahah..why did you become this handsome? And your oppamu so... sexy! Hahahaha..” Her face flushed.
I immediately closed his mouth and brought my eyes closer to him.
“Yaaa... This is your job, right? Why are you so underworked editing my photos so disgusting like this.?” I approached him while making a creepy sound.
He shook my hand and answered. “I not only edited it, but sent it back…! Hahahahahaha” now that annoying laugh is louder than ever.
“Mwoooooo? Are you whenaaang? Send it back???” I managed to pinch her stomach hard.
“Aaaargghhh. geez.... mian... mian... aaarrrghhh.....!!” He groans in pain.
“Issssh... What should I do, huh? Aaaah... Unfortunately I...!” I opened my Whatsapp immediately. It turns out that Yoon-Jin has sent back the disgusting photo.
“Aaargghh... eotokheee..!” my er while glancing at him sharply.
“Mian.. After sending it he called you right away! And I also answered him..” Now his face is really annoying.
“Mworagu? You answered it?” my many.
“Ne... I explained that I edited your photos. I'm honestly jealous of that photo!” answer's relaxed.
“Isssh... You really creepy Yoon-Jin-ah..!” grunt rough.
“He asked me to take care of you. He thought it was all for him. Isssh... poor man, you must have rejected him many times, right?” He looked the other way.
“Aaa..day is already night. Let's go home!” I also switched the conversation. He did not accept my invitation and pulled me into his arms.
“Jhanggamman …! I don't know, after you get home, if I can hug you again or not. I don't know after you return to Indonesia whether I won't be jealous of your friends on campus or not...Wouldn't you go to college here?” I hear a note of sadness in every word.
I took a deep breath and answered, “I just need your trust Yoon-Jin-ah. Everything will feel light if we start a relationship with a fortress of trust. Honestly, I'm not sure I wouldn't be jealous of you if you were to appear in front of your fans. Most of your fans are Yeoja. But anyway this will be my twists and turns in a relationship to become a relationship that is getting stronger,” I re-hugged him.
Honestly, I also don't know if I'll be okay when away from her embrace.
“It looks like your decision to return to Indonesia is becoming stronger...” He muttered while stroking my hair.
I only replied with a light smile, “Yoon-Jin-ah. Honestly, no matter how beautiful this place is, I miss my hometown so much. There is so much I miss there. Mianheo.. I promise, after I graduate college, we will be with you forever.”.
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