MY LOVE BLOSSOMS IN KOREA...!!

Chapter 42 (Am I a rotating trophy or a piece of trash on the street?)

I lay my body on a soft bed. Enjoyed my entire blood flow flowing smoothly. I enjoy the air that goes into my lungs. Slowly I started to close my eyes. All I have in my brain is Yoon-Jin's smile right now.

Is it true that I fell in love this time?

After some cleaning myself I headed to the kitchen because the cold of spring made my throat dry.

After taking a sip of water, I intend to head to the stairs and return to the room. But I stopped my steps when I heard the conversation of some voices I knew. I saw from behind the open door that there were Brother Ji-Sung, Yoon-Jin and Yoon-Hee. It seems they are having a serious conversation.

“You seem to enjoy the bait I threw right in front of you!” said Brother Ji-Sung while folding both hands.

“I'm confused by your attitude. Are you this because you're jealous or too happy I caught your bait?” Yoon-Jin throws a cynical look.

“Two...” replied Brother Ji-Sung casually.

“Oppa... You have not seriously forgotten me, have you? Oppa...you promise, if I make Ricka and Yoon-Jin together you will never leave me!” Yoon-Hee slightly sobbed .

Degs…

why is my name in their conversation? What does Yoon-Hee mean? Make me and Yoon Jin together? Aah... What is this?

My chest began to clutter between willingly and fearfully hearing their next conversation.

“I didn't leave you, but you left me!” said Brother Ji-Sung.

I very clearly saw her disappointed look when I saw Yoon-Hee.

“Oppa. I just want to pioneer a hobby that is now my career. Oppa... saraphae...”.

(saranghae: I love you)

I very clearly saw the free-falling tear point on both Yoon-Hee's smooth cheeks.

*What? Yoon-Hee said what? ‘Saranghae’? Is it true that Yoon-Hee was previously related to Ji-Sung's sister? This is actually what*? It really makes me want to scream.

Yoon-Jin just silently nailed seeing her twin sister like begging for love towards her adopted hyung.

“Can't you be the proudest son of your parents, huh? Can't you be a little useful? I admit, I was originally interested in Ricka, but I knew how you felt from the beginning to meet him!” Brother Ji-Sung makes a sound with a tone that starts to low.

“Yoon-Jin-ah.. Why are you so hard to be honest about how you feel? You've always been allergic to girls on campus just because you want to meet the person who makes you sleep well, right?” Yoon-Hee speaks up. Her eyes look sharp at Yoon-Jin. Yoon-Jin replies with a sharp look.

Am I still confused by the direction of their conversation? The matchmaking? Yoon-Jin is in a match with whom? And what does that have to do with Ji-Sung? I am still confused by what they are talking about.

“You were aware when he first came here? I told Yoon-Hee and Mi-Yun to join the appa company event when they were very uninterested in following her. And again, when I, appa, and eomma went to Japan on business, I adjusted the date so that you could both stay together under one roof. I was so satisfied when I saw you jealous of my relationship with him. Do you remember when Yoon-Hee took her to Hoehyeon-Dong and left her alone? It was me who told him to. I pretended to be panicking to you, and I knew that you were freaking out instead of playing around and looking for Ricka. But again the self-esteem that you are a god right it seems to make you stifled to go to him, right? You just stood looking at Ricka who collapsed on the side of the road so I had to help her. I was very angry, and deliberately took Ricka to my apartment! I also know you're following me. But Ricka did not want to stay at my apartment, I deliberately called Appa and eomma to attend my best friend's engagement event in my place. Thus you two will definitely be together again,” said Kak Ji-Sung at length accompanied by a frightening laugh.

My heart seemed to stop hearing Brother Ji-Sung's words just now. So all this time they've been playing me? So actually Om Shoni was about to match me with Yoon-Jin and then Yoon-Jin asked Kak Ji-Sung who received this match? Aah... What is this? What kind of game is this?

I couldn't hear their conversation. With a steady step I walked closer to them. I couldn't help but hold back the tears that I was holding back from the beginning they said my name earlier.

“Do I look like a rotating trophy to you guys? Or even I look like a piece of trash that everyone here doesn't want?” I saw the three of them were surprised by my presence.

Yoon-Jin quickly grabbed my hand, ah more accurately pulled my hand back inside the house. I was no longer able to resist his pull. When I got to the stairs, I stopped and looked at him.

“After this is you? If you don't like me and refuse this match. Is it that easy to throw this matchmaking at someone else? Like throwing something worthless and making someone take something you've thrown away? Is it how your ego makes you that scary!” I screamed while sobbing.

“Do not talk here. If it reaches appa and eomma hear, it will be the problem. Dealing with parents will be even more troublesome!” he half whispered.

He pulled my hand back, but I still didn't move a bit. Suddenly he was holding me, making me scream a little.

“Ssssstt...” he hissed right in front of my face.

“If you shout you will regret!” yoon-jin's voice gives me goosebumps.

I was forced to keep my mouth shut as much as possible, besides being afraid of what Yoon-Jin would do, I was more afraid that Om Shoni and Aunt Nari would see us in this position.

With a swift Yoon-Jin carrying me, one by one the stairs he managed to pass. But he didn't drop me when he got to the top floor. He walked through his room and mine. It turned out to be heading to a small second-floor terrace overlooking the backyard. He put me on the sofa facing the terrace.

I looked straight ahead. It's like the world isn't fair to treat me. In my own country I was forced to flee to avoid an arranged marriage with a husband of three wives, and here I was also betrothed to a man who… I have to be happy or sad I don't know what to do. If it was that easy to get Yoon-Jin but how did I feel when Yoon-Jin rejected this matchmaking and threw it at someone else who was obviously her twin brother's lover? I could go crazy.

Yoon-Jin looks at me. Freezing occurred a few minutes until he finally started talking, “Ricka... mianheo...”.

I looked at him blankly and then said, “I know, I don't deserve to be anywhere. In my country I was forced to marry a man I did not love, and in this country I was betrothed to a man who did not love me. Why does this crazy feeling always come up? I feel like I'm nothing more than a piece of trash on the streets!” I wiped the tears that fell on my cheek.

“Anni, that's not what I mean!” He looked at me deeply.

“I have to return to Indonesia as soon as possible,” my last word tonight was for Yoon-Jin.

I stood up and walked towards my room. Arriving at the front door of the room I saw the silhouette of Yoon-Jin who was still not moving from her seat. I really can't read his mind. I threw my body over the bed. Covering my face with her pillow. I miss my mom and dad very much. Until when this fate torments me. I also slept with despair.