MY LOVE BLOSSOMS IN KOREA...!!

Chapter 46 (My heart beats in rhythm, but feels faster than usual)

The music concert was over when the MC said goodbye. I'm going to meet all the Dreams personnel and congratulate them. But I ponder when they have been preoccupied with many fans who just ask for photos and signatures.

“Wah... It seems like this feeling will be more and more in vain,” I murmured softly and left from that place.

I saw Yoon-Jin who was so surrounded by fans who were dominated by women.

“I have to be self-conscious, this is his dream. And I can't hurt anything more jealousy,” whispered me again.

I walked down the path with a light beam on his left right and dozens of neatly lined cherry blossoms.

“Ah...why is the flower so beautiful when my heart is sad like this?” my murmur was accompanied by a mute smile.

I walked alone while enjoying the cold of spring. Perhaps this is the decision I regret most for refusing Aunt Nari's invitation to dinner with colleague Om Shoni. It's definitely Mi-Yun with him now. If Yoon-Hee I'm sure tonight he spent time with Brother Ji-Sung. Because he asked for permission to come home late. While me? I will cry over their happiness. A shadow of Yoon-Jin flashed in my brain. How busy he is with his new fans. Ah. That makes me a little bit nervous.

“Ah... why this road feels so long from the time of departure earlier..,” I grumbled in my heart.

“Yaa... do you daydream while walking?” Suddenly a voice sounded from behind me. Instantly I looked back how surprised I was that it was Yoon-Jin.

“Yoon-Jin-ah, are you here?” my many. I slightly hid a happy expression when I saw her.

“Didn't you realize which way you were walking, huh? You should have turned right when you got to the fork. Why did you take the straight path?”

“Aaah.. so I got lost apparently..,” I said shriveled.

“And you just found out?” He walked over to me.

“Mianheo...,” I replied down.

For some reason since that figure approached me the cold had turned a little warmer than before. The wind was more calming. At once the cherry blossoms that had been calm suddenly dropped their petals like snow that fell in the spring.

“Mwo-ya…? Aaah... reminds me of something,”.

“What is it?” asked Yoon-Jin to bring her face closer to me. I was shocked and stayed away from him.

“Aaah. Cherry blossoms unnaturally in seasons that should not bloom. Even her petals beautifully fell in the wind. You know what that means?” I saw him standing right next to me.

“What?” ask her while stepping her feet.

“Sang Goblin has fallen in love..” I saw him stop his footsteps.

“Wae... Why did you stop your steps? Aaah... You're not a Goblin in love, are you?” I looked at him strangely.

“Yaaa. Cherry blossoms always bloom in the spring. And you seem to overdose on watching the drama!” He returned my gaze. I lost again.

“Yaa…! Why do you keep going? You said we shouldn't have taken this road, right?” He continued his footsteps.

“Tharawwa... You will be surprised to see it!” I followed her steps from behind.

Soon we arrived at a large field. And the scenery no less amazes me.

“Why are so many lights flying here and there?,” my murmurs amazed.

“Jinjja? Is it true that my wish will be granted when I catch a firefly. It's unbelievable...,” murmured me.

“Try it...,” his voice sounds against me.

I also began to run around catching fireflies that are very large in number. Like a chick looking for its mother running around. I saw Yoon-Jin do the same thing as I did. Yet it seems to have been a waste of our efforts to catch the fireflies. Not even one of us managed to catch.

“Yaaa! How could you catch a firefly if you chased it like that?” yoon-jin's voice sounded breathless.

“Then how do I get it? Not even you managed to catch a single one!” my voice is no less breathless.

We sat on the grass looking at the fireflies flying around us as if to lure us to run back to catch them. I was about to stand up and run to catch them but Yoon-Jin's hand held mine.

“Do not... You will be tired of catching them later...” Our views are converging.

“Wae..? Wouldn't it be that if I caught them my plea would be granted? I really want to get them.”

“Andwe. Let them fly at will to celebrate this spring.” He smiled lightly looking at the fireflies flying here and there.

“Don't you want those fireflies too? That means you also have a wish, right?” I sat back near him.

He was silent for a few seconds then replied, “Anniya The answer really made my heart freeze.

“Aa... Jinjja?” I looked at him full of question marks. Then continue my sentence, “Even if I manage to catch that many fireflies, I will give you one of them.” Our views are converging. What does that deep view mean? As if I knew that view before. Ah... although the dim atmosphere is only illuminated by street lights, why is Yoon-Jin's face still charming? My heart beats in rhythm but faster than usual. How distracting.

“Then... what do you want so much that you are so eager to chase the fireflies?” Now his breathing seems to be back to normal.

“Anniya... nothing,” I replied.

Actually I want to answer, “I want to erase this feeling towards you. I really feel pain feeling this vague feeling. Whatever feelings I have for you, get lost! I want you to reach for your dreams and I'm back to living my normal life. I don't want to be crazy about you with this weird feeling.”

But I couldn't say it, I just stared at him for a moment I hope he won't know what kind of feeling this is.

“Come home...the atmosphere is getting colder here!” He then stood up and walked to the first road that we went through. He walks with courage. Using grey t-shirts and black leather jackets. Both of his hands went into his jacket pocket.

I followed him from behind. That broad back, why the more I see it the more I want to hug it, that arm why the more I approach it, the more I want to grab it. As if I miss him so much, so much that it makes it difficult for me to breathe. I finally walked faster than him and preceded him.

“Yes...Wae-gereo? Why is your road so fast?” He quickened his pace behind me.

I fell silent, more precisely replied in my heart, “I don't want to see you, because the more I see you, the more I want to have you. And this feeling is hard for me to endure.”

“Oh yes...about that matchmaking...” He started the conversation with a strange word.

“Andweee... don't forward..!” I cut the conversation.

“Wae... I just...”.

“Stooop... andwee... andwee…! I don't want to listen to it now..” I ran forward while patting my ears so as not to listen to Yoon-Jin. I don't know what he's going to say. I really don't want to talk about it. I was afraid, he really refused this match or accepted it. I didn't even know how I felt when she refused or accepted this match. To be sad or happy I have not decided that. It's better not to talk about it than to hear an answer that leaves me mired with thousands of feelings that torment me.