MY LOVE BLOSSOMS IN KOREA...!!

Chapter 28 (Is this a romantic scene like in dramas? Oh. yangkajaan!)

Three days have passed with Yoon-Jin. His attitude had not changed after the last incident with him. His eyes seem to be increasingly disliking to me. But with me, I always wanted to see it. Is she okay? Has he healed? I can't prevent my curiosity towards him. I don't care much about this feeling. I consider Yoon-Jin like a brother like Om Shoni thinks of me as a brother anyway.

After that day, I never said a word to Yoon-Jin. Either I should apologize first or vice versa. We only see each other without having the ability to interpret the meaning of our gaze.

Actually Mi-Yun and Yoon-Hee have come home from yesterday. Mi-Yun returns home from school straight to the room without going out again except for a meal. He told me that he had an exam at his school. Yoon-Hee is also rarely seen. He came home late and went straight to his room. Yoon-Jin is too. Really, if asked to stay with them. I don't think I can.

The time I was waiting for came too. The return of Brother Ji-Sung I consider as the reason I am happy today. No more loneliness.

“Bogosshippo...” He came up to me and hugged me. I was surprised to receive his embrace.

(Bogosshippo: I miss you)

“Wae... You don't miss me?” His gaze was strange to see me when I tried to take off his embrace.

“Aah... is not it, I was just a little surprised,” I replied accordingly.

He just laughed as he ruffled the bangs to cover my eyes then grabbed my cheeks and brought them closer to his face saying,

“Cuteee...” while pinching my cheeks. My face blushed it made.

“This day I want to be with you..” He looked at me with a meaningful look.

“Na-do I returned his gaze.

(Na-do: Me too)

I convinced myself that now the man I love is Brother Ji-Sung. I am still confused about the status of our relationship. Let this relationship run like flowing water. Ji-Sung's sister took me to a nearby cafe from home. I ordered a latte and Brother Ji-Sung ordered a cappucino.

“How were your days with Yoon-Jin?” Brother Ji-Sung starts a conversation that actually makes me lazy to discuss it.

“Yoon-Jin? Wae... Nothing special,” I replied as I sipped my latte that was getting cold.

She smiled sweetly at me and said, “Aaah. I'm just worried Yoon-Jin is treating you badly, because of our closeness. You see for yourself, Yoon-Jin doesn't like me that much.” He turned his eyes out the cafe window.

“If you may know, what is the reason, Brother?” manya curious.

“When he found out that I wasn't his real brother. His attitude has always changed for me. He was envious of what I had achieved. Moreover, he always rejected what he expected of him. It was as if it made me take something that was useless to him.”

“I don't understand, Brother.” I said.

I began to understand what Ji-Sung meant. Is their relationship so bad? Worth it, was it because I was close to Brother Ji-Sung that made her so dislike me?

“Ricka... Are you thinking about Yoon-Jin?” I flinched from my daydream.

“Aa... Anniyo I was nervous about the question that Brother Ji-Sung asked.

“Then, how about we go somewhere to spend this afternoon?” He finished his cappuccino. I nodded my head in agreement.

We headed to the banks of the Han River which looked so calm. I saw the bridge and the vehicle passing there. The air so breezy made me want to let go of all the burdens in my heart.

“It's so beautiful isn't it? Looking at the orange rays, the calm flow of the river, the wind that seemed to whisper cheerfully, it was soothing,” Brother Ji-Sung swept his gaze around us standing.

I just answered with a smile. I was amazed by the beauty that was before my eyes. I looked at the man now standing near me. I still don't know how I feel right now. The more I forced my feelings to be completely with Sister Ji-Sung the more this feeling moved away from what I expected. I hope to soon find a man who has been present in my dreams lately.

I closed my eyes. I saw whose shadow was in my eyes. I started with Andra. I still can't imagine her face, even after seeing the photo hundreds of times on her Facebook account. I switched to Sister Vishnu but the result was zonk. I also did not find a figure that always held me in his arms.

And lastly I tried to imagine Brother Ji-Sung. Enjoying all the short memories with her, I did see her in my shadow even I saw her very close to me. It was like looking at me incessantly, but was this not the figure I was looking for, or maybe it would come to me someday? Is it in Korea? Or when I come back to Indonesia?

The question I made and it was hard to find the answer. Slowly I opened my eyes, right in front of my face now there is the face of Brother Ji-Sung. I'm surprised it wasn't a play. What's the matter? His gaze so pierced my heart. He brought his face closer to mine.

I was glued, blushed, and confused as to what I should do. Is this a romantic scene in a Korean drama that always makes the audience tick? Haduhh...Is this fast?

Time runs so slow, seconds per second as if crawling makes Ji-Sung's leg body get closer to me. Ah this can't… ! I'm not easy to do this. It's a silly thing. The face drew closer and closer until the end….

Ddrrtt….

The vibration of the cell phone that Brother Ji-Sung was holding made us aware and moved away instantly. Haisssh. The scene that almost happened made me want to wake up from all my dreams. Why did this feeling arise again? It felt like I was rejecting what I wanted.

“Yeoboseyo...” Ji-Sung's sister answered her phone.

The next conversation was in Korean which I found difficult to understand. From the look on your face, Ji-Sung looks upset. I tried not to ask about the caller. I don't want to interfere too much with his personal affairs. I don't know what this relationship is, for me it's not so clear. I don't have the courage to continue. I let all my feelings blow like the wind this fall. As the sky grew darker, we decided to go home.

“ Brother Ji-Sung, it feels like I've started to forget during these three days of not studying with Brother. Can we learn more later?” I saw Brother Ji-Sung who was focusing on driving.

“There must be time for you, Rick.” he replied with a sweet smile.